Wednesday, February 17, 2010

1. By the time I lost my virginity at 15, all I could think was "finally!" I had been dreaming of sex since an early age and had made the goal to lose it by age 14. Looking back, I don't regret it at all, I almost wish it had been raunchier and more "forbidden." However, it was at my boyfriends house during the middle of the day while our friends watched a movie downstairs.

2. The summer I lost my virginity was the same summer I kissed a boy for the first time. Within 2 weeks I went from first kiss to first time having sex. I hadn't even seen a penis, let alone gotten to second or third base before letting myself go all the way.

3. I was interested in girls from a very early age, and even had an entire collage, floor to ceiling, of sexy pictures from magazines behind my bedroom door. My mother hated this.

4. I didn't really know what to do with this desire for sexy girls and thought it was sorta weird around that age (16 or so), and that my friends would judge me. I only casually mentioned it to a few people. I did, however, initiate most of the make-out sessions my best girl friends and I had during sleepovers. I always thought I was more into it than them. I never felt like those sorts of things would get in the way of friendship or would "be weird" later on. I love the idea of having a best girl friend whom you could experiment with if the urge popped up while maintaining that special girl bond.

5. I later on had a softcore threesome with a close friend and guy I had previously slept with once. There were other people hanging out in the same house, and in the room. I loved every second, even though I was a bit nervous. I do wish it had gone further.

6. After I broke up with my first boyfriend (and first sexual partner... a whole year and three months at the age of 15) I got a bit antsy and wanted to have crazy experiences. I proceeded to get hooked up by a mutual friend with a "hot guy" who knew all I wanted was sex, I skipped school and had sex on a trail near by with a guy I only sorta knew but liked flirting with, I slept with a guy friend's best buddy because he was interested in me (in my friend's younger cousin's bed, no less) and also with the dude mentioned in #5. All of it made me a bit nervous, but also made me feel empowered and in control while I was just figuring myself out sexually.

7. I'm very particular in how I like to be kissed. I am immediately turned off if someone's kisses aren't up to par, but will still give it a shot. I've "trained" guys to kiss me how I like it.

8. I like it when I know people are watching me get a bit dirty with someone. One time, at a party, my boyfriend and I were alone in the hot tub outside. We were grinding and making out like crazy, thinking everyone was in the basement. Eventually we heard some wooting and clapping from on the balcony. It was so hot and I want it to happen again.

9. As much as I like to think of myself as a complete sexy seductress, I think I would much rather have a sweet boyfriend to tell me romantic things and cuddle with (although he still has to love sex and be able to give me amazing orgasms)

10. I don't think I could be with a guy who wanted to wait.

11. I love flirting. I love teasing. Those two things led to a brief fling in which I was the "other" girl in a newly experimental open relationship. The guy was a co-worker and he had been with his gf for three years and they were getting "bored." It was a fun experience at the time, but I am glad it didn't go any further. The thrill of the situation was far better than the actual sex. Things have never really been the same since with the co-worker.

12. I've enjoyed all my "no strings" sex experiences--they are an exciting rush. It makes me feel sexy. But I love getting to know someone and their sexual preferences more. The sex with my current boyfriend gets better every single time. Having the comfort to try anything new and stretch your boundaries is amazing.

13. Until my current boyfriend, I had only been with older guys. Some that were very close to my age, but still older. My boyfriend is 2 years younger than me, and it is the best relationship and sex I've had so far. I think I had it all wrong up till now.

14. I love being pleasured and just letting myself float away. Closing my eyes and not worrying about how much time I am taking or where I am, but feeling fingers and a tongue tease me is one of the best things I can think of.

15. I started masturbating when I was about 7. My mum walked in on me one morning when I was supposed to be getting ready for school, and I was under the covers, obviously playing with myself. I said I was "just resting some more." I also remember shyly asking some girlfriends in about grade 4 or 5 if they ever touched themselves 'down there' because it felt good.

16. I now masturbate almost every night, and love watching porn. I have a fascination with watching hardcore porn and finding stuff to look at that pushes my limits. I usually get off on girl on girl (where one girl dominates the other) or guys talking really dirty to girls.

17. I have a selection of toys and I couldn't live without them.

18. As much as a nice built, tan, "Abercrombie" guy seems attractive, I usually get put off by the ones I meet. They all seem douchy and full of themselves. I much prefer a guy who doesn't realize his own magnificence.

19. I want to live out my girl-on-girl fantasies. The adventures I've had so far have been thrilling. But I am greedy and want more. I would love to have a threesome, but could never do it with my boyfriend. Only if he was an inactive participant and just watched.

20. I often look at other girls in the change room and shower at the gym. It's mostly curiosity about what other people have got going on, but I still feel naughty doing it.

21. I masturbated while driving my stick shift car over a busy, narrow mountain highway. It was a great orgasm.

22. When I was younger, before I'd had sex, I used to go into chat rooms and initiate cybersex with people. I loved reading the dirty words and getting off to the mystery of it all.

23. I never actually enjoyed giving blowjobs until I had found the perfect penis. Having one that you love the size and shape of in your mouth feels incredible.

24. On that note, I despise foreskin.

25. Just over a year ago, I woke up in a stranger's apartment after a concert I had been waiting ages for. It was the most awful and strange feeling. All I remember was arriving at the bar with a group of friends, ordering a drink, and taking one sip. The next thing I know I am in a strange man's apartment, who evidently looked like he had taken care of me despite all the scratches and extreme bruising I had recently acquired. After piecing together what events I could from police, witnesses on the street and friends I didn't even know I had spoken with at the bar, it was apparent I had been drugged and literally dragged out by not one, but two guys. Whilst struggling incoherently with them several blocks away from the bar, an older man (my savior) stepped in, at which point the other two guys fled. He put me in a cab to his house for the night after he couldn't get any personal info out of me. It turns out I wasn't raped by the two guys, but the bruising and injuries didn't go away for months. Even though the guys that drugged and abducted me didn't rape me, it still affects me all the time and makes me so angry. It definitely hindered my desire to go out to bars, even though most people don't think it did.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

1. I lost my virginity to a diagnosed psychopath a month after my eighteenth birthday. I didn't know he was crazy at the time. I'm now months away from my twentieth birthday.

2. I was in love with a comic book character for years. In fact, the only way I could deal with having sex with one of my exes was if all the lights were turned off, and he spoke in a low Cajun drawl. I reckon that's the only reason that relationship lasted as long as it did.

3. I hate my pubic hair. I, however, don't mind if my partner has any. They seem to look more natural on a penis than a vagina.

4. Every wet dream I've ever had has taken place in Australia.

5. I don't masturbate because any time I've ever tried was unsuccessful and disappointing. I find my boyfriend can do a much better job than I can.

6. Some of the best sexual experiences I've had were preceded by smoking expensive pot.

7. The boyfriend I have now gave me my first orgasm. He is my third sexual partner.

8. I saw his face while he came for the first time today. I don't believe I've ever seen anything more attractive. We had sex again shortly after.

9. A nice chest embellished with chest hair is the sexiest thing ever. I love hairy men. I mean.. hair on their arms, legs, faces.. I love it. My boyfriend is a veritable hobbit; I've never seen a naked man more desirable than he.

10. Blow jobs really used to disgust me; lately however, I haven't minded nearly as much.

11. I am a straight female. However, my first kiss AND sexual encounter was with another female. It strikes me as completely bizarre that someone as intensely against male insensitivity as she was is now a practicing Baptist with a husband and baby.

12. It used to be my goal to have a sexual encounter with a man from every continent... online encounters included I've gotten three out of seven.

13. The only vibrator I would ever consider purchasing is the OhMiBod. It hooks up to your iPod and vibes to the music. I've wanted to fuck Damien Rice's voice for so long.

14. I am far too jealous and territorial to ever engage in a threesome. What's mine is mine.

15. I hate, hate, hate porn. There's nothing more disgusting to me than plastic love.

16. As straight as I am, I'd fuck Helena Bonham Carter in a heart beat.

17. Accents make me wet. My very first crush was on The Crocodile Hunter. He could tackle an untamed beast and had hairy legs and a ridiculous Aussie accent. I was in veritable love.

18. As far as positions go, I'm rather conventional. Most anything where the only body parts I feel are cock and hands make me feel like a dick receptacle. I hate that feeling.

19. I was molested by my boyfriend in tenth grade. We were fooling around (in front of people with a blanket over us) and I whispered for him to quit, but he persisted and stuck his finger in me. I didn't protest much, but I really didn't want it.. I'd be lying if I said it traumatized me, however.

20. I find many fictional characters sexy.

21. I've posed naked for art. It made me feel wonderful about my body.

22. I once had a wet dream about my best friend's roommate. It was awful, and I woke up having to pee really bad.

23. I used to look up medical pictures of vaginas because I thought mine was strange looking.

24. I really, really don't like how condoms feel, though I see the necessity of them. Not to mention, they look like the balloons clowns make animals out of.

25. I like a man who can be just the right amount of rough.

Monday, February 15, 2010

1. I’m pansexual, polyamorous, transgendered, and into BDSM. It seems easiest to just say “I’m queer.”

2. Just because I’m pansexual doesn’t mean I’ll fuck anyone.

3. I was 14 when I had my first kiss with a childhood friend.

4. One day later we lost our virginity together.

5. Wearing women’s clothing is sometimes a sensual experience for me.

6. I think triads make the most sense as a relationship.

7. I have a tendency to fall for my friends.

8. I have had one semi-serious relationship, and we never so much as kissed because we were both so insecure.

9. I bite my wrist when I orgasm alone.

10. I’ve never drawn blood from that, but I have cut myself in order to play with my own blood. I find blood incredibly arousing, unless it’s menstrual blood. Then I’m usually too freaked out to think about sex.

11. I’ve never had a wet dream. Sometimes I wonder if that means there’s something very wrong with me.

12. I am very, very uncomfortable with my own body, even though I watch porn and masturbate almost every single day. It takes a long time for me to feel comfortable enough to allow a partner to touch my genitals.

13. I like looking at almost all types of bodies from an artistic standpoint.

14. I have orgasmed from giving head.

15. I love it when my partners have body hair, regardless of their gender.

16. I still experience shame about my sexuality.

17. Men in suspenders make me hot.

18. I love it when very masculine looking men wear women’s clothing and/or makeup.

19. When I was 12 I cybered regularly while pretending to be older.

20. I’m attracted to people barely legal up to people in their 40s or 50s. I’m 21.

21. I love love love men with long hair.

22. I want to have sex with a clone of myself, because sometimes I feel like no one else will ever be able to understand me.

23. I really hate fake-looking, oversized boobs. Some girls look like they’re about to topple over and it can’t possibly be comfortable.

24. I’m not part of the ‘scene’, but I like to wear collars out in public, regardless of whether or not anyone else can see them. It gives me a rush that I can’t explain, even when I don’t have a partner.

25. I like to watch.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

1. I am a 21 year old bisexual female. It annoys me when people assume I am only bisexual as a "phase" or that I can't come out as a lesbian. I AM BISEXUAL. GET OVER IT AND ACCEPT IT! They say that you are lying to yourself if you stay in the closest. I would be lying to myself if I came out as a lesbian.

2. I learned everything I know about sex via my friends at school and magazines. A single father, and then an evil stepmother doesn't make for good sex education.

3. I lost my virginity at schoolies when I was 18. I met him at a party, I bled, he told his friends I didn't shave, and I didn't get his number. I don't even know his last name.

4. I haven't been with a male for over a year, and it scares me that I've forgotten what to do and will be crap in bed. Another reason why is that, truth be told, I am slightly scared and intimidated by them. They are foreign creatures. At least I know how females think, and what do to with female body parts.

5. If I had to pick between females and males to sleep with forever, I would pick females. I don't know if I've just been with crap males, but the best sex I've had is with females. I once dated this woman and she was amazing in bed. I was almost sad to wave the relationship goodbye, if nothing else for the sex.

6. I have problems letting people touch me "down there." I am not confident about my bush (which can probably be traced back to #3) and therefore I will often touch the other person and my pants will stay on. This frustrates me, but I don't know what to do about it.

7. My housemate once banged on the wall while I was having sex, to make us shut up.

8. I was in a friends-with-benefits situation with this guy; I liked him and I thought doing that (it was his idea) would make him like me too. It didn't, and it ended badly. I am never doing that again.

9. I have had too many relationships that have fizzled out after a few weeks, and in every one of them we've slept together in the first few days. I made a vow that I'd never do it again, but I always seem to do.

10. I sometimes wake up from a dream so incredibly turned on, and, in my half-awake state I start to masturbate but I never seem to be able to orgasm. I then fall back asleep.

11. My first kiss was when I was 17, at my best friend's birthday. I kissed three people that night, two of which - and the first two I kissed - were females. I am secretly proud of this.

12. I once had a guy who was getting married the following week ask if we could sleep together. I said no because I knew it was wrong, but I secretly wanted to say yes, but #6 stopped me.

13. There are naked pictures of me on the Internet that I took when I was 18. They are on a website that I respect, and I am happy they are on there, but I am still worried constantly that someone will discover them. These pictures also stop me from doing stuff - like applying for reality TV shows. And I hope one day that when I am famous, I will be mature enough not to care when they are splashed all over magazine covers.

14. When I broke up with my ex, she told me that we "hardly ever made out". This annoys me because sex isn't everything, but more to the point, I never felt a desire to make love to her. One of the reasons that I knew I didn't like her as much as she liked me.

15. Another one of my exes and I never actually had sex. Everyone assumed we had as we made out every time we saw each other until the early morning, and I always had hickeys on my neck. It was so frustrating, every time I saw her I made a vow to finally do it, I'd shave and be all ready, but alas, it never happened. We always talked about doing it, actually had the whole "do you want to have sex? Yes? Well me too" conversations, but it never amounted to anything.

16. I never make the first move. I have once, and it turned out great and I don't regret it, but I am too scared of rejection to do it again. This frustrates the hell out of all my partners and I'm sorry, but I'll never change.

17. I was so drunk at my housewarming I don't actually know if I slept with this guy or not. I know we were on my bed, my skirt was removed, but I don't remember if we slept together or not. If anyone asked, though, we did it.

18. I once got caught by the police having sex on the bonnet of a car. It was with #8, and it was so hilarious.

19. I also told #8/18 that he had a small dick, and by the time I realized what I said it was too late to back-track, although I tried.

20. I once had sex while being recorded via CCTV at a former job. I didn't even think of that as we were doing that, and I count my lucky stars every day that we never got caught - or, if we did, my boss never mentioned it.

21. The first time I watched porn I got so incredibly turned on, despite the fact it was '70s, really lame, and I was with a really good friend of mine. As we were in bed that night she touched me. That was my first time doing anything other than kissing. The only words that were spoken was her asking me if I was okay. I said yes.

22. I've taken videos and photos of myself and exes having sex and I am thankful every day that I have all the copies of the pictures/videos and they do not.

23. Even though I am bisexual, I envision myself ending up with a man - and a white picket fence, a puppy and 2.5 children. I don't think I could go for the entire of the rest of my life without having sex with females, though, so I hope that my husband with be okay with that.

24. I haven't been single for about 2 and a half years, I seem to always jump from one person to another. A friend made a comment the other day that I might want to watch that, that I might get a reputation. I never thought about it like that before: I never see myself as attractive and it still amazes me when people want to be with me. Now I am slightly paranoid about how people see me.

25. I lived with an ex for two and a half months, and it was the most sexual two and a half months of my life. We did it constantly, more than five times a day. When I left - I moved inter-state - it was a shock not to have sex. We would stay in bed all day and all night and have sex. It was amazing, and she introduced me to so much stuff - scarfing, golden showers, dildos, strap on's, anal, while having my period, bondage - almost every sexual thing I've experienced (minus vanilla of course) is thanks to her. And I do thank her every day for teaching me so much. She doesn't know it, but I miss her terribly. We don't speak anymore.