Wednesday, December 8, 2010

1. I'm a 24 year old married heterosexual female who likes kissing girls sometimes.

2. I was 20 when I lost my virginity. He was 42. I never told him he was my first; he never noticed.

3. I met him on a fetish dating site. He fucked my face and my ass and he whipped me before getting anywhere near my cunt. It was good fun.

4. My husband was my second lover. I met him just weeks after I got involved with Mr. 42. Husband thinks I've had many more lovers then I have. The idea of being my first serious boyfriend freaked him out so much that I just invented some fuck-buddy exes to appease him. We've been married two years and he still sometimes asks about them.

5. I've been in and out of BDSM websites since I was 14. I've always had serious kinks. I've always been a bottom/masochist.

6. I'm not a submissive person outside of bed, and I never wanted a D/s relationship. Unfortunately I really really want D/s sex and my husband is very vanilla (compared to me at least).

7. We try to be open and talk about sex in our relationship. One idea I had was to have my husband watch some of the BDSM porn that I masturbate to. This resulted in him bringing 60 feet of scratchy hemp rope and a butcher knife to bed one night. He had been drinking (trying to get up his courage, he said) and I woke up with him attempting to tie me up. Which was funny, until I rolled over onto the butcher knife. Luckily, no one was hurt, and this is something we laugh at now. But it kind of scared him off trying anything else.

8. I have a much much higher sex drive then my husband- like he'd have sex 3 or 4 times a month and be happy. I'm wanting 3 or 4 times a week (at least!).

9. He's really not very good in bed--I come maybe every 10th time we have sex. He tends to treat everything as a quickie (even anal). It makes me feel more like a masturbatory aid then a partner.

10. I really really miss having good sex. I never realized how much I need it to feel sane.

11. I masturbate a lot. Sometimes 4 or 5 times a day.

12. One of my favorite ways to masturbate is in bed next to my husband when he is asleep. When I do that, I'm never fantasizing about him.

13. I really want to explore breath play with my partner. Sometimes I push my face into the pillows on the bed when we're having sex. But there is only so much a girl can do on her own.

14. I used to have makeout/groping sessions with my husband's female friends (never in front of him--I kiss girls 'cause I like it, not for your entertainment thankyouverymuch). I miss that.

15. One girl made me come just by rubbing her knee on my clit though my pants while I was sucking on her breasts. Hubby was downstairs with the guys smoking a cigarette.

16. Hubby is bi (has been with men in the past) and still checks out guys/flirts. I would love love love to have a threesome with him and another guy, but he is nervous about opening up our relationship (once you cross that line, you can't go back, is his thought).

17. I still have cybersex online when my husband is at work. I don't consider this cheating. I do this instead of cheating.

18. I enjoy anal sex. I'll even come during anal if my clit is stimulated at the same time.

19. I would love to be DPed. I think it would feel awesome.

20. I've never been with a guy with a large cock. I would really like to fuck a guy with a big cock at least once.

21. I think my vagina is a bit roomier then average. Hence the desire for a really big cock. A lot of times I can barely feel my husband when he's in me (at about 6" long and maybe 1 1/2"-2" diameter).

22. I like talking to people about their sex lives to see how it compares to mine.

23. I love my husband more then anything but I'd really really like to talk him into swinging a little.

24. I've gotten kinda horny writing this list.

25. I think more of MY 25 things were about my husband then about me. I think that's a problem.