Friday, December 18, 2009

1. I am 18 years old and have had sex with 3 men. All of these happened within the last year.

2. The guy I lost my virginity to was a complete dick. He had a small cock and didn't even know what he was doing. He got me drunk after I had recently been broken up with and fucked me. I feel guilty, like I'm one of those girls who is just blaming the guy for having sex when she didn't want to, but he completely played me. He said we were going to date, and that he might love me. He left me two weeks later.

3. The second guy I had sex with could have been a fantastic fuck. He was pretty experienced and loved sex. He was bisexual and promiscuous and I really regret not being more outgoing. He wanted to try anal. I was scared. I always felt uncomfortable being sexual with him. I loved him though.

4. I have finally accepted myself as bi. I've only made out with one girl but I love how soft and frisky we are. Soft hands on soft breasts. I love boobs and the idea of a girl licking my tits and playing with me. I don't know if I ever will...

5. I'm trying to be more adventurous with my boyfriend. We've finally been able to buy toys. It is amazing.

6. I took my boyfriend's virginity earlier this year. He is inexperienced but I love it; everything he learns is exactly how to please my body. We're currently working on making me squirt, and it seems to be going well.

7. I orgasmed for the first time earlier this year. I've been masturbating since I was about 10 but I've never been able to do it for myself. I always get tired out.

8. I've only orgasmed twice during sex. The first time, it was one of the most amazing feelings of my life. But when he pulled out we realized the condom broke, which then led to the worst feeling I've experienced. The second: He didn't come very much and didn't enjoy it as much as I did.

9. I get really hot over the thought of being raped. My boyfriend and I "fake rape" all the time.

10. When I was young, maybe 4 or 5, my other 4-year-old cousin and I sat behind a chair in our grandparent's family room and touched each other's vaginas. I don't remember what even led into that situation, but it always makes me feel very dirty. We giggled about it tingling and how red it was. I don't know if she remembers but I really hope she doesn't.

11. I've had boyfriends since 7th grade, but I never did much with them but kiss and make out. I first touched a boy's penis in 8th grade; it was through his jeans and I didn't realize what it was for a couple minutes. I remember thinking that it might have been his penis, but it seemed too skinny and long. I thought it was a pencil in his pocket.

12. The first time I saw a penis was my freshman year. The guy I dated was much older than me but still hadn't done anything sexual with anyone before. He whipped it out and a little bit of cum dripped on my basement floor.

13. Sometimes I feel bad thinking about women all the time. I'm constantly looking at beautiful girls and wondering how they would feel naked. I picture them licking me out and letting me take erotic photos during sex.

14. My friend once asked me to have a threesome with her and her boyfriend. I almost did but I didn't feel any attraction to him, and awkwardly turned her down the night it was supposed to happen. I also almost had a MMF threesome in a car, but both guys were too fucked up to do anything. I still want to have a threesome, though. I think about it a lot, but I don't know anyone I would feel comfortable enough with.

15. I am very loud during sex. I love moaning and squealing and dirty talk.

16. I think I am very good at giving head. I was very proud when I made the bi boy's toes curl for the first time.

17. I don't like receiving head very much. It's not like the guys who have given it to me were bad at it, it's just never done anything for me. I always feel like I'm just laying there with a nose in my pussy. I get paranoid that I smell funny and it's far too much distraction to actually cum.

18. I always feel stupid about not being able to swallow cum. I've done it before but the guy was a vegetarian and his cum actually tasted good. My boyfriend doesn't taste too bad, but once he came so much in my mouth that I choked and almost puked. Ever since it makes me gag.

19. Sometimes I think about being in an open relationship, but I know it would end up with me just fooling around with other girls and him feeling too shy to ever branch out. Plus, I've never felt so good and comfortable in bed with anyone. I guess I just want to kiss a girl sometimes...

20. For the longest time I wanted to take a bath in chocolate and have my boyfriend lick it off me and fuck me silly. I don't think that would actually do anything for me now... I don't really know if I have a fantasy.

21. I always have sex with the lights on. I love to watch his face when he orgasms.

22. When I first started masturbating it involved me humping a big stuffed dog. I would hump its face so its nose went in my pussy a little bit. Every night I would feel so guilty and tell myself to stop. As I got older I started just wadding up bed sheets and riding those. I couldn't really understand what I was doing, I didn't realize it was masturbation until health class when I learned girls could masturbate. Then I used my fingers and stopped feeling guilty.

23. Before I actually started masturbating I would pretend I was being tortured. I would lay in bed with legs spread as if I were tied down and pretend a large object was being forced between my legs. It still turns me on.

24. In kindergarten I would draw pictures of me and the boy I had a crush on naked together. Not actually having sex. Just naked in the shower or outside. Being naked with my love is still the greatest feeling in the world.

25. Every time my boyfriend and I have sex, we end up laughing right afterwards, usually with his cock still in me.
(1) I am 19 and recently lost my virginity, about 2 months ago.

(2) It started by me being amazingly drunk, going up to a gorgeous man saying "Do you have any idea how fucking cute you are?" And he was--he looked like a mix between the boy I was in love with during high school plus his way cuter twin. I know he was a 29-year-old Swiss man and he had an amazing body. We were talking at the bar for a while and obviously it turned to having sex. When I told him I was a virgin, his response was "Do you want to change that?"

(3) I honestly don't remember much of the actual sex, it was rough and fun and dirty and raw. It hurt but was worth it, and Mr. Swiss was the perfect mix between gentle and rough. God, just thinking about him gets me all excited, he was so amazingly cute and I'm sort of proud that i nailed him. I left that night because my best friend was freaking out. I left without my shoes, underwear, or bra... quite trashy for my first time.

(4) Once I finally lost my virginity this 19-year weight was lifted and it felt amazing. I had been a virgin for so long because I didnt want to "give" it to anyone I would ever see again, and I was terrified of letting my guard down to allow someone to literally penetrate me.

(5) After Mr. Swiss I've had sex with 2 other guys, both being one night stands. There was "the Marine," who I had sex with in the back of his car and that was fun not because of the sex but because of the threat of being caught or someone watching us, and "one-night-standy," who was actually really sweet and a great kisser. I told him to take it slow because I was just at that drunk point of being really really sleepy, and it was amazing. We kissed the whole time and when he came he squeezed me tight and pushed himself deeper which was pretty adorable.

(6) Besides these three nights I don't have much experience. When I was in high school, I was always around people 4-5 years older then me, none of whom were sleazy enough to go after an underage virgin.

(7) Like I said I sort of had a penetration complex--I wanted it but I didn't want anyone to get it from me.

(8) I've been in love with my brother's best friend (who I've known since I was born) since I was about 11. It's easier for a young girl to fall for an older brother type than an older boy to fall for a younger sister type.

(9) I don't think I have ever thought to myself "oh man I want to be his girlfriend," but rather I think my sexual impulses of how badly I want to have sex with an attractive boy. So I don't really call my crushes "crushes," I call them "targets."

(10) Sometimes it makes me sad that I'm so alone all the time, but at the same time it's become my nature. I'm extremely guarded and hesitate to any emotional bonding. I usually freak out if I know a boy has a crush on me because I don't understand why--I don't understand how someone can crush on me when I'm so emotionally stand offish.

(11) Although I'm guarded I can now say that I do love having sex and I would not mind just having one-night stands and flings for the rest of my life.

(12) I don't think I'm a lesbian or bi, but I would really enjoy an experience with another woman, because I love boobs and would love to play with someone's other than my own. I don't think I could give or receive oral from another girl, but it would be fun to mess around and have fun with.

(13) I am extremely attracted to handsome Asian men. Not all Asians are cute but the cute ones are REALLY cute--oh and I don't really get the feminization of Asian men.

(14) There are so many ways I want to have sex: outside, in the shower, up against a wall, in the kitchen, in a pool, on a patio, in my childhood bed, and basically everywhere else possible.

(15) I hate giving head, I lack the confidence and I never know if I'm doing well or not, so I usually try and avoid doing it at all.

(16) I really like getting dressed up for no reason. I'm not usually the type of girl to wear dresses or skirts, I'm a tomboy engineer and I want to be a mechanic in life, so when I am all dressed up I feel nearly like a different person.

(17) I love having my ass squeezed or squeezing someone else's, whether it be drunkenly flirting with someone or a squeeze during a make out session. I think I just like the feeling of being pulled in tighter and tighter, so what's more passionate than a firm ass squeeze?

(18) My friends call it my "go to move," but rather than the tacky hands in the back pocket I usually slip my hands onto a boy's hips, under his jeans, not all that far down or anything--it's just a cozy warm spot that gets the point across.

(19) Thinking back on my virgin life, it's funny because I never really explicitly told anyone I was a virgin and I think most people thought I wasn't because I make so many obscene jokes about sex and such.

(20) At school, I hang out with all my engineering guy friends and it gets to me that I have like girl talk and such. It also gets to me that I know there is a line in our relationships that can't be crossed.

(21) I change my pubic hair as much as possible, I can't decide and I go from nothing to a little puff to maybe full grown. No reason really, it just entertains me really to see something different down there.

(22) I really enjoy the thought of being seen, not like by a peeping tom--that actually scares the shit out of me--but like wearing a skirt with no underwear. I fantasize a lot about getting it on in public or on a patio somewhere that may be seen.

(23) I've never had a boyfriend or anything close, really. I was always very reserved around boys my age when I was younger... yet I always loved being around my brother and his friends.

(24) I've never been attracted to someone my age or younger. If I am, I usually freak a little and talk myself out of it. I like talking to older guys about things I don't know. I also like taller guys.

(25) I can't wait to explore my sexuality and figure out my vices and peeves. Hopefully I won't get too out of control or anything, because I've had issues with self-control in the past.
1. I lost my virginity at 17, and it was the best thing that had happened to me in a long time. Up until that point I had only kissed.

2. For as long as I can remember one of my favorite things has been sex and all sex related topics.

3. I first started masturbating around 13-14 and haven't stopped since. I masturbate at least 6 times a week, if not more.

4. I lost my virginity with my first ever boyfriend, and we had been going out for 2 weeks. We had tried previously but I chickened out and he had to go to sleep with an erection, which I still tease him about.

5. I have always known that I would be into rough sex, including slapping, spanking, biting, dirty talk, blindfolding, handcuffing, gagging, all kinds of domination in general, I guess.

6. I have an insatiable sexual appetite, which I feel bad about sometimes because I'm scared of making my boyfriend feel inadequate.

7. Nothing turns me on more than tall Native American men. (My boyfriend is half Asian, but looks Native American, and I have never been so attracted to anyone in my life).

8. I don't believe that someone's sexuality should matter to anyone but themselves and whoever they choose to experience it with.

9. I love to sit in a public place and make up a sexual fetish/fantasy for each person that walks past. Not what I would do with them, but something they secretly want but are too afraid to ask for.

10. I love to have a finger or two up my ass during sex or oral, but I'm hesitant about anal sex. I consider it to be losing a different type of virginity, and want to conquer my fear of it before I try it.

11. I feel sorry for people who are scared to try new things. I'm of the opinion that if there is just one thing out there that could blow your mind, it's worth trying everything to get to.

12. I thought that my first orgasm was the most amazing thing I'd ever experienced, until I had my first orgasm with someone else.

13. I adore women's bodies, and would not hesitate to have sex with a woman if I was single. I kissed a lot of women in my teenage years, but never had the guts to go any further.

14. I've kissed more girls than boys. I've also kissed more girls than my boyfriend.

15. My partner and I are so comfortable with each other we don't think twice about getting poo on our fingers during butt play, which is more wonderful than I ever could have imagined.

16. The first time I got naked with a boy I wanted to get dressed right away, I was that uncomfortable with my body.

17. As long as I can remember, I have hated my body, and always wished to look different. Things are looking up nowadays, but I still have my dark moments.

18. I'm always my happiest when I'm having sex, it seems both the simplest and greatest thing two people can spend their time doing. I never feel self-conscious or uncomfortable when I'm having sex, and I think that has a lot to do with my love of it.

19. One of my greatest sexual moments was when my boyfriend had to use a pillow to smother his moans while I was giving him head and fucking his butt with my fingers.

20. I am a very tall woman, and have hated it for as long as I was aware of it. Men seem threatened by tall women, especially one as loud as me, and so I love to be hugged and spooned by someone taller and bigger than me. It makes me feel small and delicate, which is something I've always wanted to feel.

21. I love cute women and androgynous women. I would love to be a feminine lesbian in a lesbian relationship, but get the feeling that I would take on a masculine role because I tend to act towards people how I would like them to act towards me (both sexually and in life).

22. I like to watch porn, but hate the fake looking women and unrealistic sexual expectations. But if the woman is attractive I find myself getting jealous and unable to think of anything else. I'm confident that this will stop happening when I feel better about myself.

23. In grade 10 I told everyone that I was bisexual, and from that time onward I was known as "That girl who said she was bisexual in Grade 10". My sexual feelings haven't changed from that time, but I don't feel the need to tell everyone about it so blatantly anymore.

24. I have an obsession with small, perky breasts and small, pink nipples. Julianne Moore has my favorite female nipples of all time. Watch Boogie Nights and see for yourself.

25. I'm confident that I will always be fulfilled sexually because I'm not ashamed to ask for what I need, and the person I am with will understand that completely about me, because I wouldn't be with them otherwise.