Monday, November 30, 2009

1. I do not have a memory of my life before I knew how to masturbate. I have been doing it almost daily since I was 3 years old and it has a) made it very hard for me to cum with someone else and b) given me a large sexual appetite.

2. I didn't cum laying on my back using my hands until I was 15.

3. When I was a small child I was touching myself and my mom told me "if you are gonna do that you have to go to your room, that's private." Apparently, I sprinted back to my room to check out what was going on.

4. I identify as a lesbian, but I plan on marrying my current boyfriend. No one has ever made me happier, even if he does have a penis.

5. I wouldn't say I'm directly attracted to women with dicks, but the idea of a beautiful woman with great tits fucking me with a real dick sounds pretty good.

6. At 18 years old, I can say I have had sex with 8 people. 5 men, 3 women. Only one of them was ever worth it.

7. When my boyfriend is eating me out, I'm thinking about giving him head. It makes me cum pretty hard.

8. I like to be pushed around, held down, tied up, blindfolded, handcuffed, spanked, told what to do and have my hair pulled. I don't see it as degrading. I'm strong and in charge all the time, when it comes to sex, I want them to call the shots.

9. I find nothing sexier on myself but the place where the curve of my hips and my back meet.

10. I don't remember what my vagina looks like with pubic hair on it. I've never liked it, so I shave it off. Sometimes I wish I could muster up the courage to just let it grow and be happy with it.

11. It took a year and a half of trying before my boyfriend made me cum on his own. I know the exact date. Best day of my life.

12. I can't masturbate on my own anymore. It takes too long and I get frustrated because I can't do it unless I think about my boyfriend or watch porn.

13. I have always fantasized about being fucked over a desk by a dominating boss figure. Nowadays it's my boyfriend; it used to be a busty redhead with glasses and an ass and legs that went on forever. Both fantasies started with them telling me to give them head.

14. I've tried anal a few times. Every time I think I'm ready to do it again, we get to that point and I remember how much I hate myself afterward. The first two times we tried it was fine. The first time was OK, the second time was better, but I don't know what we are doing wrong now.

15. I wish I could squirt. Reallyreallyreally. I hope one day when my boyfriend is eating me out he comes up with his face dripping. I will feel so powerful.

16. I've never cum from penetration. It's a goal.

17. One of my friends bought me a vibrator about 2 years ago. I threw it away recently--it is of no use to me.

18. I want to get my nipples pierced. My boobs aren't perfect, but I love piercings and I love my nipples.

19. I didn't have to come out to my parents. They asked me if I liked girls and I was kind of offended that they did so because they had been reading my files on the computer.

20. I love it when my boyfriend talks and moans when I give him head. The more he says the more I get into it. I wish he would just whisper/moan/tell me what to do the whole time I was down there, but he doesn't.

21. When we make love, I usually end up laughing out of sheer joy.

22. I like to get fucked up and have my boyfriend spank me as hard as possible. I love waking up with spotty purple bruises all over my backside.

23. Girls are so beautiful. I honestly can't remember a single man that I instantly thought "Man I'd like to fuck him" just because of what he looked like but with girls, oh yes. I want to fuck them, hard, everywhere.

24. Sometimes I wanna be the big spoon. My boyfriend is a foot taller than me and quite a bit wider but I still wanna wrap my little arms around him and curl my knees behind his bum and be big.

25. I hate myself when I can't make my boyfriend cum. I know it's not always my fault, but I feel like it is. Is my pussy not tight enough, am I not working hard enough, am I nothing special to look at? I know these things aren't true, but sometimes I feel that way.