Monday, November 22, 2010

1. I'm a 22 year old queer girl. My favorite term for myself is "bisexual dyke."

2. A man broke into my friend's house and raped us both when I was 17. He used a knife on and in us. It goes without saying that this was a traumatic and life-changing experience.

3. After the rape I started drinking heavily and having anonymous sex with a lot of women. I tried to use the experiences I had with them to erase the memory of being violated. It took me years to end this behavior.

4. I am proud of the fact that I triumphed over my sexual assault and am able to enjoy sex. Physical intimacy with someone I love is like therapy to me.

5. I am very sexually experienced. I stopped counting years ago, but if I were to guess I would put the number at 70 women and 20 men.

6. I don't care if people think I'm a slut because of #5; I'm happy with my sexual past and I hope everyone else is, too.

7. I like almost any and everything about sex. The things that lead up to it, the act itself, and the aftermath are all wonderful experiences.

8. I LOVE going down on girls. There are few things I enjoy more in the world than letting her ride my tongue and fingers. I'll spend hours down there if she wants me to; watching a beautiful woman come is so, so sexy.

9. Despite #8, I almost never enjoy receiving oral sex. It just doesn't do it for me. It feels fine, but rarely so much as to get me off.

10. At the same time, I can't stand it when people refuse to go down on me. I have no respect for anyone who won't. So I guess my ideal partner is someone who loves doing it, but who doesn't require it.

11. I have REALLY intense orgasms, but have never been able to multiple. I'm fine with this; one of mine is enough to turn my legs to jelly.

12. My most serious relationship lasted four years and was with a person who started out as my girlfriend and slowly became my boyfriend. I immediately and effortlessly accepted and embraced this and was with him throughout his entire transition. Now he passes effortlessly, and you can't even tell he was born female. I think the relationship left me with a bit of a FtM fetish.

13. I used to be only into women, but since going to college have found myself more and more interested in men.

14. I become a 13-year-old boy when I see breasts. They render me nearly speechless and totally retarded. Boobs might be my favorite thing in the world.

15. I've had numerous threesomes, almost all successful and fun, with no awkwardness. They've all been either FFM or all-girls. I've never been in a guy-guy-girl situation.

16. The porn that turns me on the most is all the dirty, nasty stuff I would never enjoy doing in real life. The more hardcore and depraved, the more it turns me on.

17. Until I turned 18, my biggest fantasy was to be an older woman's dirty little secret. Preferably a housewife with kids with a secret lust for young dykes.

18. The hottest sexual experience of my life was with a 30-something mother in the restaurant I worked at bussing tables. She was a belly dancer (the restaurant was middle-eastern themed) and I got wet whenever she performed. One day she shoved me into the employee bathroom and had me suck her clit. It was the sexiest thing I had ever seen or imagined in my life, especially when she came. It never happened again, and I still masturbate to the memory.

20. I love doggy-style and missionary sex. Girl on top feels great too, but it's harder to thrust.

21. Sometimes I want to get pounded by a gigantic cock until I can't see straight and sometimes I want to suck on a girl's clit until she's hoarse from screaming.

22. I recently discovered that I'm just not polyamorous. I wish I were, but it's simply not in my nature. I had to end a great relationship because of this and I'm still upset about it.

23. The daily medication I need to function seriously depletes my sex drive. It also screws with my ability to get wet. It's embarrassing and I hate having a lower sex drive.

24. Drunk sex is very pleasurable to me.

25. My sex motto is that nothing you do in the bedroom is wrong if it perpetuates love (and is consensual).