1. I am 18 years old and have had sex with 3 men. All of these happened within the last year.
2. The guy I lost my virginity to was a complete dick. He had a small cock and didn't even know what he was doing. He got me drunk after I had recently been broken up with and fucked me. I feel guilty, like I'm one of those girls who is just blaming the guy for having sex when she didn't want to, but he completely played me. He said we were going to date, and that he might love me. He left me two weeks later.
3. The second guy I had sex with could have been a fantastic fuck. He was pretty experienced and loved sex. He was bisexual and promiscuous and I really regret not being more outgoing. He wanted to try anal. I was scared. I always felt uncomfortable being sexual with him. I loved him though.
4. I have finally accepted myself as bi. I've only made out with one girl but I love how soft and frisky we are. Soft hands on soft breasts. I love boobs and the idea of a girl licking my tits and playing with me. I don't know if I ever will...
5. I'm trying to be more adventurous with my boyfriend. We've finally been able to buy toys. It is amazing.
6. I took my boyfriend's virginity earlier this year. He is inexperienced but I love it; everything he learns is exactly how to please my body. We're currently working on making me squirt, and it seems to be going well.
7. I orgasmed for the first time earlier this year. I've been masturbating since I was about 10 but I've never been able to do it for myself. I always get tired out.
8. I've only orgasmed twice during sex. The first time, it was one of the most amazing feelings of my life. But when he pulled out we realized the condom broke, which then led to the worst feeling I've experienced. The second: He didn't come very much and didn't enjoy it as much as I did.
9. I get really hot over the thought of being raped. My boyfriend and I "fake rape" all the time.
10. When I was young, maybe 4 or 5, my other 4-year-old cousin and I sat behind a chair in our grandparent's family room and touched each other's vaginas. I don't remember what even led into that situation, but it always makes me feel very dirty. We giggled about it tingling and how red it was. I don't know if she remembers but I really hope she doesn't.
11. I've had boyfriends since 7th grade, but I never did much with them but kiss and make out. I first touched a boy's penis in 8th grade; it was through his jeans and I didn't realize what it was for a couple minutes. I remember thinking that it might have been his penis, but it seemed too skinny and long. I thought it was a pencil in his pocket.
12. The first time I saw a penis was my freshman year. The guy I dated was much older than me but still hadn't done anything sexual with anyone before. He whipped it out and a little bit of cum dripped on my basement floor.
13. Sometimes I feel bad thinking about women all the time. I'm constantly looking at beautiful girls and wondering how they would feel naked. I picture them licking me out and letting me take erotic photos during sex.
14. My friend once asked me to have a threesome with her and her boyfriend. I almost did but I didn't feel any attraction to him, and awkwardly turned her down the night it was supposed to happen. I also almost had a MMF threesome in a car, but both guys were too fucked up to do anything. I still want to have a threesome, though. I think about it a lot, but I don't know anyone I would feel comfortable enough with.
15. I am very loud during sex. I love moaning and squealing and dirty talk.
16. I think I am very good at giving head. I was very proud when I made the bi boy's toes curl for the first time.
17. I don't like receiving head very much. It's not like the guys who have given it to me were bad at it, it's just never done anything for me. I always feel like I'm just laying there with a nose in my pussy. I get paranoid that I smell funny and it's far too much distraction to actually cum.
18. I always feel stupid about not being able to swallow cum. I've done it before but the guy was a vegetarian and his cum actually tasted good. My boyfriend doesn't taste too bad, but once he came so much in my mouth that I choked and almost puked. Ever since it makes me gag.
19. Sometimes I think about being in an open relationship, but I know it would end up with me just fooling around with other girls and him feeling too shy to ever branch out. Plus, I've never felt so good and comfortable in bed with anyone. I guess I just want to kiss a girl sometimes...
20. For the longest time I wanted to take a bath in chocolate and have my boyfriend lick it off me and fuck me silly. I don't think that would actually do anything for me now... I don't really know if I have a fantasy.
21. I always have sex with the lights on. I love to watch his face when he orgasms.
22. When I first started masturbating it involved me humping a big stuffed dog. I would hump its face so its nose went in my pussy a little bit. Every night I would feel so guilty and tell myself to stop. As I got older I started just wadding up bed sheets and riding those. I couldn't really understand what I was doing, I didn't realize it was masturbation until health class when I learned girls could masturbate. Then I used my fingers and stopped feeling guilty.
23. Before I actually started masturbating I would pretend I was being tortured. I would lay in bed with legs spread as if I were tied down and pretend a large object was being forced between my legs. It still turns me on.
24. In kindergarten I would draw pictures of me and the boy I had a crush on naked together. Not actually having sex. Just naked in the shower or outside. Being naked with my love is still the greatest feeling in the world.
25. Every time my boyfriend and I have sex, we end up laughing right afterwards, usually with his cock still in me.
Friday, December 18, 2009
(1) I am 19 and recently lost my virginity, about 2 months ago.
(2) It started by me being amazingly drunk, going up to a gorgeous man saying "Do you have any idea how fucking cute you are?" And he was--he looked like a mix between the boy I was in love with during high school plus his way cuter twin. I know he was a 29-year-old Swiss man and he had an amazing body. We were talking at the bar for a while and obviously it turned to having sex. When I told him I was a virgin, his response was "Do you want to change that?"
(3) I honestly don't remember much of the actual sex, it was rough and fun and dirty and raw. It hurt but was worth it, and Mr. Swiss was the perfect mix between gentle and rough. God, just thinking about him gets me all excited, he was so amazingly cute and I'm sort of proud that i nailed him. I left that night because my best friend was freaking out. I left without my shoes, underwear, or bra... quite trashy for my first time.
(4) Once I finally lost my virginity this 19-year weight was lifted and it felt amazing. I had been a virgin for so long because I didnt want to "give" it to anyone I would ever see again, and I was terrified of letting my guard down to allow someone to literally penetrate me.
(5) After Mr. Swiss I've had sex with 2 other guys, both being one night stands. There was "the Marine," who I had sex with in the back of his car and that was fun not because of the sex but because of the threat of being caught or someone watching us, and "one-night-standy," who was actually really sweet and a great kisser. I told him to take it slow because I was just at that drunk point of being really really sleepy, and it was amazing. We kissed the whole time and when he came he squeezed me tight and pushed himself deeper which was pretty adorable.
(6) Besides these three nights I don't have much experience. When I was in high school, I was always around people 4-5 years older then me, none of whom were sleazy enough to go after an underage virgin.
(7) Like I said I sort of had a penetration complex--I wanted it but I didn't want anyone to get it from me.
(8) I've been in love with my brother's best friend (who I've known since I was born) since I was about 11. It's easier for a young girl to fall for an older brother type than an older boy to fall for a younger sister type.
(9) I don't think I have ever thought to myself "oh man I want to be his girlfriend," but rather I think my sexual impulses of how badly I want to have sex with an attractive boy. So I don't really call my crushes "crushes," I call them "targets."
(10) Sometimes it makes me sad that I'm so alone all the time, but at the same time it's become my nature. I'm extremely guarded and hesitate to any emotional bonding. I usually freak out if I know a boy has a crush on me because I don't understand why--I don't understand how someone can crush on me when I'm so emotionally stand offish.
(11) Although I'm guarded I can now say that I do love having sex and I would not mind just having one-night stands and flings for the rest of my life.
(12) I don't think I'm a lesbian or bi, but I would really enjoy an experience with another woman, because I love boobs and would love to play with someone's other than my own. I don't think I could give or receive oral from another girl, but it would be fun to mess around and have fun with.
(13) I am extremely attracted to handsome Asian men. Not all Asians are cute but the cute ones are REALLY cute--oh and I don't really get the feminization of Asian men.
(14) There are so many ways I want to have sex: outside, in the shower, up against a wall, in the kitchen, in a pool, on a patio, in my childhood bed, and basically everywhere else possible.
(15) I hate giving head, I lack the confidence and I never know if I'm doing well or not, so I usually try and avoid doing it at all.
(16) I really like getting dressed up for no reason. I'm not usually the type of girl to wear dresses or skirts, I'm a tomboy engineer and I want to be a mechanic in life, so when I am all dressed up I feel nearly like a different person.
(17) I love having my ass squeezed or squeezing someone else's, whether it be drunkenly flirting with someone or a squeeze during a make out session. I think I just like the feeling of being pulled in tighter and tighter, so what's more passionate than a firm ass squeeze?
(18) My friends call it my "go to move," but rather than the tacky hands in the back pocket I usually slip my hands onto a boy's hips, under his jeans, not all that far down or anything--it's just a cozy warm spot that gets the point across.
(19) Thinking back on my virgin life, it's funny because I never really explicitly told anyone I was a virgin and I think most people thought I wasn't because I make so many obscene jokes about sex and such.
(20) At school, I hang out with all my engineering guy friends and it gets to me that I have like girl talk and such. It also gets to me that I know there is a line in our relationships that can't be crossed.
(21) I change my pubic hair as much as possible, I can't decide and I go from nothing to a little puff to maybe full grown. No reason really, it just entertains me really to see something different down there.
(22) I really enjoy the thought of being seen, not like by a peeping tom--that actually scares the shit out of me--but like wearing a skirt with no underwear. I fantasize a lot about getting it on in public or on a patio somewhere that may be seen.
(23) I've never had a boyfriend or anything close, really. I was always very reserved around boys my age when I was younger... yet I always loved being around my brother and his friends.
(24) I've never been attracted to someone my age or younger. If I am, I usually freak a little and talk myself out of it. I like talking to older guys about things I don't know. I also like taller guys.
(25) I can't wait to explore my sexuality and figure out my vices and peeves. Hopefully I won't get too out of control or anything, because I've had issues with self-control in the past.
(2) It started by me being amazingly drunk, going up to a gorgeous man saying "Do you have any idea how fucking cute you are?" And he was--he looked like a mix between the boy I was in love with during high school plus his way cuter twin. I know he was a 29-year-old Swiss man and he had an amazing body. We were talking at the bar for a while and obviously it turned to having sex. When I told him I was a virgin, his response was "Do you want to change that?"
(3) I honestly don't remember much of the actual sex, it was rough and fun and dirty and raw. It hurt but was worth it, and Mr. Swiss was the perfect mix between gentle and rough. God, just thinking about him gets me all excited, he was so amazingly cute and I'm sort of proud that i nailed him. I left that night because my best friend was freaking out. I left without my shoes, underwear, or bra... quite trashy for my first time.
(4) Once I finally lost my virginity this 19-year weight was lifted and it felt amazing. I had been a virgin for so long because I didnt want to "give" it to anyone I would ever see again, and I was terrified of letting my guard down to allow someone to literally penetrate me.
(5) After Mr. Swiss I've had sex with 2 other guys, both being one night stands. There was "the Marine," who I had sex with in the back of his car and that was fun not because of the sex but because of the threat of being caught or someone watching us, and "one-night-standy," who was actually really sweet and a great kisser. I told him to take it slow because I was just at that drunk point of being really really sleepy, and it was amazing. We kissed the whole time and when he came he squeezed me tight and pushed himself deeper which was pretty adorable.
(6) Besides these three nights I don't have much experience. When I was in high school, I was always around people 4-5 years older then me, none of whom were sleazy enough to go after an underage virgin.
(7) Like I said I sort of had a penetration complex--I wanted it but I didn't want anyone to get it from me.
(8) I've been in love with my brother's best friend (who I've known since I was born) since I was about 11. It's easier for a young girl to fall for an older brother type than an older boy to fall for a younger sister type.
(9) I don't think I have ever thought to myself "oh man I want to be his girlfriend," but rather I think my sexual impulses of how badly I want to have sex with an attractive boy. So I don't really call my crushes "crushes," I call them "targets."
(10) Sometimes it makes me sad that I'm so alone all the time, but at the same time it's become my nature. I'm extremely guarded and hesitate to any emotional bonding. I usually freak out if I know a boy has a crush on me because I don't understand why--I don't understand how someone can crush on me when I'm so emotionally stand offish.
(11) Although I'm guarded I can now say that I do love having sex and I would not mind just having one-night stands and flings for the rest of my life.
(12) I don't think I'm a lesbian or bi, but I would really enjoy an experience with another woman, because I love boobs and would love to play with someone's other than my own. I don't think I could give or receive oral from another girl, but it would be fun to mess around and have fun with.
(13) I am extremely attracted to handsome Asian men. Not all Asians are cute but the cute ones are REALLY cute--oh and I don't really get the feminization of Asian men.
(14) There are so many ways I want to have sex: outside, in the shower, up against a wall, in the kitchen, in a pool, on a patio, in my childhood bed, and basically everywhere else possible.
(15) I hate giving head, I lack the confidence and I never know if I'm doing well or not, so I usually try and avoid doing it at all.
(16) I really like getting dressed up for no reason. I'm not usually the type of girl to wear dresses or skirts, I'm a tomboy engineer and I want to be a mechanic in life, so when I am all dressed up I feel nearly like a different person.
(17) I love having my ass squeezed or squeezing someone else's, whether it be drunkenly flirting with someone or a squeeze during a make out session. I think I just like the feeling of being pulled in tighter and tighter, so what's more passionate than a firm ass squeeze?
(18) My friends call it my "go to move," but rather than the tacky hands in the back pocket I usually slip my hands onto a boy's hips, under his jeans, not all that far down or anything--it's just a cozy warm spot that gets the point across.
(19) Thinking back on my virgin life, it's funny because I never really explicitly told anyone I was a virgin and I think most people thought I wasn't because I make so many obscene jokes about sex and such.
(20) At school, I hang out with all my engineering guy friends and it gets to me that I have like girl talk and such. It also gets to me that I know there is a line in our relationships that can't be crossed.
(21) I change my pubic hair as much as possible, I can't decide and I go from nothing to a little puff to maybe full grown. No reason really, it just entertains me really to see something different down there.
(22) I really enjoy the thought of being seen, not like by a peeping tom--that actually scares the shit out of me--but like wearing a skirt with no underwear. I fantasize a lot about getting it on in public or on a patio somewhere that may be seen.
(23) I've never had a boyfriend or anything close, really. I was always very reserved around boys my age when I was younger... yet I always loved being around my brother and his friends.
(24) I've never been attracted to someone my age or younger. If I am, I usually freak a little and talk myself out of it. I like talking to older guys about things I don't know. I also like taller guys.
(25) I can't wait to explore my sexuality and figure out my vices and peeves. Hopefully I won't get too out of control or anything, because I've had issues with self-control in the past.
1. I lost my virginity at 17, and it was the best thing that had happened to me in a long time. Up until that point I had only kissed.
2. For as long as I can remember one of my favorite things has been sex and all sex related topics.
3. I first started masturbating around 13-14 and haven't stopped since. I masturbate at least 6 times a week, if not more.
4. I lost my virginity with my first ever boyfriend, and we had been going out for 2 weeks. We had tried previously but I chickened out and he had to go to sleep with an erection, which I still tease him about.
5. I have always known that I would be into rough sex, including slapping, spanking, biting, dirty talk, blindfolding, handcuffing, gagging, all kinds of domination in general, I guess.
6. I have an insatiable sexual appetite, which I feel bad about sometimes because I'm scared of making my boyfriend feel inadequate.
7. Nothing turns me on more than tall Native American men. (My boyfriend is half Asian, but looks Native American, and I have never been so attracted to anyone in my life).
8. I don't believe that someone's sexuality should matter to anyone but themselves and whoever they choose to experience it with.
9. I love to sit in a public place and make up a sexual fetish/fantasy for each person that walks past. Not what I would do with them, but something they secretly want but are too afraid to ask for.
10. I love to have a finger or two up my ass during sex or oral, but I'm hesitant about anal sex. I consider it to be losing a different type of virginity, and want to conquer my fear of it before I try it.
11. I feel sorry for people who are scared to try new things. I'm of the opinion that if there is just one thing out there that could blow your mind, it's worth trying everything to get to.
12. I thought that my first orgasm was the most amazing thing I'd ever experienced, until I had my first orgasm with someone else.
13. I adore women's bodies, and would not hesitate to have sex with a woman if I was single. I kissed a lot of women in my teenage years, but never had the guts to go any further.
14. I've kissed more girls than boys. I've also kissed more girls than my boyfriend.
15. My partner and I are so comfortable with each other we don't think twice about getting poo on our fingers during butt play, which is more wonderful than I ever could have imagined.
16. The first time I got naked with a boy I wanted to get dressed right away, I was that uncomfortable with my body.
17. As long as I can remember, I have hated my body, and always wished to look different. Things are looking up nowadays, but I still have my dark moments.
18. I'm always my happiest when I'm having sex, it seems both the simplest and greatest thing two people can spend their time doing. I never feel self-conscious or uncomfortable when I'm having sex, and I think that has a lot to do with my love of it.
19. One of my greatest sexual moments was when my boyfriend had to use a pillow to smother his moans while I was giving him head and fucking his butt with my fingers.
20. I am a very tall woman, and have hated it for as long as I was aware of it. Men seem threatened by tall women, especially one as loud as me, and so I love to be hugged and spooned by someone taller and bigger than me. It makes me feel small and delicate, which is something I've always wanted to feel.
21. I love cute women and androgynous women. I would love to be a feminine lesbian in a lesbian relationship, but get the feeling that I would take on a masculine role because I tend to act towards people how I would like them to act towards me (both sexually and in life).
22. I like to watch porn, but hate the fake looking women and unrealistic sexual expectations. But if the woman is attractive I find myself getting jealous and unable to think of anything else. I'm confident that this will stop happening when I feel better about myself.
23. In grade 10 I told everyone that I was bisexual, and from that time onward I was known as "That girl who said she was bisexual in Grade 10". My sexual feelings haven't changed from that time, but I don't feel the need to tell everyone about it so blatantly anymore.
24. I have an obsession with small, perky breasts and small, pink nipples. Julianne Moore has my favorite female nipples of all time. Watch Boogie Nights and see for yourself.
25. I'm confident that I will always be fulfilled sexually because I'm not ashamed to ask for what I need, and the person I am with will understand that completely about me, because I wouldn't be with them otherwise.
2. For as long as I can remember one of my favorite things has been sex and all sex related topics.
3. I first started masturbating around 13-14 and haven't stopped since. I masturbate at least 6 times a week, if not more.
4. I lost my virginity with my first ever boyfriend, and we had been going out for 2 weeks. We had tried previously but I chickened out and he had to go to sleep with an erection, which I still tease him about.
5. I have always known that I would be into rough sex, including slapping, spanking, biting, dirty talk, blindfolding, handcuffing, gagging, all kinds of domination in general, I guess.
6. I have an insatiable sexual appetite, which I feel bad about sometimes because I'm scared of making my boyfriend feel inadequate.
7. Nothing turns me on more than tall Native American men. (My boyfriend is half Asian, but looks Native American, and I have never been so attracted to anyone in my life).
8. I don't believe that someone's sexuality should matter to anyone but themselves and whoever they choose to experience it with.
9. I love to sit in a public place and make up a sexual fetish/fantasy for each person that walks past. Not what I would do with them, but something they secretly want but are too afraid to ask for.
10. I love to have a finger or two up my ass during sex or oral, but I'm hesitant about anal sex. I consider it to be losing a different type of virginity, and want to conquer my fear of it before I try it.
11. I feel sorry for people who are scared to try new things. I'm of the opinion that if there is just one thing out there that could blow your mind, it's worth trying everything to get to.
12. I thought that my first orgasm was the most amazing thing I'd ever experienced, until I had my first orgasm with someone else.
13. I adore women's bodies, and would not hesitate to have sex with a woman if I was single. I kissed a lot of women in my teenage years, but never had the guts to go any further.
14. I've kissed more girls than boys. I've also kissed more girls than my boyfriend.
15. My partner and I are so comfortable with each other we don't think twice about getting poo on our fingers during butt play, which is more wonderful than I ever could have imagined.
16. The first time I got naked with a boy I wanted to get dressed right away, I was that uncomfortable with my body.
17. As long as I can remember, I have hated my body, and always wished to look different. Things are looking up nowadays, but I still have my dark moments.
18. I'm always my happiest when I'm having sex, it seems both the simplest and greatest thing two people can spend their time doing. I never feel self-conscious or uncomfortable when I'm having sex, and I think that has a lot to do with my love of it.
19. One of my greatest sexual moments was when my boyfriend had to use a pillow to smother his moans while I was giving him head and fucking his butt with my fingers.
20. I am a very tall woman, and have hated it for as long as I was aware of it. Men seem threatened by tall women, especially one as loud as me, and so I love to be hugged and spooned by someone taller and bigger than me. It makes me feel small and delicate, which is something I've always wanted to feel.
21. I love cute women and androgynous women. I would love to be a feminine lesbian in a lesbian relationship, but get the feeling that I would take on a masculine role because I tend to act towards people how I would like them to act towards me (both sexually and in life).
22. I like to watch porn, but hate the fake looking women and unrealistic sexual expectations. But if the woman is attractive I find myself getting jealous and unable to think of anything else. I'm confident that this will stop happening when I feel better about myself.
23. In grade 10 I told everyone that I was bisexual, and from that time onward I was known as "That girl who said she was bisexual in Grade 10". My sexual feelings haven't changed from that time, but I don't feel the need to tell everyone about it so blatantly anymore.
24. I have an obsession with small, perky breasts and small, pink nipples. Julianne Moore has my favorite female nipples of all time. Watch Boogie Nights and see for yourself.
25. I'm confident that I will always be fulfilled sexually because I'm not ashamed to ask for what I need, and the person I am with will understand that completely about me, because I wouldn't be with them otherwise.
Monday, December 7, 2009
1. When I was really young, I got a sexual/presexual thrill from imagining people being tortured.
2. I still do, but the torture is overtly sexual now. I come hard from this but I always feel dirty afterwards.
3. I read my first m/m story when I was 12, and didn't understand the feeling I got from it for weeks. It scared me.
4. Ever since then, I've fantasized about men together.
5. The only thing I'd ever want to do with a cisgender guy is tie him up and touch him and maybe draw on him with lipstick. I want to draw on a tied-up man with lipstick.
6. I'm a lesbian. I don't understand heterosexual discourse or what to do when a man is flirting with me or why I should care if men find me attractive.
7. I think I'm bi. I think men are so fucking pretty. I wanted to be one for a while.
8. I think breasts are thrilling because the girl is naked.
9. I love eating pussy. I really, really fucking love eating pussy. I wish my jaw didn't get sore.
10. I'm butch and I'm starting to be okay with that.
11. There's one cisgendered man in the world I would fuck. I don't think he'd fuck me, but I think we'd be friends if he wasn't famous.
12. My boyfriend is trans. I fell in love with him when he was a girl. I didn't stop loving him or wanting him when he came out as trans.
13. I think trans women are women more than I am, because they are working so hard to be accepted as women and I have never worked to be accepted as a woman.
14. I'm not trans, although I thought I was for a while. I'm a woman and I don't want to change that.
15. But I would like to live out a masculine role. I want to be Don Draper or James Dean and still have people refer to me as "she."
16. There is nothing in the world sexier than a woman who has the look and attitude of a man.
17. I like having hairy legs.
18. I've never come by the hand of another person. It's always been my own hand or a vibrator, but always directed by me.
19. The idea of having someone else make me come is scary and I want it to happen.
20. I love being tied up. I've loved being tied up ever since I was eight years old.
21. I always fall in love with my best friends. I always end up making love to them.
22. I saw my first love married, and I was happy for her, and all I could think at the wedding was that I had my hand down her pants once.
23. I still dream about my ex-girlfriend, the one that was toxic for me. I don't know why.
24. Part of the reason I love my boyfriend because he understands almost all of my kinks and nobody else ever will, not the same way.
25. I love writing stories about sex more than I love having sex.
2. I still do, but the torture is overtly sexual now. I come hard from this but I always feel dirty afterwards.
3. I read my first m/m story when I was 12, and didn't understand the feeling I got from it for weeks. It scared me.
4. Ever since then, I've fantasized about men together.
5. The only thing I'd ever want to do with a cisgender guy is tie him up and touch him and maybe draw on him with lipstick. I want to draw on a tied-up man with lipstick.
6. I'm a lesbian. I don't understand heterosexual discourse or what to do when a man is flirting with me or why I should care if men find me attractive.
7. I think I'm bi. I think men are so fucking pretty. I wanted to be one for a while.
8. I think breasts are thrilling because the girl is naked.
9. I love eating pussy. I really, really fucking love eating pussy. I wish my jaw didn't get sore.
10. I'm butch and I'm starting to be okay with that.
11. There's one cisgendered man in the world I would fuck. I don't think he'd fuck me, but I think we'd be friends if he wasn't famous.
12. My boyfriend is trans. I fell in love with him when he was a girl. I didn't stop loving him or wanting him when he came out as trans.
13. I think trans women are women more than I am, because they are working so hard to be accepted as women and I have never worked to be accepted as a woman.
14. I'm not trans, although I thought I was for a while. I'm a woman and I don't want to change that.
15. But I would like to live out a masculine role. I want to be Don Draper or James Dean and still have people refer to me as "she."
16. There is nothing in the world sexier than a woman who has the look and attitude of a man.
17. I like having hairy legs.
18. I've never come by the hand of another person. It's always been my own hand or a vibrator, but always directed by me.
19. The idea of having someone else make me come is scary and I want it to happen.
20. I love being tied up. I've loved being tied up ever since I was eight years old.
21. I always fall in love with my best friends. I always end up making love to them.
22. I saw my first love married, and I was happy for her, and all I could think at the wedding was that I had my hand down her pants once.
23. I still dream about my ex-girlfriend, the one that was toxic for me. I don't know why.
24. Part of the reason I love my boyfriend because he understands almost all of my kinks and nobody else ever will, not the same way.
25. I love writing stories about sex more than I love having sex.
1. I am a 30 year old married woman with children.
2. I lost my virginity at the age of 23.
3. My husband also lost his virginity at the age of 23 to me.
4. I had 4 boyfriends before that and they got as far as touching my boobs and heavy make-out sessions. I wouldn't let them do anything else to me because I was afraid of God. I am now atheist.
5. My husband and I are currently in an open relationship.
6. Opening up the relationship motivated me to lose weight and to take better care of myself. I also started getting Brazilian waxes. I love the way my pussy looks.
7. I took the virginity of the second man I was with. He is now my lover. He was very inexperienced but he has a gift for oral. He knew what to do right off the bat and he gives head like no other.
8. I love talking dirty and I love being talked to that way as well; the filthier the words, the better.
9. Men should be more vocal, meaning I want to hear loud moans and groans of pleasure.
10. I think sex is very humorous. It's messy, there are funny noises coming from funny places and sometimes awkward moments. The best way to go about it is to have a laugh at it.
11. I find North American attitudes about sex baffling. Why is it such a big deal to see a nipple? Why is a public figure's sex life anybody's business?
12. I considered myself straight.
13. I had a MFF threesome recently. The girl and I kissed, we touched each other, I went down on her and she went down on me and I liked it all. This was my first time being with a woman.
14. The threesome started out as a foursome: my husband, my lover, myself and a friend of my husband. My lover left because he felt the chemistry would be better without him.
15. I want to have a FMM threesome soon, but not with my husband and lover at the same time.
16. I love giving blow jobs. My husband taught me to enjoy it, but he's still trying to teach me the joys of receiving a facial. I do like to be cummed on everywhere else.
17. I want to try role playing.
18. I want to watch my husband fuck someone else.
19. I love what I do for a living but if I could do anything else, I would love to direct pornos. I would also want to try my hand at dominating.
20. I think garter belts and stockings are sexy.
21. My husband gives me the best orgasms.
22. I think men with long hair and facial hair are extremely hot. I really really enjoyed watching Lord of the Rings.
23. I do not masturbate. It's something I never got into. I have tried many times at the request of my husband and lover but I simply don't find the feeling of my fingers on my vulva arousing.
24. I like watching anime porn because the acting is better.
25. I haven't received anal sex but I've pegged my husband. I love doing it.
2. I lost my virginity at the age of 23.
3. My husband also lost his virginity at the age of 23 to me.
4. I had 4 boyfriends before that and they got as far as touching my boobs and heavy make-out sessions. I wouldn't let them do anything else to me because I was afraid of God. I am now atheist.
5. My husband and I are currently in an open relationship.
6. Opening up the relationship motivated me to lose weight and to take better care of myself. I also started getting Brazilian waxes. I love the way my pussy looks.
7. I took the virginity of the second man I was with. He is now my lover. He was very inexperienced but he has a gift for oral. He knew what to do right off the bat and he gives head like no other.
8. I love talking dirty and I love being talked to that way as well; the filthier the words, the better.
9. Men should be more vocal, meaning I want to hear loud moans and groans of pleasure.
10. I think sex is very humorous. It's messy, there are funny noises coming from funny places and sometimes awkward moments. The best way to go about it is to have a laugh at it.
11. I find North American attitudes about sex baffling. Why is it such a big deal to see a nipple? Why is a public figure's sex life anybody's business?
12. I considered myself straight.
13. I had a MFF threesome recently. The girl and I kissed, we touched each other, I went down on her and she went down on me and I liked it all. This was my first time being with a woman.
14. The threesome started out as a foursome: my husband, my lover, myself and a friend of my husband. My lover left because he felt the chemistry would be better without him.
15. I want to have a FMM threesome soon, but not with my husband and lover at the same time.
16. I love giving blow jobs. My husband taught me to enjoy it, but he's still trying to teach me the joys of receiving a facial. I do like to be cummed on everywhere else.
17. I want to try role playing.
18. I want to watch my husband fuck someone else.
19. I love what I do for a living but if I could do anything else, I would love to direct pornos. I would also want to try my hand at dominating.
20. I think garter belts and stockings are sexy.
21. My husband gives me the best orgasms.
22. I think men with long hair and facial hair are extremely hot. I really really enjoyed watching Lord of the Rings.
23. I do not masturbate. It's something I never got into. I have tried many times at the request of my husband and lover but I simply don't find the feeling of my fingers on my vulva arousing.
24. I like watching anime porn because the acting is better.
25. I haven't received anal sex but I've pegged my husband. I love doing it.
1. Technically, I'm a virgin, but I wouldn't really consider myself a virgin, since I know more about how to get an orgasm than my friends that have been having sex for a while.
2. The song I want to lose my actual virginity to is "Crash" by Dave Matthews Band and then "Sex On Fire" by Kings of Leon the rest of the time.
3. I am currently in a relationship with someone 15 years my senior (I'm 19). We've been together for four months and we have phone sex at least 5 times a week.
4. We've never met, but I do not think that makes our relationship any less legit. Besides, I came 60 times in one night on the phone with him. He has taught me more about my sexuality and what to do with my body than any book or porno ever has.
5. Oh, I also haven't been kissed. Guys always pounce in and go for the kill so I push back because if you're going to pounce on me like that for just a kiss, what else are you going to pounce at me for? I have to always fight and push guys back from kissing me: I don't get it!
6. I'm terribly scared that I'm gonna have sex with my boyfriend. His dick is too big and my pussy can barely take one finger inside of it. How is it gonna handle an 8 inch long, 2.5 inch wide penis? I know I want to but I refuse to admit it to him. He just knows that I'm scared of his dick.
7. When I was 9, I discovered porn flipping through the movie cable channels. I think it was Cinemax that got me first. It was this man having sex with this woman in a spa. I remember I kept watching, just watching. Then I spread my legs for some reason, then I moved for some reason and kept repeating that motion because it felt good. It took me a while to realize that if I put my hand down there, it'd help. I used to always feel dirty after masturbation until I hit 18 and stated having cybersex. I think I didn't feel as bad about it because technically I was with someone and not alone.
8. I've had cybersex with over 40 people. It helped me get through the second semester of my first year of college. At least 2 of them I still talk to and consider good friends. One of the guys I wanted to cyber with actually stopped me and we went on a date (it was a disaster). One was 44 and he thought he was my boyfriend, I did too for a split second, but then I realized that this 44-year-old man was not my type. He was too attached and I only liked to cyber with him and he didn't want to leave it at that.
9. I was addicted to porn from age 10-16ish. At 17 I realized how nasty porn was and how the images were giving me false images of actual sex.
10. When I was young, like single digit age, me and my little playmates would "play house" which would consists of kissing and feeling each other and sometimes humping and we would sometimes almost got caught. And one time I was in the wine closet with my boy cousin, we were 7, and I tried to pull out his penis. Thank God he stopped me. I used to love "playing house" with him. He often would ask me after class if we could do the same thing in class, and I'd say yes. One time I wrote in my class that I had sex (I hadn't) and my second grade teacher found it and gave it to my Dad and Mom. I was so ashamed.
11. For a long time I thought I wasn't a virgin because we would hump but I never put two and two together that intercourse was even a word.
12. Because I have always been inclined to sex in some ways without even hearing about it, I believe that people are naturally sexual.
13. People often think that I am still a virgin because I am Christian. NOT TRUE. That has something to do with it. But the older I get, the more I realize that it's a trust and self-value thing. I feel like if I don't trust you enough to be with me the rest of my life then how can I trust you to come inside of me in the most vulnerable way?
14. Although it seems like I want to wait until marriage, I am 76% sure I won't be a virgin when I graduate. I am too horny and I love orgasms. Satisfaction in phone sex is going to run out sooner or later.
15. I have never told anyone #7-10.
16. I love dicks. I just like to watch--stare at them. I think they are just... uggh... wonderful. Right now I just pulled up my favorite blog with pictures of dicks. LOVE IT!
17. I think it's a bummer that there is not a variety of dicks online. I'm the kind of girl that likes to taste the rainbow and I wanna see more than either a white dick or a black dick!
18. I know more about sex than my friends because I used to watch a lot of porn and because when I stopped watching porn and would think of sex, I'd reseach the Kama Sutra and read up on ways to have sex. Most of my friends come to me for advice when they can really look up all the tips I give them.
19. #18 is why my friends all know that I'm a big freak. YES I AM and proud of it.
20. Right now, I wish my boyfriend would call so I can orgasm. I'm mad at him but I just want to hear his voice so I can cum.
21. I love my vagina. I may seem like a cyber slut after over 40 men online have seen my pussy. They love it. I love it. I think it's pretty. I have a chocolate pussy. To me, it looks like a chocolate covered cherry.
22. I fear that after I have sex, I won't recognize my vagina since it's so tight now and will end up doing a lot of vagina exercises.
23. Part of the reason I'd like to date all types of men is because I think of men as dessert and I'm chocolate. For example:
Hispanic man + black woman = churro dipped in chocolate
Indian man + black woman = Reese's peanut butter cup
black man + black woman = chocolate truffle
white man + black woman = classic Klondike bar
asian man + black woman = lemon filled chocolate candy
24. I am so indecisive about whether or not to have it. The truth is that I don't want to regret my first time and have great expectations on the partner. I disagree with the statement that "I lost my virginity": I think it should be, I gave him my virginity. Sex is an expression of love. Fucking leaves you feeling empty.
25. I really want to masturbate tonight. Damn boyfriend is missing in action.
2. The song I want to lose my actual virginity to is "Crash" by Dave Matthews Band and then "Sex On Fire" by Kings of Leon the rest of the time.
3. I am currently in a relationship with someone 15 years my senior (I'm 19). We've been together for four months and we have phone sex at least 5 times a week.
4. We've never met, but I do not think that makes our relationship any less legit. Besides, I came 60 times in one night on the phone with him. He has taught me more about my sexuality and what to do with my body than any book or porno ever has.
5. Oh, I also haven't been kissed. Guys always pounce in and go for the kill so I push back because if you're going to pounce on me like that for just a kiss, what else are you going to pounce at me for? I have to always fight and push guys back from kissing me: I don't get it!
6. I'm terribly scared that I'm gonna have sex with my boyfriend. His dick is too big and my pussy can barely take one finger inside of it. How is it gonna handle an 8 inch long, 2.5 inch wide penis? I know I want to but I refuse to admit it to him. He just knows that I'm scared of his dick.
7. When I was 9, I discovered porn flipping through the movie cable channels. I think it was Cinemax that got me first. It was this man having sex with this woman in a spa. I remember I kept watching, just watching. Then I spread my legs for some reason, then I moved for some reason and kept repeating that motion because it felt good. It took me a while to realize that if I put my hand down there, it'd help. I used to always feel dirty after masturbation until I hit 18 and stated having cybersex. I think I didn't feel as bad about it because technically I was with someone and not alone.
8. I've had cybersex with over 40 people. It helped me get through the second semester of my first year of college. At least 2 of them I still talk to and consider good friends. One of the guys I wanted to cyber with actually stopped me and we went on a date (it was a disaster). One was 44 and he thought he was my boyfriend, I did too for a split second, but then I realized that this 44-year-old man was not my type. He was too attached and I only liked to cyber with him and he didn't want to leave it at that.
9. I was addicted to porn from age 10-16ish. At 17 I realized how nasty porn was and how the images were giving me false images of actual sex.
10. When I was young, like single digit age, me and my little playmates would "play house" which would consists of kissing and feeling each other and sometimes humping and we would sometimes almost got caught. And one time I was in the wine closet with my boy cousin, we were 7, and I tried to pull out his penis. Thank God he stopped me. I used to love "playing house" with him. He often would ask me after class if we could do the same thing in class, and I'd say yes. One time I wrote in my class that I had sex (I hadn't) and my second grade teacher found it and gave it to my Dad and Mom. I was so ashamed.
11. For a long time I thought I wasn't a virgin because we would hump but I never put two and two together that intercourse was even a word.
12. Because I have always been inclined to sex in some ways without even hearing about it, I believe that people are naturally sexual.
13. People often think that I am still a virgin because I am Christian. NOT TRUE. That has something to do with it. But the older I get, the more I realize that it's a trust and self-value thing. I feel like if I don't trust you enough to be with me the rest of my life then how can I trust you to come inside of me in the most vulnerable way?
14. Although it seems like I want to wait until marriage, I am 76% sure I won't be a virgin when I graduate. I am too horny and I love orgasms. Satisfaction in phone sex is going to run out sooner or later.
15. I have never told anyone #7-10.
16. I love dicks. I just like to watch--stare at them. I think they are just... uggh... wonderful. Right now I just pulled up my favorite blog with pictures of dicks. LOVE IT!
17. I think it's a bummer that there is not a variety of dicks online. I'm the kind of girl that likes to taste the rainbow and I wanna see more than either a white dick or a black dick!
18. I know more about sex than my friends because I used to watch a lot of porn and because when I stopped watching porn and would think of sex, I'd reseach the Kama Sutra and read up on ways to have sex. Most of my friends come to me for advice when they can really look up all the tips I give them.
19. #18 is why my friends all know that I'm a big freak. YES I AM and proud of it.
20. Right now, I wish my boyfriend would call so I can orgasm. I'm mad at him but I just want to hear his voice so I can cum.
21. I love my vagina. I may seem like a cyber slut after over 40 men online have seen my pussy. They love it. I love it. I think it's pretty. I have a chocolate pussy. To me, it looks like a chocolate covered cherry.
22. I fear that after I have sex, I won't recognize my vagina since it's so tight now and will end up doing a lot of vagina exercises.
23. Part of the reason I'd like to date all types of men is because I think of men as dessert and I'm chocolate. For example:
Hispanic man + black woman = churro dipped in chocolate
Indian man + black woman = Reese's peanut butter cup
black man + black woman = chocolate truffle
white man + black woman = classic Klondike bar
asian man + black woman = lemon filled chocolate candy
24. I am so indecisive about whether or not to have it. The truth is that I don't want to regret my first time and have great expectations on the partner. I disagree with the statement that "I lost my virginity": I think it should be, I gave him my virginity. Sex is an expression of love. Fucking leaves you feeling empty.
25. I really want to masturbate tonight. Damn boyfriend is missing in action.
Monday, November 30, 2009
1. I do not have a memory of my life before I knew how to masturbate. I have been doing it almost daily since I was 3 years old and it has a) made it very hard for me to cum with someone else and b) given me a large sexual appetite.
2. I didn't cum laying on my back using my hands until I was 15.
3. When I was a small child I was touching myself and my mom told me "if you are gonna do that you have to go to your room, that's private." Apparently, I sprinted back to my room to check out what was going on.
4. I identify as a lesbian, but I plan on marrying my current boyfriend. No one has ever made me happier, even if he does have a penis.
5. I wouldn't say I'm directly attracted to women with dicks, but the idea of a beautiful woman with great tits fucking me with a real dick sounds pretty good.
6. At 18 years old, I can say I have had sex with 8 people. 5 men, 3 women. Only one of them was ever worth it.
7. When my boyfriend is eating me out, I'm thinking about giving him head. It makes me cum pretty hard.
8. I like to be pushed around, held down, tied up, blindfolded, handcuffed, spanked, told what to do and have my hair pulled. I don't see it as degrading. I'm strong and in charge all the time, when it comes to sex, I want them to call the shots.
9. I find nothing sexier on myself but the place where the curve of my hips and my back meet.
10. I don't remember what my vagina looks like with pubic hair on it. I've never liked it, so I shave it off. Sometimes I wish I could muster up the courage to just let it grow and be happy with it.
11. It took a year and a half of trying before my boyfriend made me cum on his own. I know the exact date. Best day of my life.
12. I can't masturbate on my own anymore. It takes too long and I get frustrated because I can't do it unless I think about my boyfriend or watch porn.
13. I have always fantasized about being fucked over a desk by a dominating boss figure. Nowadays it's my boyfriend; it used to be a busty redhead with glasses and an ass and legs that went on forever. Both fantasies started with them telling me to give them head.
14. I've tried anal a few times. Every time I think I'm ready to do it again, we get to that point and I remember how much I hate myself afterward. The first two times we tried it was fine. The first time was OK, the second time was better, but I don't know what we are doing wrong now.
15. I wish I could squirt. Reallyreallyreally. I hope one day when my boyfriend is eating me out he comes up with his face dripping. I will feel so powerful.
16. I've never cum from penetration. It's a goal.
17. One of my friends bought me a vibrator about 2 years ago. I threw it away recently--it is of no use to me.
18. I want to get my nipples pierced. My boobs aren't perfect, but I love piercings and I love my nipples.
19. I didn't have to come out to my parents. They asked me if I liked girls and I was kind of offended that they did so because they had been reading my files on the computer.
20. I love it when my boyfriend talks and moans when I give him head. The more he says the more I get into it. I wish he would just whisper/moan/tell me what to do the whole time I was down there, but he doesn't.
21. When we make love, I usually end up laughing out of sheer joy.
22. I like to get fucked up and have my boyfriend spank me as hard as possible. I love waking up with spotty purple bruises all over my backside.
23. Girls are so beautiful. I honestly can't remember a single man that I instantly thought "Man I'd like to fuck him" just because of what he looked like but with girls, oh yes. I want to fuck them, hard, everywhere.
24. Sometimes I wanna be the big spoon. My boyfriend is a foot taller than me and quite a bit wider but I still wanna wrap my little arms around him and curl my knees behind his bum and be big.
25. I hate myself when I can't make my boyfriend cum. I know it's not always my fault, but I feel like it is. Is my pussy not tight enough, am I not working hard enough, am I nothing special to look at? I know these things aren't true, but sometimes I feel that way.
2. I didn't cum laying on my back using my hands until I was 15.
3. When I was a small child I was touching myself and my mom told me "if you are gonna do that you have to go to your room, that's private." Apparently, I sprinted back to my room to check out what was going on.
4. I identify as a lesbian, but I plan on marrying my current boyfriend. No one has ever made me happier, even if he does have a penis.
5. I wouldn't say I'm directly attracted to women with dicks, but the idea of a beautiful woman with great tits fucking me with a real dick sounds pretty good.
6. At 18 years old, I can say I have had sex with 8 people. 5 men, 3 women. Only one of them was ever worth it.
7. When my boyfriend is eating me out, I'm thinking about giving him head. It makes me cum pretty hard.
8. I like to be pushed around, held down, tied up, blindfolded, handcuffed, spanked, told what to do and have my hair pulled. I don't see it as degrading. I'm strong and in charge all the time, when it comes to sex, I want them to call the shots.
9. I find nothing sexier on myself but the place where the curve of my hips and my back meet.
10. I don't remember what my vagina looks like with pubic hair on it. I've never liked it, so I shave it off. Sometimes I wish I could muster up the courage to just let it grow and be happy with it.
11. It took a year and a half of trying before my boyfriend made me cum on his own. I know the exact date. Best day of my life.
12. I can't masturbate on my own anymore. It takes too long and I get frustrated because I can't do it unless I think about my boyfriend or watch porn.
13. I have always fantasized about being fucked over a desk by a dominating boss figure. Nowadays it's my boyfriend; it used to be a busty redhead with glasses and an ass and legs that went on forever. Both fantasies started with them telling me to give them head.
14. I've tried anal a few times. Every time I think I'm ready to do it again, we get to that point and I remember how much I hate myself afterward. The first two times we tried it was fine. The first time was OK, the second time was better, but I don't know what we are doing wrong now.
15. I wish I could squirt. Reallyreallyreally. I hope one day when my boyfriend is eating me out he comes up with his face dripping. I will feel so powerful.
16. I've never cum from penetration. It's a goal.
17. One of my friends bought me a vibrator about 2 years ago. I threw it away recently--it is of no use to me.
18. I want to get my nipples pierced. My boobs aren't perfect, but I love piercings and I love my nipples.
19. I didn't have to come out to my parents. They asked me if I liked girls and I was kind of offended that they did so because they had been reading my files on the computer.
20. I love it when my boyfriend talks and moans when I give him head. The more he says the more I get into it. I wish he would just whisper/moan/tell me what to do the whole time I was down there, but he doesn't.
21. When we make love, I usually end up laughing out of sheer joy.
22. I like to get fucked up and have my boyfriend spank me as hard as possible. I love waking up with spotty purple bruises all over my backside.
23. Girls are so beautiful. I honestly can't remember a single man that I instantly thought "Man I'd like to fuck him" just because of what he looked like but with girls, oh yes. I want to fuck them, hard, everywhere.
24. Sometimes I wanna be the big spoon. My boyfriend is a foot taller than me and quite a bit wider but I still wanna wrap my little arms around him and curl my knees behind his bum and be big.
25. I hate myself when I can't make my boyfriend cum. I know it's not always my fault, but I feel like it is. Is my pussy not tight enough, am I not working hard enough, am I nothing special to look at? I know these things aren't true, but sometimes I feel that way.
1. I lost my virginity to a strap-on by a girl I was with for almost two years. We ended on a terribly bitter note, but I would never want to change that fact. I am so endlessly happy it was her.
2. The first guy I slept with was the 22-year-old (to my 17 years) whom my ex-girlfriend cheated on me with. It was mind-blowing.
3. I'm a huge tease and I enjoy it far too much. I love whispering in ears at school or the mall, grazing thighs, just enough to get sex into someone's head in a place where sex is not a possibility.
4. Grade 8 was when I had my first real life girl crush (as apposed to celebrity). To this day we still talk, usually about sex. We've flirted with the idea of fucking a few times but it's never worked out. I really hope it does one day.
5. The summer after grade 9 I came out as gay. I went strong until grade 12, when I slept with a guy and decided I might not be so gay after all. I have no idea what to classify myself as, though some of my classmates like to push bisexual. I will always love women more, but there's something so secure and safe about being with a man that I don't want to let go of yet.
6. My first solid sexual experience was in grade 9 with my first girlfriend. We were caught, too, by my dad. It was so exciting and wonderful and passionate and terrifying.
7. I think about sex a lot. It crosses my mind so often, I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Whenever I go to spin class and do a particularly long and hard (haha!) endurance flat, I focus on sex to make the time pass. Sometimes it gives me an adrenaline rush.
8. When I was about 10 or 11 my parents bought me sex ed books, I suppose because I was curious. I pulled them out multiple times to have a giggle with my friends, and every now and then I would pull them out alone and read them. I felt naughty and experienced, like I knew more than my friends did.
9. I'm somewhat of a perfectionist when it comes to sex, and even though I did stuff with a girl before I knew much of anything (it seemed to come fairly naturally), I had to watch videos on YouTube before doing anything with a guy. I even got tips from a friend before giving head. I'm glad I did, though. I think I was a lot better than he expected.
10. I used to read and write dirty fiction. I still read it, and I've even taken to buying a couple adult mangas. I also crave movies with sex in them. Generally, when I'm in the movie store, I want something involving sex, but there are so few movies that aren't porn (I don't find porn arousing) that actually have sex you see.
11. I hate shaving my pubes. I desperately want to like it, but I'm so terrified of cutting myself. I feel that because I don't shave, more people will be discouraged to have sex with me. I worry about it often. That being said, I don't mind when girls don't shave. In fact, I like it. It's natural and I like embracing exactly who they are. But I worry that when I go to pull a hair out of my mouth, they'll get discouraged. I'm not disgusted! I just really don't want it to be there anymore.
12. I love touching, and not necessarily in a sexual way. I do very much enjoy the touching of another's naked body, but even when people who I don't think of sexually touch the skin of my arm or my neck or shoulder I get tingly and don't want them to stop. Of course, I rarely voice this desire. But I often wish I had someone who was comfortable just gently touching my hair and neck and arms. In the same way I find people writing on me in pen arousing. But pen just looks so immature on skin. It's unfortunate, really.
13. My nipples are extremely sensitive. There isn't really anywhere else on my body that's sensitive, which is often upsetting as most girls I know have sensitive necks or legs or stomachs, but I'm just stuck with my nipples.
14. I secretly feel that people don't fully like me as a person unless they have a crush on me. This is horribly flawed thinking, and it leads me to try and entice many people whom I'm not actually interested in.
15. I've dated 3 people. I've fucked 5. I look up to people who have had sex with dozens upon dozens of people. I hope to be one of those people someday.
16. I don't have high standards for people I would sleep with. Even if I don't think someone is sexy, I would fuck them.
17. I've never had an orgasm. I long for one. Too many people have told me I need to have one.
18. I love love LOVE sexual tension. I love reading about it, writing about it, watching it on tv and experiencing it. I felt it very often around my best guy friend. If I feel enough sexual tension between myself and someone else, there doesn't even need to be any touching and I'm aroused. It's that simple.
19. I like dirty talk, although I guess I wouldn't call it dirty, because I hate that "pussy" and "dick" stuff. But I love nothing more than to whisper in someone's ear "I want to fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk."
20. I hate when people use the term "making love". It's way too cheesy and I just think of Barry White. I often find myself using the word "fuck," and "sex" takes a backseat. Sometimes "fuck" feels degrading, but sometimes I want to feel degraded, like it's supposed to be something quick and dirty.
21. I feel awkward and uncomfortable talking about boobs with other people. I never know what to refer to them as. Breasts is too romance-novel-esque. Boobs is like a-beer-with-the-guys. Tits feels degrading, like a porno. I often call them breasticles in my head, because I think my dad used to jokingly call them that (awkward, I know). I still haven't decided what I like calling them, so I just try and avoid talking about them.
22. I hate it when guys (or girls for that matter) don't get how two girls can fuck. Or rather, not that they don't get it, but that they are unwilling to accept that it's actually fucking. That somehow a penis needs to be involved for it to actually count. I can understand their point of view, but they don't and will never understand the passion between two women and how it's completely comparable to a man and a woman.
23. Masturbating never works for me. I've tried multiple times at different ages in different places at varying levels of arousal. It never gets very far. I can't get past the fact that I'm touching myself. I need someone else to touch me.
24. I don't know what to consider it, but I do this thing (and have done it since I was 6) where I sort of cross my legs and rock back and forth on a chair. I did it hanging from a swing when I was younger. I think it's masturbating, because I think it hits my clit over and over and I've gotten extremely horny from doing it, but I've always been ashamed of having it as a "hobby" and because I can't explain what it is that I'm doing, I feel like people won't understand. When I really think about it, it's masturbating, and I can really enjoy it at times, but it's a very confusing thing that I do. I don't think I've ever actually told anyone about it.
25. Sometimes I worry that no one will find me as attractive as the girl I lost my virginity to. She was so passionate about her attraction to me. I feel like no one will be able to match it.
2. The first guy I slept with was the 22-year-old (to my 17 years) whom my ex-girlfriend cheated on me with. It was mind-blowing.
3. I'm a huge tease and I enjoy it far too much. I love whispering in ears at school or the mall, grazing thighs, just enough to get sex into someone's head in a place where sex is not a possibility.
4. Grade 8 was when I had my first real life girl crush (as apposed to celebrity). To this day we still talk, usually about sex. We've flirted with the idea of fucking a few times but it's never worked out. I really hope it does one day.
5. The summer after grade 9 I came out as gay. I went strong until grade 12, when I slept with a guy and decided I might not be so gay after all. I have no idea what to classify myself as, though some of my classmates like to push bisexual. I will always love women more, but there's something so secure and safe about being with a man that I don't want to let go of yet.
6. My first solid sexual experience was in grade 9 with my first girlfriend. We were caught, too, by my dad. It was so exciting and wonderful and passionate and terrifying.
7. I think about sex a lot. It crosses my mind so often, I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Whenever I go to spin class and do a particularly long and hard (haha!) endurance flat, I focus on sex to make the time pass. Sometimes it gives me an adrenaline rush.
8. When I was about 10 or 11 my parents bought me sex ed books, I suppose because I was curious. I pulled them out multiple times to have a giggle with my friends, and every now and then I would pull them out alone and read them. I felt naughty and experienced, like I knew more than my friends did.
9. I'm somewhat of a perfectionist when it comes to sex, and even though I did stuff with a girl before I knew much of anything (it seemed to come fairly naturally), I had to watch videos on YouTube before doing anything with a guy. I even got tips from a friend before giving head. I'm glad I did, though. I think I was a lot better than he expected.
10. I used to read and write dirty fiction. I still read it, and I've even taken to buying a couple adult mangas. I also crave movies with sex in them. Generally, when I'm in the movie store, I want something involving sex, but there are so few movies that aren't porn (I don't find porn arousing) that actually have sex you see.
11. I hate shaving my pubes. I desperately want to like it, but I'm so terrified of cutting myself. I feel that because I don't shave, more people will be discouraged to have sex with me. I worry about it often. That being said, I don't mind when girls don't shave. In fact, I like it. It's natural and I like embracing exactly who they are. But I worry that when I go to pull a hair out of my mouth, they'll get discouraged. I'm not disgusted! I just really don't want it to be there anymore.
12. I love touching, and not necessarily in a sexual way. I do very much enjoy the touching of another's naked body, but even when people who I don't think of sexually touch the skin of my arm or my neck or shoulder I get tingly and don't want them to stop. Of course, I rarely voice this desire. But I often wish I had someone who was comfortable just gently touching my hair and neck and arms. In the same way I find people writing on me in pen arousing. But pen just looks so immature on skin. It's unfortunate, really.
13. My nipples are extremely sensitive. There isn't really anywhere else on my body that's sensitive, which is often upsetting as most girls I know have sensitive necks or legs or stomachs, but I'm just stuck with my nipples.
14. I secretly feel that people don't fully like me as a person unless they have a crush on me. This is horribly flawed thinking, and it leads me to try and entice many people whom I'm not actually interested in.
15. I've dated 3 people. I've fucked 5. I look up to people who have had sex with dozens upon dozens of people. I hope to be one of those people someday.
16. I don't have high standards for people I would sleep with. Even if I don't think someone is sexy, I would fuck them.
17. I've never had an orgasm. I long for one. Too many people have told me I need to have one.
18. I love love LOVE sexual tension. I love reading about it, writing about it, watching it on tv and experiencing it. I felt it very often around my best guy friend. If I feel enough sexual tension between myself and someone else, there doesn't even need to be any touching and I'm aroused. It's that simple.
19. I like dirty talk, although I guess I wouldn't call it dirty, because I hate that "pussy" and "dick" stuff. But I love nothing more than to whisper in someone's ear "I want to fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk."
20. I hate when people use the term "making love". It's way too cheesy and I just think of Barry White. I often find myself using the word "fuck," and "sex" takes a backseat. Sometimes "fuck" feels degrading, but sometimes I want to feel degraded, like it's supposed to be something quick and dirty.
21. I feel awkward and uncomfortable talking about boobs with other people. I never know what to refer to them as. Breasts is too romance-novel-esque. Boobs is like a-beer-with-the-guys. Tits feels degrading, like a porno. I often call them breasticles in my head, because I think my dad used to jokingly call them that (awkward, I know). I still haven't decided what I like calling them, so I just try and avoid talking about them.
22. I hate it when guys (or girls for that matter) don't get how two girls can fuck. Or rather, not that they don't get it, but that they are unwilling to accept that it's actually fucking. That somehow a penis needs to be involved for it to actually count. I can understand their point of view, but they don't and will never understand the passion between two women and how it's completely comparable to a man and a woman.
23. Masturbating never works for me. I've tried multiple times at different ages in different places at varying levels of arousal. It never gets very far. I can't get past the fact that I'm touching myself. I need someone else to touch me.
24. I don't know what to consider it, but I do this thing (and have done it since I was 6) where I sort of cross my legs and rock back and forth on a chair. I did it hanging from a swing when I was younger. I think it's masturbating, because I think it hits my clit over and over and I've gotten extremely horny from doing it, but I've always been ashamed of having it as a "hobby" and because I can't explain what it is that I'm doing, I feel like people won't understand. When I really think about it, it's masturbating, and I can really enjoy it at times, but it's a very confusing thing that I do. I don't think I've ever actually told anyone about it.
25. Sometimes I worry that no one will find me as attractive as the girl I lost my virginity to. She was so passionate about her attraction to me. I feel like no one will be able to match it.
1. I cannot think of the last time I went more than a day without masturbating. Ever since I first discovered the joy of self-love, I have always found the time to do it.
2. I have masturbated in other people’s beds, with other people in the room (while sleeping) and even while sharing a tent without anybody knowing it was happening (as far as I know).
3. My first kiss was when I was 15. I had been waiting for it to happen for a while, and when it finally did, it was a huge relief off my shoulders.
4. I am a voyeur of both men and women. I feel lucky that I can sneak a peek in the shower at the gym. The sauna is a great place for this.
5. I love being naked. If no one is home, walking around naked is quite freeing. I have always thought about going to a public place to be naked (nude beaches) but don’t know if I would actually do it. The act of going is more difficult than actually stripping down, I think.
6. I am a commitment-phobe and have never committed to any serious relationship. I feel I can draw a lot of people in without actually making a move, and in the end, this is detrimental because I get seen as a tease.
7. The voyeur fetish goes both ways. I think I enjoy being watched as well. If I were ever watched having sex or touching myself, I would be extremely turned on.
8. I recently found out that the male orgasm is something different from “cumming.” The orgasm is actually an enhanced feeling of sexual pleasure, and the best way to describe it is when that feeling occurs under circumstances when everything is “perfect" I know this feeling but never made the connection – I just thought it was really good. Ever since, I have concentrated to hard at making it “really good” and hope I haven’t ruined my chances of it happening ever again.
9. I often masturbate to pornography, but more often than not turn to my own fantasies right before I finish.
10. I lost my virginity in a threesome. Often I feel like this will be hard to top. I also feel like I would have preferred it to happen later in my sexual maturity to improve the quality. However, it is stories like these that make this fun to tell.
11. I had my first wet dream when I was 11. It took me having seen a television show weeks later before I understood what had happened.
12. A similar television show as mentioned in #11 showed different masturbation techniques. I used a banana peel to masturbate for the first time when I was 12 in the shower. It was explosive and I still remember it as being one of the top 10 sessions I’ve ever had.
13. I have never taken anyone’s virginity. I feel like if I were ever to do that, there would be too many attachment feelings. I also feel uneducated in what it is like "popping someone’s cherry." I think it would be messy…
14. I’ve made out with a girl at the bar in return for a drink. I wish I could take that moment back. From an outsider’s perspective, I think it looked really messy on top of it seeming rude.
15. I am attracted to women who dominate. Someone who can take control of a situation turns me on. I have also never had rough sex but feel like I would be in my prime if I did.
16. During sex, women who are vocal will make the sex 10 times better. This includes moaning, screaming, repeating phrases of euphoria, etc.
17. When I was 13, I entered an adult chat room and role-played with someone I had never met. I never returned to the chat room and only half understood what was actually going on. The other person initiated the conversation and asked to role play. I offered Jack and the Beanstalk (I’m laughing remembering this), but we ended up playing doctor and nurse.
18. Oral sex is another turn on of mine. I enjoy both giving and receiving. Thinking of going down on a woman makes me extremely sexual.
19. I have never had sex sober. I am only 19 years old.
20. I often find it difficult to “seal the deal” when looking to hook up. I don’t think I have the confidence to approach, and if I do, I can’t finish.
21. I would love to make a girl squirt. Even if I was not inside her, if I saw it happen, I would instantly cum.
22. Nipple play intrigues me. Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it isn’t. I think you need to have the right touch in order for it to be worthwhile. I usually enjoy touching and sucking nipples as a part of foreplay, but have never received this attention, except for one time at a party when a male friend was being friendly and played with one of my nipples for about 3 minutes. It was extremely enjoyable and I wish I received this kind of attention more often.
23. I would love to have sex with someone I crave, or am crazy for in that moment. This might seem common, but I have never had sex with anyone I had strong feelings for.
24. I feel like I do not have enough sex to satisfy my needs.
25. I have in the past, during very open, social settings, bragged about my sexual encounters when none of them were true. I spoke of things that I would love to do or had seen in porn. I often think of these times and use them as a checklist.
2. I have masturbated in other people’s beds, with other people in the room (while sleeping) and even while sharing a tent without anybody knowing it was happening (as far as I know).
3. My first kiss was when I was 15. I had been waiting for it to happen for a while, and when it finally did, it was a huge relief off my shoulders.
4. I am a voyeur of both men and women. I feel lucky that I can sneak a peek in the shower at the gym. The sauna is a great place for this.
5. I love being naked. If no one is home, walking around naked is quite freeing. I have always thought about going to a public place to be naked (nude beaches) but don’t know if I would actually do it. The act of going is more difficult than actually stripping down, I think.
6. I am a commitment-phobe and have never committed to any serious relationship. I feel I can draw a lot of people in without actually making a move, and in the end, this is detrimental because I get seen as a tease.
7. The voyeur fetish goes both ways. I think I enjoy being watched as well. If I were ever watched having sex or touching myself, I would be extremely turned on.
8. I recently found out that the male orgasm is something different from “cumming.” The orgasm is actually an enhanced feeling of sexual pleasure, and the best way to describe it is when that feeling occurs under circumstances when everything is “perfect" I know this feeling but never made the connection – I just thought it was really good. Ever since, I have concentrated to hard at making it “really good” and hope I haven’t ruined my chances of it happening ever again.
9. I often masturbate to pornography, but more often than not turn to my own fantasies right before I finish.
10. I lost my virginity in a threesome. Often I feel like this will be hard to top. I also feel like I would have preferred it to happen later in my sexual maturity to improve the quality. However, it is stories like these that make this fun to tell.
11. I had my first wet dream when I was 11. It took me having seen a television show weeks later before I understood what had happened.
12. A similar television show as mentioned in #11 showed different masturbation techniques. I used a banana peel to masturbate for the first time when I was 12 in the shower. It was explosive and I still remember it as being one of the top 10 sessions I’ve ever had.
13. I have never taken anyone’s virginity. I feel like if I were ever to do that, there would be too many attachment feelings. I also feel uneducated in what it is like "popping someone’s cherry." I think it would be messy…
14. I’ve made out with a girl at the bar in return for a drink. I wish I could take that moment back. From an outsider’s perspective, I think it looked really messy on top of it seeming rude.
15. I am attracted to women who dominate. Someone who can take control of a situation turns me on. I have also never had rough sex but feel like I would be in my prime if I did.
16. During sex, women who are vocal will make the sex 10 times better. This includes moaning, screaming, repeating phrases of euphoria, etc.
17. When I was 13, I entered an adult chat room and role-played with someone I had never met. I never returned to the chat room and only half understood what was actually going on. The other person initiated the conversation and asked to role play. I offered Jack and the Beanstalk (I’m laughing remembering this), but we ended up playing doctor and nurse.
18. Oral sex is another turn on of mine. I enjoy both giving and receiving. Thinking of going down on a woman makes me extremely sexual.
19. I have never had sex sober. I am only 19 years old.
20. I often find it difficult to “seal the deal” when looking to hook up. I don’t think I have the confidence to approach, and if I do, I can’t finish.
21. I would love to make a girl squirt. Even if I was not inside her, if I saw it happen, I would instantly cum.
22. Nipple play intrigues me. Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it isn’t. I think you need to have the right touch in order for it to be worthwhile. I usually enjoy touching and sucking nipples as a part of foreplay, but have never received this attention, except for one time at a party when a male friend was being friendly and played with one of my nipples for about 3 minutes. It was extremely enjoyable and I wish I received this kind of attention more often.
23. I would love to have sex with someone I crave, or am crazy for in that moment. This might seem common, but I have never had sex with anyone I had strong feelings for.
24. I feel like I do not have enough sex to satisfy my needs.
25. I have in the past, during very open, social settings, bragged about my sexual encounters when none of them were true. I spoke of things that I would love to do or had seen in porn. I often think of these times and use them as a checklist.
1. I am a man in my 80s keeping my sex-life active with Testovirone and Viagra. All my life women and sex have been very important. After the age of 30, I became reasonably successful in making contacts (and still am). My present partner is a woman 28 years my junior.
2. I grew up in a religious family as first-born among six children. Sexuality was never mentioned although we knew that “fucking” existed. I still remember when my sister and I realized that intercourse was the way children were made. “Then Mother and Father must have done it. Six times!”
3. Since early puberty I have fantasized about seeing girls/women being spanked. Usually with birch twigs (“ris”), once the standard implement in Sweden where I live, and always on their naked buttocks. This made me very excited long before I connected it with sexuality.
4. I vaguely remember getting spanked myself as no big deal. But the sounds of two of my sisters being chastised with the birch in Father’s room are very clear to me. I listened with choking excitement. On one occasion the eldest secretly took down her panties afterwards and showed her red stripes.
5. At age 13 I had a secret crush on a blonde girl a year older but was hopelessly shy and couldn’t make contact. To this day I remember her lovely appearance in a cotton summer dress. She will obviously be with me till I die.
6. At age 16-17 I was going steady with a girl from the same church but we were both shy and inhibited. Just kisses, never anything under the clothes. I only remember her face and full lips. I never even thought about her naked.
7. I was 19 before I found out how to masturbate properly with an erect penis. Ejaculation was associated with vivid images of fast cars. In early puberty I sort of orgasmed by squeezing my testicles between my thighs, and at first I didn’t even understand that this was something to be done in private.
8. Looking back, I think religion and a God that frowns on sexuality are harmful visions to imprint in children. At the same time, a touch of forbidden fruit gives sex a special attraction. I don’t know if I really would have been better off knowing everything from early age, seeing all sorts of sexual antics on the net.
9. As student in a Teachers College I had a long relationship with a classmate from a Pentecostal background. She was even more inhibited and we were never naked together. During long nights in her room I could stroke her breasts and buttocks but penetrative sex was out of the question. Before I went home in the mornings she would jerk me off lying behind my back while I collected the ejaculate in my handkerchief to be disposed of privately.
10. I have always been exclusively interested in girls/women, never boys. Slightly homophobic. Men can have all the rights they want, marry in church and whatever, but male homosexuality makes me shudder. Lesbian sex is a different thing and I would have liked to participate and/or watch.
11. I was married 28 years to the Pentecostal girl. Our sex life never got any better and I don’t believe she ever had an orgasm. God was always looking over her shoulder. Why we never divorced I can’t explain. Misdirected loyalty, similar interests in culture, music, theater. Big house at a status address. No children before she died after six years with ovarian cancer at the age of 57.
12. During our marriage I had my sex on the side. Something I am glad for today, otherwise my mature years would have been a long trail in the erotic desert. From old photos I see that I was reasonably handsome, but I won my victories by being pleasant and intelligent with a touch of edge. This was in the 1960s when women threw away their bras and the concept “fucking for friendship” appeared. AIDS had not arrived and sex without condom was the norm. Nevertheless I never had an STD to this day.
13. I love the female animal (person, individual, whatever) and prefer women to men in all circumstances. Socially, as friends, working partners, crewing on my (then) yacht in Greece. Just a hint of a sexual invitation and I take it. But I never beg.
14. Rape no, but forced finalization of a once started fuck has been known to happen.
15. I am never jealous, nor afraid of comparisons. My dick is average, my physical status also; my brain and erotic drive above average. Whatever a woman has taken willingly in her mouth,cunt or ass is no great matter to me. Rather, I find women quite lovely when they talk about their escapades.
16. I have been to prostitutes in Thailand and Spain and enjoyed the experiences. Wouldn’t mind one now and again, but it is such a bother in Sweden where I live. Against the law, actually.
17. I love giving oral, including ass kissing and tongue. The female curves in that part of her body, the smell and mist of pheromones really give me a kick.
18. Vaginal fucking from behind is lovely and makes me feel that cunt and cock were made for each other. Virgin olive oil on the cock before penetration is better than most lubes.
19. In terms of lust, ass-fucking is a step up. The shared intimacy and humiliation (yes please) are very exciting. To me a woman’s anus is one of the last barriers to conquer.
20. In the 1970s, as an academic teacher, I met a female student from another university. She was 15 years younger, and we started a long history of sex and love. We became closely bonded when we found a mutual interest in spanking as an entrée to fucking. We were out sailing and she really defied me. Before she knew, she was across my lap with her jeans and panties down being hand-spanked in front of the whole archipelago. (I am sure it was intentional.) She used to store the birch switches worn out on her buttocks in an old suitcase, and at intervals we took them out for ritual burning. For my 50th birthday she gave me a riding crop of the worst kind, long and supple, made of nylon. She never hesitated to take it.
21. Women new to spanking will go to great lengths to get one. Long periods of cyber-contact, careful planning of the event, sometimes long travel to a meeting point. The duty for her to collect the implement, such as birch twigs, can be exceptionally arousing. As far as I gathered, the event is best compared to the woman losing her virginity and should not be done carelessly. During my roving years I often brought champagne.
22. As long as the rush continues (days, weeks), a command for the novice to lift her skirt and bend over may be enough to cause an orgasm.
23. Spanking contacts are far from one-night-stands. The special quality of the meetings creates a special bonding. Afterwards, whenever your eyes meet across a crowded room, your hearts leap.
24. Believe it or not, the basic emotions in spanking sessions are fondness and consideration for the “victim’s” enjoyment and satisfaction.
25. The fact that my present partner and I are going on our sixth year together is evidence of that. Without reservations we see our mutual feelings as love of the durable kind.
2. I grew up in a religious family as first-born among six children. Sexuality was never mentioned although we knew that “fucking” existed. I still remember when my sister and I realized that intercourse was the way children were made. “Then Mother and Father must have done it. Six times!”
3. Since early puberty I have fantasized about seeing girls/women being spanked. Usually with birch twigs (“ris”), once the standard implement in Sweden where I live, and always on their naked buttocks. This made me very excited long before I connected it with sexuality.
4. I vaguely remember getting spanked myself as no big deal. But the sounds of two of my sisters being chastised with the birch in Father’s room are very clear to me. I listened with choking excitement. On one occasion the eldest secretly took down her panties afterwards and showed her red stripes.
5. At age 13 I had a secret crush on a blonde girl a year older but was hopelessly shy and couldn’t make contact. To this day I remember her lovely appearance in a cotton summer dress. She will obviously be with me till I die.
6. At age 16-17 I was going steady with a girl from the same church but we were both shy and inhibited. Just kisses, never anything under the clothes. I only remember her face and full lips. I never even thought about her naked.
7. I was 19 before I found out how to masturbate properly with an erect penis. Ejaculation was associated with vivid images of fast cars. In early puberty I sort of orgasmed by squeezing my testicles between my thighs, and at first I didn’t even understand that this was something to be done in private.
8. Looking back, I think religion and a God that frowns on sexuality are harmful visions to imprint in children. At the same time, a touch of forbidden fruit gives sex a special attraction. I don’t know if I really would have been better off knowing everything from early age, seeing all sorts of sexual antics on the net.
9. As student in a Teachers College I had a long relationship with a classmate from a Pentecostal background. She was even more inhibited and we were never naked together. During long nights in her room I could stroke her breasts and buttocks but penetrative sex was out of the question. Before I went home in the mornings she would jerk me off lying behind my back while I collected the ejaculate in my handkerchief to be disposed of privately.
10. I have always been exclusively interested in girls/women, never boys. Slightly homophobic. Men can have all the rights they want, marry in church and whatever, but male homosexuality makes me shudder. Lesbian sex is a different thing and I would have liked to participate and/or watch.
11. I was married 28 years to the Pentecostal girl. Our sex life never got any better and I don’t believe she ever had an orgasm. God was always looking over her shoulder. Why we never divorced I can’t explain. Misdirected loyalty, similar interests in culture, music, theater. Big house at a status address. No children before she died after six years with ovarian cancer at the age of 57.
12. During our marriage I had my sex on the side. Something I am glad for today, otherwise my mature years would have been a long trail in the erotic desert. From old photos I see that I was reasonably handsome, but I won my victories by being pleasant and intelligent with a touch of edge. This was in the 1960s when women threw away their bras and the concept “fucking for friendship” appeared. AIDS had not arrived and sex without condom was the norm. Nevertheless I never had an STD to this day.
13. I love the female animal (person, individual, whatever) and prefer women to men in all circumstances. Socially, as friends, working partners, crewing on my (then) yacht in Greece. Just a hint of a sexual invitation and I take it. But I never beg.
14. Rape no, but forced finalization of a once started fuck has been known to happen.
15. I am never jealous, nor afraid of comparisons. My dick is average, my physical status also; my brain and erotic drive above average. Whatever a woman has taken willingly in her mouth,cunt or ass is no great matter to me. Rather, I find women quite lovely when they talk about their escapades.
16. I have been to prostitutes in Thailand and Spain and enjoyed the experiences. Wouldn’t mind one now and again, but it is such a bother in Sweden where I live. Against the law, actually.
17. I love giving oral, including ass kissing and tongue. The female curves in that part of her body, the smell and mist of pheromones really give me a kick.
18. Vaginal fucking from behind is lovely and makes me feel that cunt and cock were made for each other. Virgin olive oil on the cock before penetration is better than most lubes.
19. In terms of lust, ass-fucking is a step up. The shared intimacy and humiliation (yes please) are very exciting. To me a woman’s anus is one of the last barriers to conquer.
20. In the 1970s, as an academic teacher, I met a female student from another university. She was 15 years younger, and we started a long history of sex and love. We became closely bonded when we found a mutual interest in spanking as an entrée to fucking. We were out sailing and she really defied me. Before she knew, she was across my lap with her jeans and panties down being hand-spanked in front of the whole archipelago. (I am sure it was intentional.) She used to store the birch switches worn out on her buttocks in an old suitcase, and at intervals we took them out for ritual burning. For my 50th birthday she gave me a riding crop of the worst kind, long and supple, made of nylon. She never hesitated to take it.
21. Women new to spanking will go to great lengths to get one. Long periods of cyber-contact, careful planning of the event, sometimes long travel to a meeting point. The duty for her to collect the implement, such as birch twigs, can be exceptionally arousing. As far as I gathered, the event is best compared to the woman losing her virginity and should not be done carelessly. During my roving years I often brought champagne.
22. As long as the rush continues (days, weeks), a command for the novice to lift her skirt and bend over may be enough to cause an orgasm.
23. Spanking contacts are far from one-night-stands. The special quality of the meetings creates a special bonding. Afterwards, whenever your eyes meet across a crowded room, your hearts leap.
24. Believe it or not, the basic emotions in spanking sessions are fondness and consideration for the “victim’s” enjoyment and satisfaction.
25. The fact that my present partner and I are going on our sixth year together is evidence of that. Without reservations we see our mutual feelings as love of the durable kind.
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