Tuesday, January 19, 2010

1. My earliest sexual feelings that I can remember were when I used to play with my cousins when I was 10 or 11. We used to roughhouse a lot, and they used to hold me down and tickle me or play “glass pedal” where they would stick their feet between my legs and push hard. I loved being held down and the feel of their foot being pressed against my pussy, so I used to beg my parents to go to their house as much as possible.

2. I started masturbating when I was 12 years old. I used to take Crayola markers, rub them against my clit and stick them inside of me. I didn’t know what an orgasm was, I just knew that I liked the feeling. It was a little bit frustrating, though, because I came from a poor family and had to share a bed with my younger sister (3 years younger). This would involve me hiding the markers under my pillow and waiting until I was sure she was asleep before I thought it was safe.

3. I like to watch men masturbate. When I was 14 I dated a boy who was 12 and he used to masturbate for me when we were alone. We never had sex, but sometimes he would grab my hand and hold it against his cock while he jacked off. I loved watching him cum, and later I would go home and masturbate alone.

4. I have a glasses fetish. I think men with glasses are incredibly sexy. Having sex with a man wearing glasses is very, very hot.

5. I lost my virginity when I was 15 years old. I had barely even kissed a boy at that age. My boyfriend at the time was 18. He didn’t know that I was a virgin. We had sex on the 3rd day after we met. He lived on his own and was very independent and I found that exciting. He was also very open and sexual and we experimented with lots of different things.

6. When I was 15 I conned my parents into buying me a computer and ordering the internet. I instantly became addicted to internet chatting. At that time (1995) there were mostly adults hanging out in chatrooms and I quickly learned about cybersex. I loved when men would send me messages telling me their fantasies and describing how they were masturbating. There were many nights that I didn’t sleep, because I stayed up all night cybersexing.

7. When I was 16 my parents installed a detachable showerhead in our shower and I quickly learned that holding the showerhead up to my clit gave me a very instense orgasm. I took a lot of showers during that time.

8. At 17 I became pregnant from a boy that I had only known for 2 weeks. My parents let him sleep over (since he was apparently kicked out of his house) and all we did was have sex whenever we could. Turned out he was an asshole and I dumped him a week later. I haven’t really talked to him since and he has shown no interest of being in my daughter’s life.

9. My skin is very sensitive to touch and I get turned on very, very easily.

10. When I was 18 my relationship with my boyfriend ended because I had phone sex with his best friend (repeatedly) while he was sleeping. I like to blame it on the fact that I was going through a very difficult time in my life, but I don’t think that is really the truth.

11. Anyone who knows me probably finds #10 hard to believe, because I am so shy. I love it when a man talks during sex but I find it very, very hard to do the same. Something about talking during sex makes me very self-conscious and I stop enjoying the sex because all I can focus on is what I am saying.

12. My best friend and I used to make out at the bar in exchange for free drinks. It would be awkward the next day, but that didn’t stop us.

13. I have had several threesomes. They’ve all been with another girl and a guy. I wouldn’t call myself bi, I’m not particularly attracted to girls, but I guess I can get caught up in the moment. Alcohol also helps. What I would really love is to watch my husband fuck another woman while I watched.

14. I have had sex with 15 men in my life. I would say that I only loved a few of them, but the fact of the matter is, I didn’t know what love was until I met my husband.

15. When I was 23 I bought a webcam for my computer, and shortly after discovered video chat rooms. I used to spend many nights drinking and flashing men in the chatrooms.

16. When I downloaded ISPQ I discovered that men would actually pay me money for masturbating on webcam, and watching them masturbate. I made lots of money doing this, but after having someone take snapshots and video recordings (without my knowledge) and posting them on a website, I decided it was time to stop.

17. My ex-boyfriend was heavily into bondage and S/M. When we met, he told me that he wasn’t interested in sex and only wanted to be tied up and tortured. I cared for him a lot so for 7 years I would dominate him while my needs went unmet. Turns out he was also having sex with girls behind my back.

18. I used to fantasize about rape until I was followed home one night while I drunkenly walked home alone from the bar. Two men were walking behind me making comments and eventually caught up with me and pushed me into a bush and tried to pull down my pants. They stopped when they heard some other people walking nearby and I was able to get away.

19. I am only attracted to white men. In certain cases I find black men attractive, but I’ve never considered dating anyone who wasn’t white.

20. I really enjoy pornography. Especially voyeur porn. I love watching videos where the people are oblivious to the fact that they are being videotaped.

21. I made a videotape once when I was 15 with the boyfriend in #5. I wished that I had taken it when I left him, but it didn’t even cross my mind. I often wonder what happened to that tape. Did he throw it out? Does he still watch it? Am I not safe to run for public office?

22. When I am really turned on, I squirt when I cum. Sometimes it sprays all over. When it first happened, I was very embarrassed of it, but I’m not so embarrassed anymore. I just focus on how incredibly good it feels.

23. I love giving head. I’ve been told I’m very good at it, but I haven’t been able to figure out if that’s because I’m actually good at it, or if it’s just something the man feels he needs to say afterwards.

24. Once I met a lawyer on a dating site. I invited him over that same night for sex. He wasn’t as good as I was expecting him to be.

25. Currently I am 29, and married to the man who was made perfect for me. He makes me feel very secure, and very loved, and as a result I feel I can let go, and the sex is the best I’ve ever had. I know sometimes he worries about a time when we might get bored with each other, but I’m not worried because I know that we’re both open, willing, and dedicated to making it work.
1. I'm afraid I'll never find a sex partner that will give me as good orgasms as I give myself. When you can give yourself multiple orgasms with just your fingers, how can anyone else measure up?

2. My first sexual experience was with another woman. I was eleven, she was nine. We never really spoke about, but when I saw her six years later she avoided me. I'm a bit scared I screwed her up for life.

3. I could have lost my virginity to a boy when I was seventeen and again when I was nineteen. I'm now almost twenty-three and I haven't given it up yet. I'm happy with my decision.

4. At age twenty, I started fooling around with my best friend. I almost lost her because of it, but it was the most fun I'd had sexually besides on my own.

5. I often think about taking pictures of myself when in the throes of an orgasm. I just don't know if I have the guts to really do it.

6. I'm bisexual, although I'm probably more attracted to women. I'd be more likely to date a woman and just fool around with a man... does that make me a bad person?

7. The strangest time I've had sex was 2:30PM in my house with all of my family home. This was before my door had a lock and anyone could have walked in. I think that made it more thrilling for me and my partner.

8. I've never eaten another woman out, but I think I'd like to. Even if I can't stand the smell of my own vagina.

9. I masturbate while listening to Japanese pop music. I'm still not sure if this is normal or not.

10. I'd rather watch girl on girl porn than hetero porn or boy on boy porn. Does this make me more of a lesbian than just bisexual?

11. The only time I like to see cock in my porn is if it's boy on boy. I'd rather cocks stay far away from any vaginas present when I watch porn.

12. I've watched porn with my best friend before (the one mentioned above slept with) and it wasn't awkward. I wonder if it's what started us in the first place.

13. I love masturbating in my living room in the wee hours of the morning. Anyone could walk in on me, but I don't mind. It's somehow thrilling.

14. I don't really see myself as an attractive person, but apparently I'm sexy. I just wish someone else would fuck me.

15. I think one of the reasons I assert myself as more of lesbian than a straight woman is that I enjoy being on the outside when I spoon someone. I don't think a boy would let me do it and it saddens me a little.

16. I've never tried anal play before, but I think I'd rather try it out on my own first.

17. I bought my first vibrator when I was twenty-one. Up until then, it was just my fingers. Sometimes I still get off better without the vibrator.

18. My best orgasms are always the day after my period ends. They're usually the quickest, but also the most satisfying.

19. Sometimes I enjoy denying myself orgasm. I get myself all worked up and then stop, then start again, then stop. It's such a rush and I love it.

20. Just once I'd like to go to a bar and find someone for a random hook-up. Male or female, I don't really care. It would just be fun, I think.

21. I used to discuss masturbation with my high school friends. We'd sit around and talk about what makes us feel good and share secrets... I don't talk to those girls anymore, and it feels weird when I see them on the street.

22. I prefer my women with a bit of meat on their bones. I like my men on the skinner side with a bit of muscle definition.

23. I have a strange fetish for people in glasses. I'd love to be fucked hard by someone wearing glasses and I don't know why.

24. I'm pretty sure Asian, female or both is my type. The only exception to that rule is my best friend, although I'm trying to not think about her like that anymore.

25. I've never had a relationship last longer than three weeks. Somehow this suits me just fine.