Monday, September 20, 2010

1. When I was about eleven years old my step-little sister and I used to stick out our tongues and let them touch. It was very exciting and also felt very forbidden.

2. I am a 19 year old female, and when I was very young, about 5, I fell in love with the Disney mermaid Ariel. I had never seen such a beautiful girl before and all I wanted to do was to go swimming with her in the ocean.

3. I identify myself as bisexual, but the only time I've had sex with a girl was at a party. The girl in question and I were very drunk and we ended up locking ourselves in the bathroom. She went down on me but I didn't feel very much. She tasted like alcohol and chips when I kissed her. Several boys were knocking at the door screaming "Hey, what are you doing, having sex? Let us in!"

4. Some people are shocked when they hear how many persons I have slept with. It's only 5 so far. Bur I have made out with a LOT more.

5. I love having sex, all kind of sex. Anal sex can be very satisfying when you are doing it with someone who knows how to do it properly. Once I had a dick in my anus, as well as four fingers and a vibrator in my pussy.

6. On my 18th birthday I was raped by my boyfriend. My relationship with him damaged my sexual life severely. He was a sex addict and I struggled to please him every time we had sex. He had a very hard time to come at all. On that birthday I was very drunk, when we got to his place he tied me up to his bed with ropes by both legs and arms and raped me. I blamed myself, as the drunken whore I thought I was. But now I realize that I only have him to blame, not myself.

7. I lost my virginity to a really sweet guy at the age of sixteen, it was in his bed and we listened to music. It hurt very much, though, and there was a lot of blood, but I was somehow pleased at the same time. It felt right. He was a virgin too, so we did it for the first time together.

8. Two years after we had broken up we ended up in his bed again. It was amazing. It was one of the best sex experiences I have had. He had grown hair on his chest and learned new tricks..

9. I love kissing girls, but I absolutely hate that when I have done so in a club or at a party, guys stare and think it is somehow OK. When I kiss a girl it's for my own and her pleasure and not to be consider as a show for the surrounding males!

10. I long to have sex with a really beautiful girl, but I have a boyfriend that I love and commonly it would be considered as cheating if I would have sex with someone other than him. But I really don´t think love and sex are the same things. Sex can absolutely be done for pleasure and excitement, without involving love. I dislike norms, especially the look on their faces my friends get if I flirt or dance with someone who isn't my boyfriend.

11. This summer, my boyfriend and I had penetrative vaginal sex for the first time, after being together for half a year, and it was as good as it gets. He knows how to lick my pussy and he is not afraid to lick everywhere. That repaired my self-worth and view on sex.

12. I love masturbating with my little red vibrator and at the same time touching my breasts.

13. I'm a bit of an exhibitionist. One of my most vivid fantasies is to be fucked in front of an audience doggy-style.

14. Even though I've had bad experiences when it comes to power-balance in a relationship, I love being dominated, and being air-deprived during sex.

15. Once my dance teacher thought I had been beaten because I had such big bruises on my neck. It was in fact a guy who had bitten me all over and I really liked it.

16. I often get the impression that my sexuality confuses people, and that they that find me weird in general because I openly talk about sex and am in general more experienced than persons my own age. I really don't understand why, or I get that they are scared by the fact that I don't act according to the norm, but I don't understand why girls who openly talk about sex are considered to be a bit strange..

17. I like to be licked on the area around the anus, and I like having fingers in there. It´s a shame that it is such a taboo and that many persons find it in some way disgusting, just because they have been taught that it's wrong.

18. When I told my mother, with a smile on my face, that I had sex with my first boyfriend and the one I had at the time, she told me that I should be ashamed. I just laughed at her and she got even madder. She also told me once that you can't get pregnant if you have sex with a guy and he pulls out his dick before he ejaculates. Her idea of "safe sex" isn't safe at all.

19. When I was in my early puberty years I used to masturbate by using one of my stuffed animals. It was a big cat and I used to rub my pussy against it. Ever since then, I've had a fetish for cats--I find them extremely sexy.

20. I like playing what I call "the rat-mouse game" with people in clubs. I pick out a random person and set it as my goal to make him/her dance closely to me. It's not that I'm after sex, I just want to see if I can make a completely unknown person rub his/her body against mine, without even knowing me. When I succeed it is a huge thrill.

21. I used to get crushes very easily. Now that I'm older I know that I was attracted to all those people because I wanted their naked body against mine, I wasn't interested in a relationship at all, even though all the stories in books about young girls told me that love or attraction only can end with marriage.

22. The dates I've had have come after initial making out or having sex. Then the dating has come, and later sometimes a relationship.

23. I find older men and women really attractive, I would like to feel the touch of a person who has much more experience than me someday.

24. Nowadays I masturbate a lot, because I am currently living in another country from my boyfriend. I sometimes play with the thought of finding someone here to fuck. But then I'd have to ask my boyfriend first, and he would probably be fine with it.

25. Most porn is not at all overrated. I love all the gadgets in some BDSM films: gag-balls, whips, ropes, chains, fucking-machines and much more.