1. I am a 21-year-old biological female and I have had sexual intercourse with 10 partners, all men. I have given or received oral with several more.
2. 7 of those partners have been from the internet in some capacity; for various reasons, I’ve done a lot of online dating. For the most part, it’s a crappy way to meet quality men.
3. I lost my virginity at 18 to a boy from an online dating website. We “dated” for about a week before I broke up with him because I just wasn’t attracted to him.
4. I have never had a real boyfriend. This bums me out SO much sometimes.
5. I have been sexually attracted to women for as long as I can remember, but not really romantically interested. I have never had sex with a woman, but I have made out with a few.
6. I don’t like the label “bisexual” because it ignores trans folk, and I am totally open to the idea of dating a trans guy or girl. MTF transsexuals (aka “chicks with dicks”) really turn me on.
7. I once came very close to prostituting myself via Craigslist. I never went through with it, but I did let a man worship and ejaculate on my feet for $75.
8. I have used a strap-on with a guy. It was great, but a lot of hard work. You need to be in shape to do it!
9. I’m into BDSM, and I generally like to be the submissive partner. I’m also a feminist, but I love being degraded during sex. I especially enjoy rough blow-jobs.
10. I’m 5’6” and 270 lbs, but I don’t have much trouble getting laid. I realized once I started college that people of all body types are having sex and it would be stupid of me to let that get in my way!
11. I have only come once while receiving oral sex. It’s a pity, but I just don’t have the heart to tell a guy when he’s bad at it. I’m trying to change this, because it doesn’t benefit anybody.
12. Sex is my favorite activity in the whole world. I become very depressed when I’m not having regular sex.
13. I’d be lying if I said I don’t love a big cock.
14. I have been the mistress to a married 39-year old disabled veteran with two children. None of these things about him bother me as much as the fact that he was a Republican!
15. I can come both clitorally and vaginally; my vaginal orgasms are longer, but less intense. I have never not orgasmed through intercourse.
16. The following two points are especially disturbing, but both are entirely true. When I was fourteen, I was extremely hypersexual and initiated an encounter with my aunt’s dog. No, I’m not joking. I feel horrible about it and this is the first time I have ever admitted it to anyone. I won’t go into details, but the encounter was brief and I am so, so ashamed. And no, I’m not attracted to animals, but I was curious and very misguided. I wish I could take it back. I know I’m a horrible person, and I’m so sorry.
17. Until fairly recently---as in, this past year---I would use my mom’s vibrator when she wasn’t home because I’m too poor/lazy to buy my own. Sick, I know, but it was a habit I started as a young teen that just seemed impossible to break. I also used my aunt’s vibrator once while I was staying at her house. I bought my own this past summer, thankfully.
18. I love sending inappropriate photos of myself to strangers online, as well as having explicit conversations with them.
19. I have never received anal sex, and I am “saving it” for someone who I know will stick around.
20. I have also never had intercourse without a condom, which is something I’m proud of. The idea of sex without a condom horrifies me.
21. I don’t know how to relate to men on a non-sexual level. It’s embarrassing.
22. I really want to be in an adult film.
23. I’m self-conscious about my inner labia; they’re quite large and I have the classic “meat curtain” look. I know it’s nothing to be ashamed of, but I can’t help it.
24. Deep down, I really fear that no one will ever love me and that I’m only good for sex.
25. My number one unfulfilled fantasy is sex in public.
Friday, October 22, 2010
1. I'm a 21 year old female. I lost my virginity at 14, with my boyfriend's best friend in my boyfriend's mother's bed, at a party with terrible music playing.
2. The first person I was ever attracted to was my cousin. We made out frequently. She has never spoken about this since we were 12.
3. Up until age 13 I only had crushes on girls.
4. The first boy I dated was gay.
5. It takes me an incredibly long time to come, and only one man has been able to get me off from sex.
6. I love sucking dick but don't do it much.
7. I've had sex with 7 guys and 4 girls. I've kissed more women than men.
8. When I masturbate or have sex I think about women, but I love being dominated and filled up.
9. I love being strangled when I come, but only one person knows this and he didn't like to do it.
10. I love people who are natural. I fucking hate waxed pussies. I don't love bush either, but I love girls and guys who are natural, no fake tanning, no makeup, natural hair, etc.
11. I don't like receiving head. I don't think I've ever had it good. I put this down to age and lack of experienced partners. But even older men who've gone down on me haven't been so good.
12. I love being dominated, but I am also intimidated by strong/overpowering men.
13. I get wet easily.
14. I love being bitten, everywhere, hard.
15. I love threesomes, and then some.
16. I love role-playing.
17. I'm perpetually confused by my sexuality, but I'm okay with that.
18. I've cheated on every person I've ever dated, and don't think I'll ever be able to do monogamy.
19. My favourite position is doggy.
20. Good sex for me is hot, sweaty, long, dirty, really fucking dirty, no holds barred, all out, try everything once.
21. I had an abortion at 17 and it still troubles me. Only three people know this. I got such bad depression during/after that I didn't leave my house for six months. There were other reasons, but the actual abortion and the day of the procedure were the catalyst. I tried to kill myself two months later and failed.
22. I love talking dirty, but not many people I've been with have liked it.
23. I hate my own body. I find it hard to accept that some people find my body sexy. I think my breasts and nipples are too small, I find vaginas ugly even though I like women, I feel I have the body of a 12 year old boy and I hate it.
24. I love to watch in the mirror, and have filmed sex three times (with the same man).
25. My ultimate partner will be rough, love to bite and be bitten, will talk loud and dirty in my ear while pulling my hair, will love to fuck me from behind and isn't afraid of letting me ravish them entirely, all over, and won't quit till we both come. Male or female.
2. The first person I was ever attracted to was my cousin. We made out frequently. She has never spoken about this since we were 12.
3. Up until age 13 I only had crushes on girls.
4. The first boy I dated was gay.
5. It takes me an incredibly long time to come, and only one man has been able to get me off from sex.
6. I love sucking dick but don't do it much.
7. I've had sex with 7 guys and 4 girls. I've kissed more women than men.
8. When I masturbate or have sex I think about women, but I love being dominated and filled up.
9. I love being strangled when I come, but only one person knows this and he didn't like to do it.
10. I love people who are natural. I fucking hate waxed pussies. I don't love bush either, but I love girls and guys who are natural, no fake tanning, no makeup, natural hair, etc.
11. I don't like receiving head. I don't think I've ever had it good. I put this down to age and lack of experienced partners. But even older men who've gone down on me haven't been so good.
12. I love being dominated, but I am also intimidated by strong/overpowering men.
13. I get wet easily.
14. I love being bitten, everywhere, hard.
15. I love threesomes, and then some.
16. I love role-playing.
17. I'm perpetually confused by my sexuality, but I'm okay with that.
18. I've cheated on every person I've ever dated, and don't think I'll ever be able to do monogamy.
19. My favourite position is doggy.
20. Good sex for me is hot, sweaty, long, dirty, really fucking dirty, no holds barred, all out, try everything once.
21. I had an abortion at 17 and it still troubles me. Only three people know this. I got such bad depression during/after that I didn't leave my house for six months. There were other reasons, but the actual abortion and the day of the procedure were the catalyst. I tried to kill myself two months later and failed.
22. I love talking dirty, but not many people I've been with have liked it.
23. I hate my own body. I find it hard to accept that some people find my body sexy. I think my breasts and nipples are too small, I find vaginas ugly even though I like women, I feel I have the body of a 12 year old boy and I hate it.
24. I love to watch in the mirror, and have filmed sex three times (with the same man).
25. My ultimate partner will be rough, love to bite and be bitten, will talk loud and dirty in my ear while pulling my hair, will love to fuck me from behind and isn't afraid of letting me ravish them entirely, all over, and won't quit till we both come. Male or female.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
1) I’m a 50 year old heterosexual male who is bi-curious.
2) I’ve been obsessed with sex as far back as I can remember. Once I hit puberty I read everything I could get my hands on having to do with human sexuality from reference books to short stories to novels and the occasional magazine article. The local library was my altar of knowledge. Back then very few of the materials I read had much graphic detail about the act of sex, so I had to use my imagination to fill in the details.
3) I had my first sex fact lesson around the age of 10 when one of my older friends, B., confided in me and other friends that he knew how babies were made. He excitedly told us that the man put his penis in the woman’s vagina and sperm came out of the penis, which made the woman pregnant. Since I hadn’t reached puberty I didn’t know what sperm was. I assumed it was a component of piss as that was the only thing that came out of my penis at that age. From then on every time I peed, I imagined that the white froth generated from the force of my pee hitting the water was the sperm. I remember arguing vehemently with B. that the idea of sticking your penis into a woman was disgusting. I think that was due to two factors. One was that the only vagina I had ever seen belonged to my younger sister and it was small – way too small to put anything in there. Second was my erroneous assumption that sperm was contained in the urine and so it was necessary to pee in the vagina to achieve conception. B. was preternaturally smart and very mature for his age, and was rarely wrong.
4) Around the age of 12 I saw another man’s penis (other than my father’s) for the first time. We neighborhood boys would take turns having sleepovers at each others’ homes. It was a perfectly innocent thing back then when families were more like the Cleavers than the Osbournes. Well, I spent the night at the home of my best friend T. and he told me he had a surprise to show me the next morning but we had to get up really early. So just after dawn the next morning he stealthily led me to his parents’ door, which was opened just a crack. He told me to peer in. I saw his parents lying nude, asleep in bed. His mother was laid out on her back with full view of her big tits and hairy bush. She was gorgeous. When I saw T.'s dad I was shocked. His flaccid penis was incredibly thick and big. Being young and naïve I had no idea a penis could get that big. Later on I asked T. how his dad was able to fit that huge penis into his mom as I thought it was impossible. He told me that a woman’s vagina stretches large enough for a baby to come out. I guess I hadn’t thought about the birth process in much detail before but this new fact was horrifying to me. For weeks afterwards I was scared of vaginas.
5) My first quasi-sexual experience occurred during a sleepover at the home of B. He told me that another much older boy (about five years older) named R. said that a boy could make his cock bigger if he practiced holding it tightly and tugging it up and down. So B. and I did dick exercises that evening. I remember feeling a nice tingly sensation but it was nowhere close to the incredible feeling I would later know as the orgasm. B. and I quickly shared our newfound knowledge with the rest of the guys. We soon found that the name of this exercise was masturbation, which was fondly referred to as jacking off from then on.
6) The first time I saw ejaculate was during a sleepover at T.'s home. He was a year older than I and had started to go into puberty. He told me that he had a surprise to show me. He had developed pubic hairs but that wasn’t the big surprise. As he was stroking his big cock (like father, like son), he grunted and a small pearly drop of sperm appeared at the end of his penis. He was definitely having full-blown orgasms and was very proud to be the first of us neighborhood boys to actually ejaculate semen.
7) My first homosexual experience occurred at another sleepover at T.'s home. One night in bed he wanted to try something called cornholing. In other words he wanted to put his dick in my ass. I wasn’t crazy about it but I went along. He didn’t get his big dick very far in though. I tried it next but it wasn’t pleasurable. This sexual experimentation felt very natural and not dirty though we never tried it again.
8) My first orgasm occurred not longer after I started masturbating as I started puberty. The orgasm felt tingly and very, very good but since there was no ejaculate it wasn’t a full-blown body shaking orgasm. My dick wasn’t big enough to grip with my hand so I had to grab it from above with the tips of my fingers when I masturbated. Even with an erection it was frightfully small. Interestingly enough, I could masturbate many times in succession with no trouble achieving orgasm each time, as was the case with the other boys too. Later when I began ejaculating actual semen, I was only able to reach orgasm three or four times in succession. There is something in semen or the accompanying hormones that acts as a sexual anesthetic. I had no problem having as many as two dozen orgasms in one day though.
9) My first ejaculation happened not long after my first orgasm. It was just a thin watery fluid with no smell or viscosity. As the weeks went on I was expelling larger amounts of ejaculate, which began to thicken into a gel and eventually it turned milky in color and took on the musty odor of normal semen. The amount of ejaculate was not much – perhaps an eighth of a teaspoon.
10) I saw my first post-pubescent ejaculation not long after I started ejaculating small amounts of semen. My friend B. had apparently been giving R. handjobs in the woods and he wanted to share the experience with us. So one afternoon, R., B., my second best friend, and some other boys went into the woods. R. unzipped his pants and pulled out his fully erect cock. I was shocked at the size of it. That was the first time I had ever seen a mature, fully erect cock. It was enormous with big veins running up and down its length. We each took turns stroking R.'s cock. We could barely get one hand around it so we all used two hands. He ejaculated as I was taking my turn stroking it. R. let out a huge groan along with a huge amount of ejaculate that seemed to flow forever. Its consistency and color was a whitish yellow thick gel. The whole experience seemed surreal, as I couldn’t quite believe what I had just seen. I still remember him complaining that some of the semen had dropped on his penny loafers. Well fuck me. I didn’t know what to expect.
11) It wasn’t long after that when we started having circle jerks. This involves several boys forming a semi-circle and masturbating. Honors went to the ones who came first and had the most ejaculate. We weren’t far enough into puberty to produce much ejaculate and the older boys had the advantage there.
12) My first sexual experience with a girl happened in my freshman year at college. I was skinny, awkward and shy as a kid and didn’t blossom until I started college. My girlfriend S. was a gorgeous Puerto Rican sweetie with huge tits. We would park and I would eat and finger her wet pussy until she came over and over. She would finish me off with a handjob. By then I had developed the ejaculatory capacity of a pornstar but without the spurting. I was never much of a spurter, just a dripper, which was probably for the best anyways.
13) I deflowered my first, and only, virgin who was my first serious girlfriend. We did the deed at my grandmother’s house. I had a hard time penetrating her and it was over very quickly. She bled a bit, which I didn’t expect. It freaked me out because I thought I had hurt her. I wiped away the bloody cum with a washcloth. I still feel guilty to this day for taking her virginity. I was turning into a controlling, domineering jerk and she deserved better. She broke up with me a few weeks later. I cried off and on for days like a baby. Damn, losing your first true love hurts. I was convinced I would never find another love like her. Little did I know then how many conquests lay ahead.
14) I married at the age of 28. She was a stunning Norwegian brunette 9 years my junior. Big mistake, as I was to find out. She was too young and I was too idealistic. We divorced two years later. Fuck, she was beautiful. I had some really erotic nude photos of her that we took together. My second wife cut them into little pieces when she found them.
15) I started dating ex-wife number one’s best friend even before the divorce was final. She was a stunning blonde with a killer body and nice tits. Best of all, she had her tubes tied after her second child so we screwed with abandon whenever and wherever we wanted. She gave killer handjobs and blowjobs. I loved her so deeply and to this day she was the one true love of my life. Little did I know at the time that I had married an alcoholic. Actually, I knew it, but my idealism got in the way of reality, as I was going to fix her. Seven years later we divorced.
16) I joined the girlfriend of the month club with the advent of the World Wide Web. I joined several dating sites. Life was good.
17) The best sex I’ve ever had, excepting my second wife, was with a redhead I was dating. She had 36DD tits and a clit the size of my thumb. Between clit sucking and tit fucking, I was a tired man. She gave the absolute best blowjob of all time. My body would go so rigid when I came that I though I was going to tear a muscle.
18) I’ve been monogamous now for the past 10 years and have settled into the bliss of domestic life. The lovemaking isn’t as frequent but I supplement it with a healthy regimen of self-sex.
19) About 6 years ago I discovered the wonders of prostate massage and edging, where one repeatedly gets to the edge of orgasm and backs off. With the use of a popular prostate massager, I can have multiple, mind-blowing orgasms and huge ejaculations in one session.
20) I’ve always been a bit of an exhibitionist and have frequented lots of nude beaches, and live near one now. I bought my first camcorder about 10 years ago and have found that taping oneself is very erotic. The girlfriend tired of it and doesn’t participate any longer. There are several blogs on the Internet where I and others can share videos.
21) I had my first and only adult homosexual experience when I placed an ad on Craigslist. I wanted to have the experience of a man coming in my mouth so I would know what it feels like for a woman. Physically he was perfect but try as I might he wouldn’t come no matter how much I sucked. I came too quickly and soon became uncomfortable because all he wanted to do was stroke my body with his hands and cuddle. This wasn’t what was specified in the ad. Oh well, maybe I’ll try it again.
22) As I’ve gotten older, I don’t masturbate or have sex nearly as often as I used to. It’s also harder to maintain an erection for long periods of time, especially when masturbating, and almost impossible to come a second time.
23) I enjoy eating small amounts of my own cum. I love the smell. The taste is bearable, but not the vanilla flavor my first wife claimed it was. Of course, I was younger then too.
24) I don’t have the urge to fuck other woman like I did when I was younger. It’s actually a great relief to have my sex drive diminish a bit. When you’re younger and horny all the time, it’s time-consuming to meet those needs.
25) The internet is the best sex toy ever.
2) I’ve been obsessed with sex as far back as I can remember. Once I hit puberty I read everything I could get my hands on having to do with human sexuality from reference books to short stories to novels and the occasional magazine article. The local library was my altar of knowledge. Back then very few of the materials I read had much graphic detail about the act of sex, so I had to use my imagination to fill in the details.
3) I had my first sex fact lesson around the age of 10 when one of my older friends, B., confided in me and other friends that he knew how babies were made. He excitedly told us that the man put his penis in the woman’s vagina and sperm came out of the penis, which made the woman pregnant. Since I hadn’t reached puberty I didn’t know what sperm was. I assumed it was a component of piss as that was the only thing that came out of my penis at that age. From then on every time I peed, I imagined that the white froth generated from the force of my pee hitting the water was the sperm. I remember arguing vehemently with B. that the idea of sticking your penis into a woman was disgusting. I think that was due to two factors. One was that the only vagina I had ever seen belonged to my younger sister and it was small – way too small to put anything in there. Second was my erroneous assumption that sperm was contained in the urine and so it was necessary to pee in the vagina to achieve conception. B. was preternaturally smart and very mature for his age, and was rarely wrong.
4) Around the age of 12 I saw another man’s penis (other than my father’s) for the first time. We neighborhood boys would take turns having sleepovers at each others’ homes. It was a perfectly innocent thing back then when families were more like the Cleavers than the Osbournes. Well, I spent the night at the home of my best friend T. and he told me he had a surprise to show me the next morning but we had to get up really early. So just after dawn the next morning he stealthily led me to his parents’ door, which was opened just a crack. He told me to peer in. I saw his parents lying nude, asleep in bed. His mother was laid out on her back with full view of her big tits and hairy bush. She was gorgeous. When I saw T.'s dad I was shocked. His flaccid penis was incredibly thick and big. Being young and naïve I had no idea a penis could get that big. Later on I asked T. how his dad was able to fit that huge penis into his mom as I thought it was impossible. He told me that a woman’s vagina stretches large enough for a baby to come out. I guess I hadn’t thought about the birth process in much detail before but this new fact was horrifying to me. For weeks afterwards I was scared of vaginas.
5) My first quasi-sexual experience occurred during a sleepover at the home of B. He told me that another much older boy (about five years older) named R. said that a boy could make his cock bigger if he practiced holding it tightly and tugging it up and down. So B. and I did dick exercises that evening. I remember feeling a nice tingly sensation but it was nowhere close to the incredible feeling I would later know as the orgasm. B. and I quickly shared our newfound knowledge with the rest of the guys. We soon found that the name of this exercise was masturbation, which was fondly referred to as jacking off from then on.
6) The first time I saw ejaculate was during a sleepover at T.'s home. He was a year older than I and had started to go into puberty. He told me that he had a surprise to show me. He had developed pubic hairs but that wasn’t the big surprise. As he was stroking his big cock (like father, like son), he grunted and a small pearly drop of sperm appeared at the end of his penis. He was definitely having full-blown orgasms and was very proud to be the first of us neighborhood boys to actually ejaculate semen.
7) My first homosexual experience occurred at another sleepover at T.'s home. One night in bed he wanted to try something called cornholing. In other words he wanted to put his dick in my ass. I wasn’t crazy about it but I went along. He didn’t get his big dick very far in though. I tried it next but it wasn’t pleasurable. This sexual experimentation felt very natural and not dirty though we never tried it again.
8) My first orgasm occurred not longer after I started masturbating as I started puberty. The orgasm felt tingly and very, very good but since there was no ejaculate it wasn’t a full-blown body shaking orgasm. My dick wasn’t big enough to grip with my hand so I had to grab it from above with the tips of my fingers when I masturbated. Even with an erection it was frightfully small. Interestingly enough, I could masturbate many times in succession with no trouble achieving orgasm each time, as was the case with the other boys too. Later when I began ejaculating actual semen, I was only able to reach orgasm three or four times in succession. There is something in semen or the accompanying hormones that acts as a sexual anesthetic. I had no problem having as many as two dozen orgasms in one day though.
9) My first ejaculation happened not long after my first orgasm. It was just a thin watery fluid with no smell or viscosity. As the weeks went on I was expelling larger amounts of ejaculate, which began to thicken into a gel and eventually it turned milky in color and took on the musty odor of normal semen. The amount of ejaculate was not much – perhaps an eighth of a teaspoon.
10) I saw my first post-pubescent ejaculation not long after I started ejaculating small amounts of semen. My friend B. had apparently been giving R. handjobs in the woods and he wanted to share the experience with us. So one afternoon, R., B., my second best friend, and some other boys went into the woods. R. unzipped his pants and pulled out his fully erect cock. I was shocked at the size of it. That was the first time I had ever seen a mature, fully erect cock. It was enormous with big veins running up and down its length. We each took turns stroking R.'s cock. We could barely get one hand around it so we all used two hands. He ejaculated as I was taking my turn stroking it. R. let out a huge groan along with a huge amount of ejaculate that seemed to flow forever. Its consistency and color was a whitish yellow thick gel. The whole experience seemed surreal, as I couldn’t quite believe what I had just seen. I still remember him complaining that some of the semen had dropped on his penny loafers. Well fuck me. I didn’t know what to expect.
11) It wasn’t long after that when we started having circle jerks. This involves several boys forming a semi-circle and masturbating. Honors went to the ones who came first and had the most ejaculate. We weren’t far enough into puberty to produce much ejaculate and the older boys had the advantage there.
12) My first sexual experience with a girl happened in my freshman year at college. I was skinny, awkward and shy as a kid and didn’t blossom until I started college. My girlfriend S. was a gorgeous Puerto Rican sweetie with huge tits. We would park and I would eat and finger her wet pussy until she came over and over. She would finish me off with a handjob. By then I had developed the ejaculatory capacity of a pornstar but without the spurting. I was never much of a spurter, just a dripper, which was probably for the best anyways.
13) I deflowered my first, and only, virgin who was my first serious girlfriend. We did the deed at my grandmother’s house. I had a hard time penetrating her and it was over very quickly. She bled a bit, which I didn’t expect. It freaked me out because I thought I had hurt her. I wiped away the bloody cum with a washcloth. I still feel guilty to this day for taking her virginity. I was turning into a controlling, domineering jerk and she deserved better. She broke up with me a few weeks later. I cried off and on for days like a baby. Damn, losing your first true love hurts. I was convinced I would never find another love like her. Little did I know then how many conquests lay ahead.
14) I married at the age of 28. She was a stunning Norwegian brunette 9 years my junior. Big mistake, as I was to find out. She was too young and I was too idealistic. We divorced two years later. Fuck, she was beautiful. I had some really erotic nude photos of her that we took together. My second wife cut them into little pieces when she found them.
15) I started dating ex-wife number one’s best friend even before the divorce was final. She was a stunning blonde with a killer body and nice tits. Best of all, she had her tubes tied after her second child so we screwed with abandon whenever and wherever we wanted. She gave killer handjobs and blowjobs. I loved her so deeply and to this day she was the one true love of my life. Little did I know at the time that I had married an alcoholic. Actually, I knew it, but my idealism got in the way of reality, as I was going to fix her. Seven years later we divorced.
16) I joined the girlfriend of the month club with the advent of the World Wide Web. I joined several dating sites. Life was good.
17) The best sex I’ve ever had, excepting my second wife, was with a redhead I was dating. She had 36DD tits and a clit the size of my thumb. Between clit sucking and tit fucking, I was a tired man. She gave the absolute best blowjob of all time. My body would go so rigid when I came that I though I was going to tear a muscle.
18) I’ve been monogamous now for the past 10 years and have settled into the bliss of domestic life. The lovemaking isn’t as frequent but I supplement it with a healthy regimen of self-sex.
19) About 6 years ago I discovered the wonders of prostate massage and edging, where one repeatedly gets to the edge of orgasm and backs off. With the use of a popular prostate massager, I can have multiple, mind-blowing orgasms and huge ejaculations in one session.
20) I’ve always been a bit of an exhibitionist and have frequented lots of nude beaches, and live near one now. I bought my first camcorder about 10 years ago and have found that taping oneself is very erotic. The girlfriend tired of it and doesn’t participate any longer. There are several blogs on the Internet where I and others can share videos.
21) I had my first and only adult homosexual experience when I placed an ad on Craigslist. I wanted to have the experience of a man coming in my mouth so I would know what it feels like for a woman. Physically he was perfect but try as I might he wouldn’t come no matter how much I sucked. I came too quickly and soon became uncomfortable because all he wanted to do was stroke my body with his hands and cuddle. This wasn’t what was specified in the ad. Oh well, maybe I’ll try it again.
22) As I’ve gotten older, I don’t masturbate or have sex nearly as often as I used to. It’s also harder to maintain an erection for long periods of time, especially when masturbating, and almost impossible to come a second time.
23) I enjoy eating small amounts of my own cum. I love the smell. The taste is bearable, but not the vanilla flavor my first wife claimed it was. Of course, I was younger then too.
24) I don’t have the urge to fuck other woman like I did when I was younger. It’s actually a great relief to have my sex drive diminish a bit. When you’re younger and horny all the time, it’s time-consuming to meet those needs.
25) The internet is the best sex toy ever.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
1. I'm 19 years old and a self-appointed slut.
2. I currently identify as mostly a lesbian, but really I’m a bit more bisexual.
3. I think I’ve slept with between 10 and 11 people. More men than women.
4. I’ve always been physically attracted to women, but I kind of suppressed that for a while and became a closeted, self-loathing, mildly homophobic wreck because I thought that being gay would ruin my life. I thought wrong, because…
5. …I really love eating pussy! And boobs. God, I love a pair of modestly sized, fleshy, round breasts.
6. I like giving blowjobs too, but less because it’s sexy and more because I’m pretty good at it. It’s like an art.
7. I’m still attracted to men, but on a totally different level than with women. I want to do sexy, orgasmic things to girl bodies. I like when boys charm my pants off.
8. I don’t feel like I’ve ever had really, really great sex. Just really great moments in immature sex. I think it’s because of the age of most of my sexual partners.
9. I know I’m a good lay, but I get all weird about bragging about such things. So I tend to just kind of restrain myself the first and/or second time I sleep with someone.
10. I fuck to feel wanted. I tend to also make bad decisions based on this premise. But I never feel guilty about this kind of behavior!
11. I really do prefer the cleaner, more shaven pube thing. Like, I don’t care what my partner is like (though, if you have a pussy, keep it neat), but I prefer being bare with just a patch. Thing is, I’d rather have a full bush than ingrown hairs and spots and rashes, so I just keep it shaped and cropped.
12. I used to cum really easily but now, not so much.
13. I realized I was pretty gay when the highlight of my last relationship was my uber-masculine boyfriend fingered me once. I was lying on my chest, staring at my bookcase, thinking of all kinds of beautiful pussy imagery while he pummeled with two fingers from behind. I loved it and I came really hard.
14. I tried to have sex with a guy a little while ago and it turns out, I’m so used to fucking girls, a lot of things went wrong. First, I couldn’t get wet like when I’m with a lady. Second, I was ridiculously drunk. Third, I felt weird letting him put his hands or mouth on my pussy, even though I eagerly blew him. And lastly, I had no idea what to do with my fingers! I kind of suggested (and tried) to finger his ass but that did not work. Also, I suddenly realized that was an asshole I was touching, not a vagina. Total shock! Now I have this fantasy of seeing him again and doing everything right. I want to blow his mind. We'll see.
15. I have an unreasonable ass-phobia. I even tried playing with my ass once, while masturbating, but that didn’t really do much for me. I wish I’d get over it, because it’s a neglected orifice.
16. I want to fuck a straight man up the ass with a strap-on so bad.
17. I want to fuck a girl with a strap-on, too. But in her cunt.
18. I used to really want to fuck an older man, but now the only guys I really have much desire for are awkward, dorky, smart ones.
19. Gorgeous people aren’t that attractive, to me. I need a connection on a psychological level to want to fuck someone.
20. Gay male sexuality makes me uncomfortable. That’s double-dick and double-jiz, and the thought of fucking a gay man makes me really nervous. But I think it’s kind of hot when straight boys kiss other guys. Paradox.
21. Sometimes, I don’t want to have sex. I’d rather just get out my vibrator and some good girl/girl porn and fuck myself.
22. I love having my breasts played with: kissed, bitten, licked, fondles.
23. I like having slightly rough sex, with all sorts of clawing and biting.
24. I’m a total top. No joke. You wouldn't know that, though, by the way I am outside of the bedroom.
25. I’m not in the least interested in a romantic relationship, nor have I felt romantically towards another person in a long time. I just have a laundry list of girls I want to fist.
2. I currently identify as mostly a lesbian, but really I’m a bit more bisexual.
3. I think I’ve slept with between 10 and 11 people. More men than women.
4. I’ve always been physically attracted to women, but I kind of suppressed that for a while and became a closeted, self-loathing, mildly homophobic wreck because I thought that being gay would ruin my life. I thought wrong, because…
5. …I really love eating pussy! And boobs. God, I love a pair of modestly sized, fleshy, round breasts.
6. I like giving blowjobs too, but less because it’s sexy and more because I’m pretty good at it. It’s like an art.
7. I’m still attracted to men, but on a totally different level than with women. I want to do sexy, orgasmic things to girl bodies. I like when boys charm my pants off.
8. I don’t feel like I’ve ever had really, really great sex. Just really great moments in immature sex. I think it’s because of the age of most of my sexual partners.
9. I know I’m a good lay, but I get all weird about bragging about such things. So I tend to just kind of restrain myself the first and/or second time I sleep with someone.
10. I fuck to feel wanted. I tend to also make bad decisions based on this premise. But I never feel guilty about this kind of behavior!
11. I really do prefer the cleaner, more shaven pube thing. Like, I don’t care what my partner is like (though, if you have a pussy, keep it neat), but I prefer being bare with just a patch. Thing is, I’d rather have a full bush than ingrown hairs and spots and rashes, so I just keep it shaped and cropped.
12. I used to cum really easily but now, not so much.
13. I realized I was pretty gay when the highlight of my last relationship was my uber-masculine boyfriend fingered me once. I was lying on my chest, staring at my bookcase, thinking of all kinds of beautiful pussy imagery while he pummeled with two fingers from behind. I loved it and I came really hard.
14. I tried to have sex with a guy a little while ago and it turns out, I’m so used to fucking girls, a lot of things went wrong. First, I couldn’t get wet like when I’m with a lady. Second, I was ridiculously drunk. Third, I felt weird letting him put his hands or mouth on my pussy, even though I eagerly blew him. And lastly, I had no idea what to do with my fingers! I kind of suggested (and tried) to finger his ass but that did not work. Also, I suddenly realized that was an asshole I was touching, not a vagina. Total shock! Now I have this fantasy of seeing him again and doing everything right. I want to blow his mind. We'll see.
15. I have an unreasonable ass-phobia. I even tried playing with my ass once, while masturbating, but that didn’t really do much for me. I wish I’d get over it, because it’s a neglected orifice.
16. I want to fuck a straight man up the ass with a strap-on so bad.
17. I want to fuck a girl with a strap-on, too. But in her cunt.
18. I used to really want to fuck an older man, but now the only guys I really have much desire for are awkward, dorky, smart ones.
19. Gorgeous people aren’t that attractive, to me. I need a connection on a psychological level to want to fuck someone.
20. Gay male sexuality makes me uncomfortable. That’s double-dick and double-jiz, and the thought of fucking a gay man makes me really nervous. But I think it’s kind of hot when straight boys kiss other guys. Paradox.
21. Sometimes, I don’t want to have sex. I’d rather just get out my vibrator and some good girl/girl porn and fuck myself.
22. I love having my breasts played with: kissed, bitten, licked, fondles.
23. I like having slightly rough sex, with all sorts of clawing and biting.
24. I’m a total top. No joke. You wouldn't know that, though, by the way I am outside of the bedroom.
25. I’m not in the least interested in a romantic relationship, nor have I felt romantically towards another person in a long time. I just have a laundry list of girls I want to fist.
Friday, October 8, 2010
1. I am a twenty-year-old queer female.
2. When I was twelve or thirteen, I discovered the Shoebox Project, and through that, Harry Potter slash fic. I have been eternally turned on by Remus/Sirius and male slash fic ever since.
3. I cannot have an orgasm by masturbating. I get really close, but it’s just too intense, and I have to stop. I did not have an orgasm at all until I was eighteen, and my boyfriend touched me for the first time.
4. I can come really quickly, and hard, many times in a row. One girl told my boyfriend that it might be a good night for her if she has four orgasms in a night. For me, that’s an average evening with my boyfriend.
5. I have liked girls since I was at least in fifth grade, when I fell in love with my friend. We used to play that we were in a soap opera, and one of the main characters was really slutty. I used to play the boy, and we would “have sex,” even though we didn’t know what that was yet. We also used to hump her pillows and pretend they were our boyfriends.
6. I have had sex with one boy and two girls, and I’ve hooked up with two boys (besides my current boyfriend, who was my first time).
7. My first time was the last week of first semester sophomore year of college. There had been a dance, and we went back to my room, and there were loads of Christmas lights up. My friend was downstairs singing opera, and we had sex to the sound of the girl next door playing the ukulele and opera downstairs. It was beautiful.
8. I think that I am more attracted to girls than to boys. I find that I connect better with women on a deeper level than with boys. I am still attracted to men, although I am beginning to realize that I prefer androgynous boys to bulky muscled ones.
9. I have only had oral sex twice in my life, both during threesomes. I have never given a full blow job. I don’t know what I’ll do if my current boyfriend and I break up. I am a feminist, and I love my body, but when anyone is kissing or licking me “down there,” I get embarrassed that it smells or tastes bad, and can’t orgasm the way I like to.
10. I’m not that into kinky sex, but when I’m fucking, I love when my boyfriend pins my arms down above my head.
11. I love missionary position and doggy style. I think it’s because I can be brought almost to orgasm just by having someone kiss my neck. When my sister came home with a hickey once, my mother said that nice boys don’t bite your neck. If that’s true, I don’t ever want to date a “nice boy.”
12. I don’t like bad boys, although I fantasize sometimes about this one beautiful boy who acts like an apathetic jackass sometimes. He’s just so pretty...
13. I am in a committed relationship, but my boyfriend knows that I like girls, and is okay if I want to have sex with them, so long as I tell him. We’ve had a threesome before, and I enjoyed that a lot.
14. I’m very lazy, and a little selfish, which made me feel guilty with my last boyfriend, who wanted some reciprocation. I generally dislike jacking a guy off, and I am a little grossed out by the idea of giving a man a blow job. Still, when I tried on my current boyfriend, he told me not to, so I’m not going to complain about just getting touched and fucked.
15. I love sexy lingerie, on me, and on other women. I love getting the Victoria’s Secret catalogue in the mail.
16. I find pre-op transsexuals very appealing. I think that ftm men are very hot, and I am recently becoming more and more turned on by the idea of sleeping with a pre-op mtf woman.
17. I dislike the label bisexual. I worry that everyone thinks it’s a phase, when I’m pretty sure it isn’t. Also, it implies that my attraction is split evenly between males and females, when I prefer women, and I am attracted to transsexuals. I’m also very bad at sticking with the assertion that I’m a dyke: my friends call me the world’s worst lesbian, because no matter how hard I try to convince myself that I don’t like men or ‘act like a lesbian,’ it never quite pans out. The Internet People are talking about Queer as a term that encompasses what I feel, so that's what I'm working with right now.
18. My current boyfriend (of ten months) was very confused when this crazy lesbian (myself) kissed him at a party last year. At the same party, I proceeded to cause drama and wreak havoc when I kissed two of my female friends who were in relationships at the time, and one of their boyfriend’s roommate, all in about an hour. I think that I accidentally caused one of those relationships to break up, and have caused a weird distance between myself and my best friend’s boyfriend.
19. I love girls with smaller breasts and slim hips. I love necks, clavicles and hipbones on everyone.
20. I like to have my feet touched, although I don’t know if it’s necessarily something that should be translated into sex.
21. I am turned on by rain, in the same way that pyromaniacs are turned on by fire.
22. I really want to have sex in the shower when I get on alternative birth control.
23. I am so afraid of getting pregnant accidentally, but I am strongly considering being a surrogate to pay for graduate school. I do wonder, and sometimes daydream about what it would be like to be pregnant, and how I think I’d love it.
24. If I begin to fake an orgasm, a lot of the time it encourages my partner, and I begin to come for real.
25. I love to talk about sex with people. I think you get the most interesting reactions, and if people feel that they’re safe and secure, then you can have a really honest and revealing conversation.
2. When I was twelve or thirteen, I discovered the Shoebox Project, and through that, Harry Potter slash fic. I have been eternally turned on by Remus/Sirius and male slash fic ever since.
3. I cannot have an orgasm by masturbating. I get really close, but it’s just too intense, and I have to stop. I did not have an orgasm at all until I was eighteen, and my boyfriend touched me for the first time.
4. I can come really quickly, and hard, many times in a row. One girl told my boyfriend that it might be a good night for her if she has four orgasms in a night. For me, that’s an average evening with my boyfriend.
5. I have liked girls since I was at least in fifth grade, when I fell in love with my friend. We used to play that we were in a soap opera, and one of the main characters was really slutty. I used to play the boy, and we would “have sex,” even though we didn’t know what that was yet. We also used to hump her pillows and pretend they were our boyfriends.
6. I have had sex with one boy and two girls, and I’ve hooked up with two boys (besides my current boyfriend, who was my first time).
7. My first time was the last week of first semester sophomore year of college. There had been a dance, and we went back to my room, and there were loads of Christmas lights up. My friend was downstairs singing opera, and we had sex to the sound of the girl next door playing the ukulele and opera downstairs. It was beautiful.
8. I think that I am more attracted to girls than to boys. I find that I connect better with women on a deeper level than with boys. I am still attracted to men, although I am beginning to realize that I prefer androgynous boys to bulky muscled ones.
9. I have only had oral sex twice in my life, both during threesomes. I have never given a full blow job. I don’t know what I’ll do if my current boyfriend and I break up. I am a feminist, and I love my body, but when anyone is kissing or licking me “down there,” I get embarrassed that it smells or tastes bad, and can’t orgasm the way I like to.
10. I’m not that into kinky sex, but when I’m fucking, I love when my boyfriend pins my arms down above my head.
11. I love missionary position and doggy style. I think it’s because I can be brought almost to orgasm just by having someone kiss my neck. When my sister came home with a hickey once, my mother said that nice boys don’t bite your neck. If that’s true, I don’t ever want to date a “nice boy.”
12. I don’t like bad boys, although I fantasize sometimes about this one beautiful boy who acts like an apathetic jackass sometimes. He’s just so pretty...
13. I am in a committed relationship, but my boyfriend knows that I like girls, and is okay if I want to have sex with them, so long as I tell him. We’ve had a threesome before, and I enjoyed that a lot.
14. I’m very lazy, and a little selfish, which made me feel guilty with my last boyfriend, who wanted some reciprocation. I generally dislike jacking a guy off, and I am a little grossed out by the idea of giving a man a blow job. Still, when I tried on my current boyfriend, he told me not to, so I’m not going to complain about just getting touched and fucked.
15. I love sexy lingerie, on me, and on other women. I love getting the Victoria’s Secret catalogue in the mail.
16. I find pre-op transsexuals very appealing. I think that ftm men are very hot, and I am recently becoming more and more turned on by the idea of sleeping with a pre-op mtf woman.
17. I dislike the label bisexual. I worry that everyone thinks it’s a phase, when I’m pretty sure it isn’t. Also, it implies that my attraction is split evenly between males and females, when I prefer women, and I am attracted to transsexuals. I’m also very bad at sticking with the assertion that I’m a dyke: my friends call me the world’s worst lesbian, because no matter how hard I try to convince myself that I don’t like men or ‘act like a lesbian,’ it never quite pans out. The Internet People are talking about Queer as a term that encompasses what I feel, so that's what I'm working with right now.
18. My current boyfriend (of ten months) was very confused when this crazy lesbian (myself) kissed him at a party last year. At the same party, I proceeded to cause drama and wreak havoc when I kissed two of my female friends who were in relationships at the time, and one of their boyfriend’s roommate, all in about an hour. I think that I accidentally caused one of those relationships to break up, and have caused a weird distance between myself and my best friend’s boyfriend.
19. I love girls with smaller breasts and slim hips. I love necks, clavicles and hipbones on everyone.
20. I like to have my feet touched, although I don’t know if it’s necessarily something that should be translated into sex.
21. I am turned on by rain, in the same way that pyromaniacs are turned on by fire.
22. I really want to have sex in the shower when I get on alternative birth control.
23. I am so afraid of getting pregnant accidentally, but I am strongly considering being a surrogate to pay for graduate school. I do wonder, and sometimes daydream about what it would be like to be pregnant, and how I think I’d love it.
24. If I begin to fake an orgasm, a lot of the time it encourages my partner, and I begin to come for real.
25. I love to talk about sex with people. I think you get the most interesting reactions, and if people feel that they’re safe and secure, then you can have a really honest and revealing conversation.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
1. I am an 18-year-old heterosexual female.
2. I have been in a serious relationship for two years, and I lost my virginity to him a year and four months into our relationship. He was a virgin also.
3. My boyfriend is bisexual, and we want to have a threesome with another male.
4. I have been masturbating since I was 8 or 9. I used to hump the bedpost in my grandparents' spare bedroom. Then I used stuffed animals, and eventually I discovered that using my fingers was the ultimate way to pleasure myself.
5. My mom walked in on me masturbating once, but she never confronted me about it.
6. I had a sexual encounter with a distant cousin of mine when I was very young (4 or 5). We were alone in his room and I remember having my pants down and he asked me to touch his penis. My grandfather walked in on us, but I never remember him confronting me about it. I was bothered by it for a long time, and I finally told my mom about it a couple years later. I haven't spoken of it since, but sometimes I wonder if it's affected my sexuality today.
7. I love sex. I think about it more than a lot of men probably do.
8. As much as I love sex, I only think about having sex with my boyfriend.
9. I daydream in math class about all the places and ways to have sex with him. I also think about our past sexual experiences and how amazing they were. It makes me so horny.
10. I love giving blowjobs, and I swallow.
11. When my boyfriend and I first started exploring sex, I would give him handjobs and he'd come all over my breasts and stomach. To this day that is one of the biggest turn-ons I have.
12. I've fooled around with another guy prior to my boyfriend, but he sucked at everything. I never enjoyed it when he fingered me or went down on me. I just lay there and pretended to moan in enjoyment. Needless to say, our little sessions didn't last very long.
13. Before I started having sex, all I fantasized about was being eaten out. Now that my boyfriend does it, I've become super-conscious of the way my vagina smells and tastes, so I'm very active in keeping it healthy and clean. Lots of pineapple juice!
14. I consider myself to be a heterosexual, but when I was in middle and high school, I fantasized about other girls every now and then. At one point I felt a strange attraction to my female dance teacher, but nothing ever came of it. I know now that I am fully attracted to men and men only. But I have nothing against homosexuality or bisexuality (especially now that I'm dating a bisexual).
15. That being said, although I am attracted to men, I don't enjoy strictly gay porn (male-male). I enjoy watching lesbian porn, heterosexual porn, and threesomes (two males and a female).
16. I like having rushed, hot, steamy sex. When it feels like he just can't wait to fuck me, it gets me going like nothing else.
17. However, that's what most of the sex I have is like. So just once, I'd like to be surprised with slow, romantic sex. You know, the kind where he explores every inch of my body before putting his dick inside me and going slow and deep til the very end.
18. I realize that I've referred to my boyfriend a lot while writing this, but he's really the only sexual partner I've ever had, and I enjoy sex with him so much that I can't help but talk about it.
19. He bites me a lot during sex. Sometimes I wish he wouldn't, because he bites so hard that it distracts me and takes away from the sensation of building up to orgasm.
20. I love it when he sucks on my ears though. My ears and my neck. It's so seductive.
21. I don't have any fetishes. My boyfriend doesn't either, but he's willing to try a little bondage. Maybe being tied up with silk sashes, that sort of thing. Nothing involving chains or leather straps though. I'm still warming up to the idea.
22. I would like to try wearing a strap-on and giving my boyfriend anal.
23. I scream really, really loud during sex.
24. I orgasm every single time I have sex, minus a couple exceptions that weren't his fault.
25. I want sex right now.
2. I have been in a serious relationship for two years, and I lost my virginity to him a year and four months into our relationship. He was a virgin also.
3. My boyfriend is bisexual, and we want to have a threesome with another male.
4. I have been masturbating since I was 8 or 9. I used to hump the bedpost in my grandparents' spare bedroom. Then I used stuffed animals, and eventually I discovered that using my fingers was the ultimate way to pleasure myself.
5. My mom walked in on me masturbating once, but she never confronted me about it.
6. I had a sexual encounter with a distant cousin of mine when I was very young (4 or 5). We were alone in his room and I remember having my pants down and he asked me to touch his penis. My grandfather walked in on us, but I never remember him confronting me about it. I was bothered by it for a long time, and I finally told my mom about it a couple years later. I haven't spoken of it since, but sometimes I wonder if it's affected my sexuality today.
7. I love sex. I think about it more than a lot of men probably do.
8. As much as I love sex, I only think about having sex with my boyfriend.
9. I daydream in math class about all the places and ways to have sex with him. I also think about our past sexual experiences and how amazing they were. It makes me so horny.
10. I love giving blowjobs, and I swallow.
11. When my boyfriend and I first started exploring sex, I would give him handjobs and he'd come all over my breasts and stomach. To this day that is one of the biggest turn-ons I have.
12. I've fooled around with another guy prior to my boyfriend, but he sucked at everything. I never enjoyed it when he fingered me or went down on me. I just lay there and pretended to moan in enjoyment. Needless to say, our little sessions didn't last very long.
13. Before I started having sex, all I fantasized about was being eaten out. Now that my boyfriend does it, I've become super-conscious of the way my vagina smells and tastes, so I'm very active in keeping it healthy and clean. Lots of pineapple juice!
14. I consider myself to be a heterosexual, but when I was in middle and high school, I fantasized about other girls every now and then. At one point I felt a strange attraction to my female dance teacher, but nothing ever came of it. I know now that I am fully attracted to men and men only. But I have nothing against homosexuality or bisexuality (especially now that I'm dating a bisexual).
15. That being said, although I am attracted to men, I don't enjoy strictly gay porn (male-male). I enjoy watching lesbian porn, heterosexual porn, and threesomes (two males and a female).
16. I like having rushed, hot, steamy sex. When it feels like he just can't wait to fuck me, it gets me going like nothing else.
17. However, that's what most of the sex I have is like. So just once, I'd like to be surprised with slow, romantic sex. You know, the kind where he explores every inch of my body before putting his dick inside me and going slow and deep til the very end.
18. I realize that I've referred to my boyfriend a lot while writing this, but he's really the only sexual partner I've ever had, and I enjoy sex with him so much that I can't help but talk about it.
19. He bites me a lot during sex. Sometimes I wish he wouldn't, because he bites so hard that it distracts me and takes away from the sensation of building up to orgasm.
20. I love it when he sucks on my ears though. My ears and my neck. It's so seductive.
21. I don't have any fetishes. My boyfriend doesn't either, but he's willing to try a little bondage. Maybe being tied up with silk sashes, that sort of thing. Nothing involving chains or leather straps though. I'm still warming up to the idea.
22. I would like to try wearing a strap-on and giving my boyfriend anal.
23. I scream really, really loud during sex.
24. I orgasm every single time I have sex, minus a couple exceptions that weren't his fault.
25. I want sex right now.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
1. I'm a 22-year-old, straight female, and a virgin.
2. I don't have any interesting stories about my sexuality when I was younger...
3. ...although I remember that for Christmas one year I made my Spice Girls Barbies (Posh Spice and Baby Spice) have sex with each other. I took down their tops and rubbed their boobs against each other
4. I masturbate a lot. I started in about 8th grade. I forget how I started, though. I used to set a mirror in front of my pussy and watch myself. Now I can't stand to watch myself.
5. I've never been kissed.
6. My weight makes me incredibly insecure, which is why I'm completely inexperienced. But if it wasn't for my insecurity I probably would have much more experience under my belt.
7. Despite my inexperience, I'm probably the horniest person ever. I have a pretty perverted mind too.
8. I met my current boyfriend online. He doesn't live very far away. He's very experienced. He says one of his favorite things about me is my inexperience.
9. I'm afraid that once he sees me in person he will say "forget it" because of my weight.
10. He's gotten me to do a lot of things I thought I would never ever do because I feel so comfortable/I feel like I'm coming into my own.
11. He's also gotten me really turned on to phone sex. I could barely send him dirty texts without feeling weird/awkward. Now I practically beg him for phone sex.
12. When I masturbate I'm virtually silent. Sometimes if it's really good I'll start to breathe pretty hard. I feel weird if I'm moaning by myself/I don't have the urge to. But phone sex? I'm pretty freaking loud.
13. It gets me off so much more to hear my boyfriend coming and orgasming over the phone. I love the noises he makes and the fact that I've had something to do with his pleasure. Most of the time I get so distracted by it I lose focus and cannot come.
14. I'm very excited to do more sexual things. The thought of giving a blowjob turns me on so much. I feel like it's something I could be naturally good at.
15. I watch porn... a lot. I used to watch just girl on girl but then my tastes changed to threesomes (even though I don't think i'd be capable of having one ever). now I enjoy watching regular m/f. I think it's so sexy to watch a girl get fucked.
16. I identify as straight but I think women are absolutely gorgeous. it's one of my fantasies to do down on a woman. also to fuck a woman with a strap on.
17. I love boobs. a lot. even my own.
18. I would love nothing more than to be dominated in the bedroom. I want to be thrown around, spanked, have my hair pulled, and maybe some light choking (I find myself holding my breath a lot when I masturbate). It's quite a predicament because my boyfriend loves nothing more than a dominant woman in bed.
19. Despite #5, in high school I made out with my best friend a few times. She's three years younger than me, but she would come over and lay in my bed and we made out. One time she even sucked my tits. It felt great and I got so wet. I don't know why I don't count that as my first kiss. Thinking back on it now, it embarrasses me for some reason.
20. One time that same friend slept over and we were cuddling in bed watching TV, and I reached over and started playing with her nipples and making them hard. once I stopped (I started feeling awkward/was too scared to do anything else), she finished herself off by masturbating right next to me.
21. I love talking about sex with my friends. I think it's so interesting to see what they all like and what they're like behind closed doors.
22. I love sending my boyfriend dirty pictures and dirty texts while he's at work. I love being a tease.
23. I love love having someone talk dirty to me. It's such a turn on. I like hearing what someone wants to do to me.
24. When I was in middle school I used to go onto lesbian chatrooms. I set up a faux yahoo email account to trade nude pictures with women from the chatroom. I of course used fake pictures.
25. If you have tattoos and piercings you can pretty much assume I have a big crush on you.
2. I don't have any interesting stories about my sexuality when I was younger...
3. ...although I remember that for Christmas one year I made my Spice Girls Barbies (Posh Spice and Baby Spice) have sex with each other. I took down their tops and rubbed their boobs against each other
4. I masturbate a lot. I started in about 8th grade. I forget how I started, though. I used to set a mirror in front of my pussy and watch myself. Now I can't stand to watch myself.
5. I've never been kissed.
6. My weight makes me incredibly insecure, which is why I'm completely inexperienced. But if it wasn't for my insecurity I probably would have much more experience under my belt.
7. Despite my inexperience, I'm probably the horniest person ever. I have a pretty perverted mind too.
8. I met my current boyfriend online. He doesn't live very far away. He's very experienced. He says one of his favorite things about me is my inexperience.
9. I'm afraid that once he sees me in person he will say "forget it" because of my weight.
10. He's gotten me to do a lot of things I thought I would never ever do because I feel so comfortable/I feel like I'm coming into my own.
11. He's also gotten me really turned on to phone sex. I could barely send him dirty texts without feeling weird/awkward. Now I practically beg him for phone sex.
12. When I masturbate I'm virtually silent. Sometimes if it's really good I'll start to breathe pretty hard. I feel weird if I'm moaning by myself/I don't have the urge to. But phone sex? I'm pretty freaking loud.
13. It gets me off so much more to hear my boyfriend coming and orgasming over the phone. I love the noises he makes and the fact that I've had something to do with his pleasure. Most of the time I get so distracted by it I lose focus and cannot come.
14. I'm very excited to do more sexual things. The thought of giving a blowjob turns me on so much. I feel like it's something I could be naturally good at.
15. I watch porn... a lot. I used to watch just girl on girl but then my tastes changed to threesomes (even though I don't think i'd be capable of having one ever). now I enjoy watching regular m/f. I think it's so sexy to watch a girl get fucked.
16. I identify as straight but I think women are absolutely gorgeous. it's one of my fantasies to do down on a woman. also to fuck a woman with a strap on.
17. I love boobs. a lot. even my own.
18. I would love nothing more than to be dominated in the bedroom. I want to be thrown around, spanked, have my hair pulled, and maybe some light choking (I find myself holding my breath a lot when I masturbate). It's quite a predicament because my boyfriend loves nothing more than a dominant woman in bed.
19. Despite #5, in high school I made out with my best friend a few times. She's three years younger than me, but she would come over and lay in my bed and we made out. One time she even sucked my tits. It felt great and I got so wet. I don't know why I don't count that as my first kiss. Thinking back on it now, it embarrasses me for some reason.
20. One time that same friend slept over and we were cuddling in bed watching TV, and I reached over and started playing with her nipples and making them hard. once I stopped (I started feeling awkward/was too scared to do anything else), she finished herself off by masturbating right next to me.
21. I love talking about sex with my friends. I think it's so interesting to see what they all like and what they're like behind closed doors.
22. I love sending my boyfriend dirty pictures and dirty texts while he's at work. I love being a tease.
23. I love love having someone talk dirty to me. It's such a turn on. I like hearing what someone wants to do to me.
24. When I was in middle school I used to go onto lesbian chatrooms. I set up a faux yahoo email account to trade nude pictures with women from the chatroom. I of course used fake pictures.
25. If you have tattoos and piercings you can pretty much assume I have a big crush on you.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
1. I am a twenty-one-year-old queer woman.
2. I prefer the term ‘queer’ because it can mean so many things. I am attracted to people of all gender expressions, so technically I am pansexual, but I dislike the specificity of that term. I like to live in ambiguity and possibility.
3. Despite this, all of my sexual experiences beyond kissing have been with biological males.
4. Passing for straight makes me feel dirty. I am extremely vocal about my sexuality because I don’t like giving off a different image than the truth.
5. It took nearly two years of an emotionally and (at one time) physically abusive relationship for me to finally take charge of my sexuality.
6. I am non-monogamous. I don’t like to call myself polyamorous, because at this point I don’t feel like I’ve yet had a truly polyamorous relationship situation. However, I do not believe that I am capable of monogamy at this point in my life, and may not ever be capable of traditional monogamy.
7. For the first time in my life, I have a wonderful boyfriend and an enchanting friend with benefits. They both know about each other and are completely in the loop. I’ve been waiting years to get to this point, and it feels incredibly surreal.
8. I don’t have a physical ‘type’ at all. For example, my boyfriend is a very outdoorsy, very masculine man who hunts and enjoys camping. My friend with benefits has an androgynous face and is studying to be a librarian/archivist. Most of my crushes and partners are similarly diverse.
9. That said, I’m attracted to people who are passionate about what they do, and who don’t make decisions based solely on expectations other people have of them. I like people who get the cosmic joke, and who can laugh during sex without it killing the mood. So, I suppose I have a personality type, not a physical one.
10. I orgasm very easily from clitoral stimulation, and I almost always achieve multiple orgasms. G-spot stimulation doesn’t really do much for me, though.
11. Consequently, I love being eaten out. I’ve been lucky to find enthusiastic partners recently, and one of my favorite things is for my boyfriend to go down on me until I can hardly move and then to fuck me without letting me catch my breath.
12. Well, I love oral sex in general. Giving a blowjob makes me feel wonderful—not necessarily aroused, but playful and happy. I really dislike how performing oral sex on a man has come to be seen as a degrading act in our society, since I don’t feel degraded in the slightest when I have so much control over my partner’s pleasure.
13. I struggle with my own concept of sexual activity centering around the male orgasm. Not that the male orgasm isn’t a wonderful and important part of sex, but it is not the main focus, and making it the main focus hurts everyone involved. Still, I find myself distressed by my immediate (unvoiced) reactions to something like a partner’s lack of erection or inability to achieve orgasm.
14. I write erotica. A lot. I try to make my writing address serious topics like slut shaming, gender identity, and queer issues at the same time as it arouses my readers.
15. Much of this erotica is slash fan-fiction, though the circles I write in tend to focus much more on the issues slash allows us to explore than on the pretty boys. In fact, we’re much less likely to focus on the traditionally pretty boys than on the interesting ones.
16. I prefer gay male porn to mainstream straight or lesbian porn. The men are often more attractive, and I can focus on being aroused rather than incensed at the way women are viewed and treated.
17. That said, alternative or queer porn that really explores female sexuality and doesn’t stay confined to the stereotypes is my absolute favorite.
18. I am getting into the kink community—I have experimented as a sub, and while I prefer that role with those more experienced than myself, I very much like being dominant or topping from the bottom with my more mainstream partners.
19. I really want to be tied to a bench and spanked until I cry. Preferably, this will happen in front of observers. I really, really enjoy performative displays of private emotion.
20. The first time I attended a sex party, I had sex with a man I had met only briefly once before. We fucked all over the hallway before finally making it to an open bed, and people who were watching described it as ‘porn for women’ sex, because of our enthusiasm and obvious pleasure.
21. At the joint bachelor/bachelorette party of two dear friends of mine, I ended up in the bathroom with the magician (a friend of the maid of honor), being spanked and teased throughout the night. This may be the most erotic experience of my life, especially the fact that in between the moments we stole away, I was watching him perform card tricks with the same dexterous hands that had been on my ass moments before.
22. I am an actor, and one of my greatest fantasies is to have sex with a scene partner while in character. The idea of seeing how far we could bury ourselves in fictional constructs is intoxicating.
23. There is a video of me having sex somewhere out in this world. I don’t know if my partner ever put it on the internet, and I really don’t think I care very much. It was pretty good sex, and I feel like I put on a damn good show. However, I don’t think it’ll ever turn up because the guy is extremely vain, and he commented afterward that he felt like he “ruined” the cumshot. Still, it wouldn’t bother me if it did.
24. I get very irritated by people who act like anyone who is not queer/nonmonogamous/a lover of anal sex/any other “taboo” subject are simply not enlightened enough. I’ve tried anal play, and I really just don’t like it. As far as I’m concerned, it doesn’t matter what you do as long as it’s an informed decision.
25. If I’d written this list a year ago, it would have been worlds different. I am beyond grateful to the people in my life this past year who gave me the courage to become the person I am meant to be.
2. I prefer the term ‘queer’ because it can mean so many things. I am attracted to people of all gender expressions, so technically I am pansexual, but I dislike the specificity of that term. I like to live in ambiguity and possibility.
3. Despite this, all of my sexual experiences beyond kissing have been with biological males.
4. Passing for straight makes me feel dirty. I am extremely vocal about my sexuality because I don’t like giving off a different image than the truth.
5. It took nearly two years of an emotionally and (at one time) physically abusive relationship for me to finally take charge of my sexuality.
6. I am non-monogamous. I don’t like to call myself polyamorous, because at this point I don’t feel like I’ve yet had a truly polyamorous relationship situation. However, I do not believe that I am capable of monogamy at this point in my life, and may not ever be capable of traditional monogamy.
7. For the first time in my life, I have a wonderful boyfriend and an enchanting friend with benefits. They both know about each other and are completely in the loop. I’ve been waiting years to get to this point, and it feels incredibly surreal.
8. I don’t have a physical ‘type’ at all. For example, my boyfriend is a very outdoorsy, very masculine man who hunts and enjoys camping. My friend with benefits has an androgynous face and is studying to be a librarian/archivist. Most of my crushes and partners are similarly diverse.
9. That said, I’m attracted to people who are passionate about what they do, and who don’t make decisions based solely on expectations other people have of them. I like people who get the cosmic joke, and who can laugh during sex without it killing the mood. So, I suppose I have a personality type, not a physical one.
10. I orgasm very easily from clitoral stimulation, and I almost always achieve multiple orgasms. G-spot stimulation doesn’t really do much for me, though.
11. Consequently, I love being eaten out. I’ve been lucky to find enthusiastic partners recently, and one of my favorite things is for my boyfriend to go down on me until I can hardly move and then to fuck me without letting me catch my breath.
12. Well, I love oral sex in general. Giving a blowjob makes me feel wonderful—not necessarily aroused, but playful and happy. I really dislike how performing oral sex on a man has come to be seen as a degrading act in our society, since I don’t feel degraded in the slightest when I have so much control over my partner’s pleasure.
13. I struggle with my own concept of sexual activity centering around the male orgasm. Not that the male orgasm isn’t a wonderful and important part of sex, but it is not the main focus, and making it the main focus hurts everyone involved. Still, I find myself distressed by my immediate (unvoiced) reactions to something like a partner’s lack of erection or inability to achieve orgasm.
14. I write erotica. A lot. I try to make my writing address serious topics like slut shaming, gender identity, and queer issues at the same time as it arouses my readers.
15. Much of this erotica is slash fan-fiction, though the circles I write in tend to focus much more on the issues slash allows us to explore than on the pretty boys. In fact, we’re much less likely to focus on the traditionally pretty boys than on the interesting ones.
16. I prefer gay male porn to mainstream straight or lesbian porn. The men are often more attractive, and I can focus on being aroused rather than incensed at the way women are viewed and treated.
17. That said, alternative or queer porn that really explores female sexuality and doesn’t stay confined to the stereotypes is my absolute favorite.
18. I am getting into the kink community—I have experimented as a sub, and while I prefer that role with those more experienced than myself, I very much like being dominant or topping from the bottom with my more mainstream partners.
19. I really want to be tied to a bench and spanked until I cry. Preferably, this will happen in front of observers. I really, really enjoy performative displays of private emotion.
20. The first time I attended a sex party, I had sex with a man I had met only briefly once before. We fucked all over the hallway before finally making it to an open bed, and people who were watching described it as ‘porn for women’ sex, because of our enthusiasm and obvious pleasure.
21. At the joint bachelor/bachelorette party of two dear friends of mine, I ended up in the bathroom with the magician (a friend of the maid of honor), being spanked and teased throughout the night. This may be the most erotic experience of my life, especially the fact that in between the moments we stole away, I was watching him perform card tricks with the same dexterous hands that had been on my ass moments before.
22. I am an actor, and one of my greatest fantasies is to have sex with a scene partner while in character. The idea of seeing how far we could bury ourselves in fictional constructs is intoxicating.
23. There is a video of me having sex somewhere out in this world. I don’t know if my partner ever put it on the internet, and I really don’t think I care very much. It was pretty good sex, and I feel like I put on a damn good show. However, I don’t think it’ll ever turn up because the guy is extremely vain, and he commented afterward that he felt like he “ruined” the cumshot. Still, it wouldn’t bother me if it did.
24. I get very irritated by people who act like anyone who is not queer/nonmonogamous/a lover of anal sex/any other “taboo” subject are simply not enlightened enough. I’ve tried anal play, and I really just don’t like it. As far as I’m concerned, it doesn’t matter what you do as long as it’s an informed decision.
25. If I’d written this list a year ago, it would have been worlds different. I am beyond grateful to the people in my life this past year who gave me the courage to become the person I am meant to be.
Monday, October 4, 2010
1. I'm a 20-year-old female escort, and I'm madly in love with my boyfriend who doesn't know where I get so much money.
2. I have a very long tongue and love using it on men and women. I've never failed to make a man come using my mouth.
3. I am very submissive and have rape fantasies, but have never had the opportunity to explore them.
4. I lost my virginity to my best friend's abusive boyfriend who raped me when I was 13. Because of that, I've never been able to enjoy "vanilla" sex.
5. When I get myself off I only think of women.
6. My first real boyfriend was gay. His mum blames me for this, and for the drugs he takes, the amount of alcohol he drinks and his penchant for promiscuity, even though we'd been broken up for over a year when his habits started. I don't feel the slightest bit of guilt.
7. As teenagers, all my female friends would make out with each other to impress boys. This disgusted me and I wouldn't join in. But when I started dating a girl, two of my "bisexual" friends refused to speak to me again because it was "sick."
8. I love my job, though the paradox annoys me. Every guy wants me to go bareback, but only with him; they all love my skills, but they all want to be my first; they want to get their money's worth, but don't want to be late to get back to their wives.
9. I've been performing on cam since I was 16, mainly to guys I met playing WoW.
10. I met a guy online who would watch me masturbate but always kept his cam above the waist while he jacked off, so I could see his cum shoot up but not his dick. I get wet just thinking about him and wish we hadn't lost touch.
11. I started wearing a bra when I was 12, cup size C. Now I'm in a size F. I have the figure to match, and have never been rejected because of my size.
12. I get extremely wet very easily, can come in a matter of minutes and keep coming for hours.
13. My body was designed for me to orgasm. I have huge sensitive nipples and a larger then average clit, and no one has ever NOT been able to find my g-spot.
14. In high school a gang of girls tried to bully me about my size. The single most gratifying experience I've had since I became an escort was the leader of the gang's long term boyfriend paying me to be allowed to worship my body. He stroked, kissed and massaged my breasts, my stomach and my thighs, all the while telling me how much better I was than his Barbie-like girlfriend. We ended the session with him going down on me, and I licked his mouth and chin clean.
15. I love dicks. I love the variety of sizes and shapes and colours and textures and smells and tastes. Sadly pussies don't seem that different to me, but women's bodies more than make up for it. I have no clear idea on what "my type" would be for a guy, I just know what I don't like. With women I fantasize about a lady slightly smaller than me, but still curvy, with short curly hair, large breasts and a slightly too wide mouth with pouty lips that just beg to be kissed.
16. My first memory of masturbating was in a hotel room with my mum on the other twin bed, just inches away. I think I was about 11 and was trying so hard to stay quiet.
17. My boyfriend is the greatest. I love him more completely then I thought possible and he makes me happier than I thought I could ever be.
18. He sometimes finds it hard to orgasm. He feels like he is doing something wrong and overthinks things.
19. Luckily, I am very vocal, and now he always knows that I'm enjoying myself. When I tell him I want to feel his cum inside me, his face lights up and he happily obliges.
20. Our relationship seems to be the opposite of all the sitcoms. I tend to be the one to chase him around and groping him while he shouts "down girl!"
21. My arousal turns him on, but when he initiates he can be ferocious, just the way I like it.
22. Recently I have started grabbing him by the hips from behind and humping him, accompanied by a soundtrack of high pitched panting and grunting. I think I may have penis envy.
23. My boyfriend knows every inch of my body and can bring me off with just his thumb, as he demonstrated on Saturday again and again and again.
24. I find it strange that a man will pay £100 just for me to lie back and let him go down on me, but I'm not going to complain.
25. My favourite position is doggy style. I love looking back and seeing my boyfriend kneeling over me, so strong and powerful, his long hair whipping around as he thrusts.
2. I have a very long tongue and love using it on men and women. I've never failed to make a man come using my mouth.
3. I am very submissive and have rape fantasies, but have never had the opportunity to explore them.
4. I lost my virginity to my best friend's abusive boyfriend who raped me when I was 13. Because of that, I've never been able to enjoy "vanilla" sex.
5. When I get myself off I only think of women.
6. My first real boyfriend was gay. His mum blames me for this, and for the drugs he takes, the amount of alcohol he drinks and his penchant for promiscuity, even though we'd been broken up for over a year when his habits started. I don't feel the slightest bit of guilt.
7. As teenagers, all my female friends would make out with each other to impress boys. This disgusted me and I wouldn't join in. But when I started dating a girl, two of my "bisexual" friends refused to speak to me again because it was "sick."
8. I love my job, though the paradox annoys me. Every guy wants me to go bareback, but only with him; they all love my skills, but they all want to be my first; they want to get their money's worth, but don't want to be late to get back to their wives.
9. I've been performing on cam since I was 16, mainly to guys I met playing WoW.
10. I met a guy online who would watch me masturbate but always kept his cam above the waist while he jacked off, so I could see his cum shoot up but not his dick. I get wet just thinking about him and wish we hadn't lost touch.
11. I started wearing a bra when I was 12, cup size C. Now I'm in a size F. I have the figure to match, and have never been rejected because of my size.
12. I get extremely wet very easily, can come in a matter of minutes and keep coming for hours.
13. My body was designed for me to orgasm. I have huge sensitive nipples and a larger then average clit, and no one has ever NOT been able to find my g-spot.
14. In high school a gang of girls tried to bully me about my size. The single most gratifying experience I've had since I became an escort was the leader of the gang's long term boyfriend paying me to be allowed to worship my body. He stroked, kissed and massaged my breasts, my stomach and my thighs, all the while telling me how much better I was than his Barbie-like girlfriend. We ended the session with him going down on me, and I licked his mouth and chin clean.
15. I love dicks. I love the variety of sizes and shapes and colours and textures and smells and tastes. Sadly pussies don't seem that different to me, but women's bodies more than make up for it. I have no clear idea on what "my type" would be for a guy, I just know what I don't like. With women I fantasize about a lady slightly smaller than me, but still curvy, with short curly hair, large breasts and a slightly too wide mouth with pouty lips that just beg to be kissed.
16. My first memory of masturbating was in a hotel room with my mum on the other twin bed, just inches away. I think I was about 11 and was trying so hard to stay quiet.
17. My boyfriend is the greatest. I love him more completely then I thought possible and he makes me happier than I thought I could ever be.
18. He sometimes finds it hard to orgasm. He feels like he is doing something wrong and overthinks things.
19. Luckily, I am very vocal, and now he always knows that I'm enjoying myself. When I tell him I want to feel his cum inside me, his face lights up and he happily obliges.
20. Our relationship seems to be the opposite of all the sitcoms. I tend to be the one to chase him around and groping him while he shouts "down girl!"
21. My arousal turns him on, but when he initiates he can be ferocious, just the way I like it.
22. Recently I have started grabbing him by the hips from behind and humping him, accompanied by a soundtrack of high pitched panting and grunting. I think I may have penis envy.
23. My boyfriend knows every inch of my body and can bring me off with just his thumb, as he demonstrated on Saturday again and again and again.
24. I find it strange that a man will pay £100 just for me to lie back and let him go down on me, but I'm not going to complain.
25. My favourite position is doggy style. I love looking back and seeing my boyfriend kneeling over me, so strong and powerful, his long hair whipping around as he thrusts.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
1. I'm a 20 year old virgin who has always known she was attracted to men, but recently has been thinking a lot about women.
2. If I had to identify as something, I would say that I'm bisexual. But normally I don't like labels because they're sticky, and there's so much unnecessary stigma surrounding bisexuality. I'm in the process of coining a new term. Sexual. I am sexual.
3. I like androgyny. I like to see men with long hair, to see women with short hair; to see men wearing skintight clothes and things like nail polish, and to see women wearing baggy clothes and sexy high-top sneakers.
4. I like petite women with small tits and toned, muscular bodies. I love a woman with defined abs. I also love a muscular man, and my favorite parts of a man are his back, his neck, and his THIGHS.
5. I have a definite type, for both men and women. I can be attracted to anyone of any size or color if I like their personality, but I'll always notice someone with dark hair and dark black eyes before I notice anyone else. My biggest star crushes on looks alone are James Franco and Gemma Arterton when she plays the princess in Prince of Persia.
6. My first kiss was with a girl from my class. I was only in second or third grade. She came over to my house for a sleepover, along with another classmate. I can't remember exactly how it started, all I know is that she kissed me first, and that at the time I really had no idea what kissing was or what it meant. I didn't realize it was something bad until the other girl sleeping over murmured "I can hear you," in this small, scared sounding voice. Thinking back on it, I'm not grossed out at all. What scares me is thinking about how my classmate knew about kissing, when I didn't know. I can't help but wonder if she was sexually abused, and the very thought makes me so sad and depressed that I wish it had never happened, or that I could completely forget about it.
7. My second sexual experience was with my cousin. We were in her room, and again, I was too young to remember how it got started. All I remember is that we hid under her covers, with our pajama bottoms down, and kissed each other's asses, of all things. Nothing else happened. We didn't kiss on the mouth (that I can remember) and we didn't touch each other's vaginas. A few years later she asked me if I remembered, in the kitchen, in front of our dads. Our dads weren't paying attention but I was mortified, and so I lied and said no, that I didn't remember. To this day I still feel ashamed.
8. I never realized that I used to masturbate as a child until this year. Back then I didn't know what masturbation was, so I didn't know that it was what I was doing. But, after the kiss with my classmate, and before the incident with my cousin, I discovered that it felt good to rub myself against things. My favorite thing to rub against was this huge, stuffed white tiger (it was as big as me). Its mouth (ironically?) felt the best, and so I would turn it over on its back, position it between my legs as I laid in bed on my stomach, and grind against it in the light of my orange nightlight. And, yeah, its snout would smell like me afterward, and I felt dirty and aroused at the same time for wanting to inhale.
9. I don't masturbate now. I haven't really found the need to, and maybe that's because I just don't know what I'm missing. I've felt myself in the tub when I'm taking showers or baths, and my entrance feels so sensitive that I shy away from fully inserting my fingers. And now that I'm actually thinking about it, I'd like to explore myself more to see if it really CAN feel good, instead of overly sensitive.
10. I had a boyfriend once, when I was in the fifth or sixth grade. He was goofy looking in an endearing way, but we were both kids and "going out" for us was nothing more than SAYING that we were "going out." I told my parents about it the week it happened, and they told me that I wasn't allowed to do that. I "broke up" with him as nicely as I could, and school life went back to normal.
11. I haven't had a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, since then. I've never been on a date, and I've never even been asked out. Sometimes it makes me feel insecure, and of course I have to wonder if there's something "wrong" with me. At the same time I'm surprisingly self-confident, to what I like to think is a humble degree. I think I have a very pretty face, if not the greatest body. I think I have an engaging personality that a lot of people would enjoy if they got to know me. I'm only 20, so I know that I still have plenty of time to find someone who appreciates me, who loves me, and who wants to fuck me like crazy.
12. I discovered m/m fanfiction about four or five years ago, and when I did my entire world changed. Before then I didn't think much about sex (consciously), but once I started reading and writing my own gay fanfiction, thinking about sex became a huge part of my life. I'm not ashamed of it at all. I think it's healthy, and I love learning and exploring new things about sex every single day. As a virgin, I feel that it's important to educate myself as much as possible so I'm prepared for whatever is thrown my way in the future.
13. I used to only read m/m smut, and for the first couple of years after discovering m/m smut, I was completely turned off by heterosexual relationships. Now, I'm rediscovering an interest in heterosexual relationships, and am newly discovering an interest in f/f relationships.
14. If slapping someone around is considered a kink, then I have a kink. Through writing and reading fanfiction, I've realized a lot of things about myself that I never realized before. Just recently I realized that I like writing couples who smack each other, and roughhouse in other ways. And once I realized that, I recalled a memory from when I was younger, and in middle school. One of the first sexual thrills I experienced with a boy is when I slapped him across the face at a school dance. My excitement surged when he grinned at me afterward.
15. I haven't experienced it yet, obviously, but I have a strong feeling that I'll love doggy style. I realized this while co-writing with another writer. We used to write about various original characters involved in romantic relationships, starting off with gay couples and slowly branching into heterosexual couples. One day, a female character of mine got to talking to one of my co-writer's male characters, and the next thing we know the two of them are going at it doggy style. They couldn't stop fucking each other that way for at least two hours (through IMs on MSN). Writing about made-up people fucking each other might sound bizarre to some people, but in all actuality, it feels very natural. It feels GOOD. It's a way to explore and release your own sexual desires. And since then, a girl being fucked roughly from behind, with her ass arched high and her guy shoving himself balls-deep inside her, is one of the fantasies I think about the most.
16. I also discovered, through co-writing, that a monogamous relationship doesn't exactly mean that you can't fuck other people. I grew up believing that fucking someone other than your partner is cheating on them, and the ultimate betrayal. I grew up thinking that if you loved someone, you would never think about anyone else, and if you did, that meant that you didn't "truly" love them. But, writing for the minds of the characters I created, I learned that it's entirely possible to love someone with your whole heart even as you fantasize about someone else. I understand what it's like to want to fuck someone for pure, physical pleasure, but to want to wake up next to that other person, whom you love, for the rest of your days. I understand what it's like to give your body to someone because it feels good, but to have your soul, your heart, and your mind belong to someone else.
17. But if you want to fuck someone when you're in a committed relationship with someone else, communication is the key. I believe that if you decide to fuck someone else without telling your partner, that it IS a betrayal of their trust, and your love. To truly love someone is to respect their feelings. That means talking to them before you sleep with someone else. Let them know that you want to sleep with someone else, let them know who that person is, and let them know anything else they want to know for it to be okay. Make sure that they're comfortable with the situation before you do it, and make sure that they know that you love THEM, and only them.
18. I have an insane attraction for drag queens, or men in makeup. I specifically love men wearing lipstick. I would love to kiss a man while he's wearing lipstick. I would love to look at him in a corset, and to have him fuck me in a corset, with his brightly polished fingernails digging into my hips.
19. I used to be embarrassed by the word "fuck," and I used to be offended by the word "cunt." Now I use fuck like I use toilet paper when I take a shit, and I think that cunt, coming from the right mouth, can be incredibly sexy.
20. I am a feminist, who believes in women having anything a man can have, wanting anything a man may want, and doing anything a man can do. I believe in men and women being equal to each other, and I can't stand it when people think that men are the superior sex. That said, I fully support D/s relationships. As long as it's consensual, and as long as the submissive partner (whether they be female OR male) genuinely enjoys being dominated, I am entirely down with D/s relationships (and all things power-play). Because, of course, domination and submission is something entirely different from things like misogyny and a man's superiority complex. Anyone who knows anything about the BDSM world knows that it's built on respect for your partner, and mutual consent.
21. I fantasize about pegging. It has nothing to do with feminism, and nothing to do with wanting to turn the tables on men. It has nothing to do with "getting them back." I love the idea of pegging because I find it incredibly sexy when a man is comfortable enough in his own skin, and so trusting of his female partner, that he'd be willing to put himself in such a vulnerable position. I think it's sexy because to me, it's an incredible display of trust and love.
22. Whenever I see an attractive girl, I immediately think about her nipples in my mouth. I fantasize about nursing her nipples until they're sore, and then working my way down until I'm between her legs. I'd rather eat a girl out than give a man a blow job.
23. The above said, a man's cum is more attractive to me than a girl's fluid when she "squirts."
24. I'm in the process of "coming out" to my mom. She thinks that bisexual girls "claim" to be bisexual for attention. She thinks that they're just faking their "bisexuality" because it's the It Thing to do right now. She thinks that girls kiss each other for the sole purpose of entertaining a male audience. I asked her a year ago what she would think if I told her I was bi, and she told me that she wouldn't believe me. Because of that, I'm terrified to my very core to let her know that I've fantasized about going down on women. Sometimes I'd rather be a straight up lesbian, because at least then my mom wouldn't excuse me of lying about my sexuality just to get attention.
25. I'm worried about having penetrative sex for the first time because I'm very sensitive down there, and even though it doesn't hurt to put tampons in, it's excruciatingly painful when I pull a super out. Because of that, I refuse to use super tampons. It was also excruciatingly painful when I went to the gyno for an exam. I have no way of knowing if that's just natural, because my mom told me that the gyno is painful for her too. I don't have to worry about lubricating because I realized how wet I get after reading some steamy fanfiction. I'm hoping that the pain comes from lack of proper lubrication, and that when I do try penetrative sex, it'll be enjoyable instead of excruciating (the initial penetration notwithstanding).
2. If I had to identify as something, I would say that I'm bisexual. But normally I don't like labels because they're sticky, and there's so much unnecessary stigma surrounding bisexuality. I'm in the process of coining a new term. Sexual. I am sexual.
3. I like androgyny. I like to see men with long hair, to see women with short hair; to see men wearing skintight clothes and things like nail polish, and to see women wearing baggy clothes and sexy high-top sneakers.
4. I like petite women with small tits and toned, muscular bodies. I love a woman with defined abs. I also love a muscular man, and my favorite parts of a man are his back, his neck, and his THIGHS.
5. I have a definite type, for both men and women. I can be attracted to anyone of any size or color if I like their personality, but I'll always notice someone with dark hair and dark black eyes before I notice anyone else. My biggest star crushes on looks alone are James Franco and Gemma Arterton when she plays the princess in Prince of Persia.
6. My first kiss was with a girl from my class. I was only in second or third grade. She came over to my house for a sleepover, along with another classmate. I can't remember exactly how it started, all I know is that she kissed me first, and that at the time I really had no idea what kissing was or what it meant. I didn't realize it was something bad until the other girl sleeping over murmured "I can hear you," in this small, scared sounding voice. Thinking back on it, I'm not grossed out at all. What scares me is thinking about how my classmate knew about kissing, when I didn't know. I can't help but wonder if she was sexually abused, and the very thought makes me so sad and depressed that I wish it had never happened, or that I could completely forget about it.
7. My second sexual experience was with my cousin. We were in her room, and again, I was too young to remember how it got started. All I remember is that we hid under her covers, with our pajama bottoms down, and kissed each other's asses, of all things. Nothing else happened. We didn't kiss on the mouth (that I can remember) and we didn't touch each other's vaginas. A few years later she asked me if I remembered, in the kitchen, in front of our dads. Our dads weren't paying attention but I was mortified, and so I lied and said no, that I didn't remember. To this day I still feel ashamed.
8. I never realized that I used to masturbate as a child until this year. Back then I didn't know what masturbation was, so I didn't know that it was what I was doing. But, after the kiss with my classmate, and before the incident with my cousin, I discovered that it felt good to rub myself against things. My favorite thing to rub against was this huge, stuffed white tiger (it was as big as me). Its mouth (ironically?) felt the best, and so I would turn it over on its back, position it between my legs as I laid in bed on my stomach, and grind against it in the light of my orange nightlight. And, yeah, its snout would smell like me afterward, and I felt dirty and aroused at the same time for wanting to inhale.
9. I don't masturbate now. I haven't really found the need to, and maybe that's because I just don't know what I'm missing. I've felt myself in the tub when I'm taking showers or baths, and my entrance feels so sensitive that I shy away from fully inserting my fingers. And now that I'm actually thinking about it, I'd like to explore myself more to see if it really CAN feel good, instead of overly sensitive.
10. I had a boyfriend once, when I was in the fifth or sixth grade. He was goofy looking in an endearing way, but we were both kids and "going out" for us was nothing more than SAYING that we were "going out." I told my parents about it the week it happened, and they told me that I wasn't allowed to do that. I "broke up" with him as nicely as I could, and school life went back to normal.
11. I haven't had a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, since then. I've never been on a date, and I've never even been asked out. Sometimes it makes me feel insecure, and of course I have to wonder if there's something "wrong" with me. At the same time I'm surprisingly self-confident, to what I like to think is a humble degree. I think I have a very pretty face, if not the greatest body. I think I have an engaging personality that a lot of people would enjoy if they got to know me. I'm only 20, so I know that I still have plenty of time to find someone who appreciates me, who loves me, and who wants to fuck me like crazy.
12. I discovered m/m fanfiction about four or five years ago, and when I did my entire world changed. Before then I didn't think much about sex (consciously), but once I started reading and writing my own gay fanfiction, thinking about sex became a huge part of my life. I'm not ashamed of it at all. I think it's healthy, and I love learning and exploring new things about sex every single day. As a virgin, I feel that it's important to educate myself as much as possible so I'm prepared for whatever is thrown my way in the future.
13. I used to only read m/m smut, and for the first couple of years after discovering m/m smut, I was completely turned off by heterosexual relationships. Now, I'm rediscovering an interest in heterosexual relationships, and am newly discovering an interest in f/f relationships.
14. If slapping someone around is considered a kink, then I have a kink. Through writing and reading fanfiction, I've realized a lot of things about myself that I never realized before. Just recently I realized that I like writing couples who smack each other, and roughhouse in other ways. And once I realized that, I recalled a memory from when I was younger, and in middle school. One of the first sexual thrills I experienced with a boy is when I slapped him across the face at a school dance. My excitement surged when he grinned at me afterward.
15. I haven't experienced it yet, obviously, but I have a strong feeling that I'll love doggy style. I realized this while co-writing with another writer. We used to write about various original characters involved in romantic relationships, starting off with gay couples and slowly branching into heterosexual couples. One day, a female character of mine got to talking to one of my co-writer's male characters, and the next thing we know the two of them are going at it doggy style. They couldn't stop fucking each other that way for at least two hours (through IMs on MSN). Writing about made-up people fucking each other might sound bizarre to some people, but in all actuality, it feels very natural. It feels GOOD. It's a way to explore and release your own sexual desires. And since then, a girl being fucked roughly from behind, with her ass arched high and her guy shoving himself balls-deep inside her, is one of the fantasies I think about the most.
16. I also discovered, through co-writing, that a monogamous relationship doesn't exactly mean that you can't fuck other people. I grew up believing that fucking someone other than your partner is cheating on them, and the ultimate betrayal. I grew up thinking that if you loved someone, you would never think about anyone else, and if you did, that meant that you didn't "truly" love them. But, writing for the minds of the characters I created, I learned that it's entirely possible to love someone with your whole heart even as you fantasize about someone else. I understand what it's like to want to fuck someone for pure, physical pleasure, but to want to wake up next to that other person, whom you love, for the rest of your days. I understand what it's like to give your body to someone because it feels good, but to have your soul, your heart, and your mind belong to someone else.
17. But if you want to fuck someone when you're in a committed relationship with someone else, communication is the key. I believe that if you decide to fuck someone else without telling your partner, that it IS a betrayal of their trust, and your love. To truly love someone is to respect their feelings. That means talking to them before you sleep with someone else. Let them know that you want to sleep with someone else, let them know who that person is, and let them know anything else they want to know for it to be okay. Make sure that they're comfortable with the situation before you do it, and make sure that they know that you love THEM, and only them.
18. I have an insane attraction for drag queens, or men in makeup. I specifically love men wearing lipstick. I would love to kiss a man while he's wearing lipstick. I would love to look at him in a corset, and to have him fuck me in a corset, with his brightly polished fingernails digging into my hips.
19. I used to be embarrassed by the word "fuck," and I used to be offended by the word "cunt." Now I use fuck like I use toilet paper when I take a shit, and I think that cunt, coming from the right mouth, can be incredibly sexy.
20. I am a feminist, who believes in women having anything a man can have, wanting anything a man may want, and doing anything a man can do. I believe in men and women being equal to each other, and I can't stand it when people think that men are the superior sex. That said, I fully support D/s relationships. As long as it's consensual, and as long as the submissive partner (whether they be female OR male) genuinely enjoys being dominated, I am entirely down with D/s relationships (and all things power-play). Because, of course, domination and submission is something entirely different from things like misogyny and a man's superiority complex. Anyone who knows anything about the BDSM world knows that it's built on respect for your partner, and mutual consent.
21. I fantasize about pegging. It has nothing to do with feminism, and nothing to do with wanting to turn the tables on men. It has nothing to do with "getting them back." I love the idea of pegging because I find it incredibly sexy when a man is comfortable enough in his own skin, and so trusting of his female partner, that he'd be willing to put himself in such a vulnerable position. I think it's sexy because to me, it's an incredible display of trust and love.
22. Whenever I see an attractive girl, I immediately think about her nipples in my mouth. I fantasize about nursing her nipples until they're sore, and then working my way down until I'm between her legs. I'd rather eat a girl out than give a man a blow job.
23. The above said, a man's cum is more attractive to me than a girl's fluid when she "squirts."
24. I'm in the process of "coming out" to my mom. She thinks that bisexual girls "claim" to be bisexual for attention. She thinks that they're just faking their "bisexuality" because it's the It Thing to do right now. She thinks that girls kiss each other for the sole purpose of entertaining a male audience. I asked her a year ago what she would think if I told her I was bi, and she told me that she wouldn't believe me. Because of that, I'm terrified to my very core to let her know that I've fantasized about going down on women. Sometimes I'd rather be a straight up lesbian, because at least then my mom wouldn't excuse me of lying about my sexuality just to get attention.
25. I'm worried about having penetrative sex for the first time because I'm very sensitive down there, and even though it doesn't hurt to put tampons in, it's excruciatingly painful when I pull a super out. Because of that, I refuse to use super tampons. It was also excruciatingly painful when I went to the gyno for an exam. I have no way of knowing if that's just natural, because my mom told me that the gyno is painful for her too. I don't have to worry about lubricating because I realized how wet I get after reading some steamy fanfiction. I'm hoping that the pain comes from lack of proper lubrication, and that when I do try penetrative sex, it'll be enjoyable instead of excruciating (the initial penetration notwithstanding).
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