Wednesday, July 1, 2009

1-I've been masturbating since I was about 3, but never got a lecture from my parents on it. I guess I somehow did it without them knowing.

2-I've had 13 sex partners so far, and I want to put more under my belt in the future.

3-All of them have been men, but there are a few woman that I want to experiment/casually fool around with. I kissed a girl once, but it was sloppy and she wasn't that attractive.

4-My first kiss almost turned into my first lay on the same night. We would have hooked up in the back of his car. We both got naked and it was the first time I gave head too. We were about to go at it but he prematurely ejaculated. So I had to deal with the burden of virginity for another 4-5 months.

5-I lost my virginity at 19 to someone that just felt like a friend. During that "relationship" I was in a long distance relationship with someone that I thought I loved. It took me 4 months to get the guy I was physically dating to put out. He was a virgin too.

6-My second lay was a black Jehovah's witness that may have been secretly gay. He complained to one of our friends that all I wanted to do was just make out and have sex.

7-The third lay was one of the greatest I had. He was small, but it felt amazing. We did it while I was apartment/dog sitting over the holiday for 3 days, then he said that he didn't want to pursue a relationship since he "had issues." He was actually an ex of a classmate she met on MySpace.

8-The fourth was married and we went at it for a little over a month. That was a bad time for me and I used him as an escape mostly. My parents found out and weren't happy (they're Catholic). He was also the first person I had car sex with.

9-I've actually never had sex in any of my own cars, but in my parents' van, a rental car, and a coworker's truck
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10-During the time I was banging the married guy, I kept a friends with benefits thing with my first ex on the side as well. Actually that ex was usually a booty call. He was (still is most likely) an idiot, but it was convenient cock. I actually kept banging him until I left for Colorado.

11-After moving back to Colorado I went on an 8 week dry run since I was trying to "stay faithful" to the long distance guy. I hooked up with a guy that had a pierced cock. His family was on a camping trip and we banged in parents' bed. I screamed like an elk and he thought someone was going to call the police.

12-I can get very, VERY loud.

13-The next guy was a coworker, I had a pity quickie with him in his truck behind work after our shift ended. He came rather quickly because I've been told numerous times I'm rather snug. I thought he was good looking and tried him on for size, but it was dissappointing.

14-I got another part time job and met suitor number 7. He was pretty good in bed, but I didn't trust him, so we kept it to a fuck-buddy thing. I was still emotionally tied to my long distance guy. He became friends with benefits with another woman that was going through a divorce. They became a thing and he didn't tell me. Needless to say I was pissed, and I dropped him out of my life.

15- He was also the guy that took my anal virginity. I didn't like anal with him, and one time he accidentally put it in my ass and I had to try my best not to scream out in pain. At least he didn't keep going once I yelped and curled up in the fetal position and cried/whimpered like a helpless animal.

16-I tried hooking up with a stoner. We hung out for the day and he was in me for about 8 seconds then stopped since his drunk grandfather was in the next room trying to sleep. I introduced him to a former friend of mine and they became a thing.

17-The next guy was hideous, skinny like a Holocaust victim, and it felt like a skeleton was banging me. He had some issues and we did it only a few times. I stopped talking to him because he pissed me off too much.

18-The next guy was a fundy Christian. Complete prick. I had a one time thing with him because I wanted to prove him a hypocrite on the whole "premarital sex is wrong" thing. So I did, he was also short. 5'3". I"m 5'8". It was like getting banged by a bulldog or some other buff animal. He works out and is kind of top heavy in the muscles.

19-I hooked up with 2 guys in one day. I was on my period (no, that doesn't stop me). The first guy I got to cum 3 times. One with riding, blow job, and the other by doggy style. He was the guy with his penis pierced, but he had to take it out because he was going into the navy. The piercing made a big difference with him.

20-The second guy that day said that he never had sex with a woman that was on her period before and wanted to try it. He didn't tell me that blood made him feel sick. So we had sex, I went home, he didn't talk to me after. Oh well.

21-One guy that I messed around with had just bought a new Subaru STI and had a $400 jacket on. He also hadn't gotten laid in a while. We drove off to a semi-secluded place and started making out in his car. I got my pants off and he started fingering me/feeling me up, so I took his cock out and started blowing him and rubbing him down. It didn't take long to get him off, and when I did, it was like a volcanic eruption. He got his eye, his jacket, and the ceiling of the car. And my jacket somewhat too. Needless to say, he didn't talk to me again after that. Pity, he was a good kisser too.

22- Finally, the long distance guy. We had been talking via internet for almost 4 years, and phone for the last 5 months or so. I met him in a Yahoo chatroom when I was 17. I had very low self esteem at the time I met him and I thought I "fell in love with him." When I finally got to meeting him, my best friend and I saw him at the airport and he suggested that we should have left him there (that would have been such sound advice). The "lover" and I had made plans that he was going to pick me up in Colorado and we were going to live together in Texas. "Happily ever after." We moved down there and I lived with him for a month. I was stressed about finances since I had used my credit card to pay his way with hotels and such when he was visiting. That was when the using started. Eventually things went to hell because he was emotionally abusive, and I was afraid that he was going to rape me one time. The sex was awful. It was a power trip for him and he was into humiliation. To that waste of flesh, women are a commodity. After breaking up, he suggested that I become an escort to get things paid for and to buy even nicer things with my money. Needless to say, I left him and moved to live with my parents. He only knew about the first 4 men I slept with, but never found out about the last 7. He also thought he was the one to take my anal virginity.

23-This guy is my current lover. He's 15 years older than me and I get a sexual charge out of that. He's the first guy I've enjoyed anal with.He's open to trying a threesome and enjoys sharing as long as I don't forget who I'm going home with. He's a cynic about women being monogamous creatures, and I appreciate him for his realistic viewpoints. He's taken the "best bang" title from the third guy I slept with, but he also knows I'm "not done" yet either. Even though what we achieve is pretty close to "tantric" levels. Especially when we first started hooking up. Which wasn't originally intended as a "friends with benefits" type of situation. Also, he's gotten me into multiples because he has stamina.

24-I am an intimacy addict and want to have more sexual adventures. I'm even curious to try a gang-bang some day.

25- Also, I enjoy mirrors. I never realized how much fun they are until I actually watched myself getting banged one time. I need to try that more often.